-Jacob-

Listen.. I don't regret what just happened, but I saw a chance and I took it. If you were in the presence of the most beautiful girl that you loved and you saw an opportunity, wouldn't you take it? So that's what I did.. I had forgotten how soft her lips truly were. All I did was look at them, even when she was in a comba, out of respect. To my surprise, I didn't recieve a push, a shove or any type of physical force beside her lips being on mine. When I pulled away, she had the hardest look on her face that you could ever see. But in her eyes, her walls were slowly tumbling down.

Jacob: I'll die trying.

I said after observing her for a while. Then I opened the door.

Jacob: I'll die trying to prove my love to you.

Autumn: Then don't take the risk.

Jacob: It's worth it.

Autumn: Sure it is.

Jacob: Autumn..

I said in serious tone as I placed my hands on each side of her face.

Jacob: I Love You.

She stayed silent and then my heart shattered.

Autumn: Of course you do. The sex must've been hella good for you to be persistant and seemingly sincere.

Jacob: But I do mean it! Every single last word. Autumn Elizabeth Summers, I, Jacob Latimore, Love You. I Love You..

I kissed her again sweetly, then again and each time, I kissed her a bit longer. And she let me, until my hands slowly eased their way to her back. Once my hands were on her and began to move upward, she pulled back and crossed her arms.

Autumn: Are you done?

Everything shattered. My heart, my soul.. I was no longer in my right mind. I couldn't think. What the fuck just happened?

Jacob: What?

Autumn: I said, are you done making my lips suffer? Clearly, someone is waiting on you somewhere. I just know it.

She was right.

Jacob: No. I don't. Even if I did, unless someone was dying, nothing is more important than you.

Autumn: Really? Are you sure about that? Then prove it.

Jacob: If you let me, I will.

Autumn: Not like that..

Jacob: I know.. I will.. I'll prove it. I promise you.

Autumn: That's a first.. but I'll save my emotions for later.. When they're not being wasted.

Wow.. She really is heartless.. What the fuck did I do? Damn it, Jacob.. I really fucked up now..

Jacob: You know what.. If it makes you happy, I'll go.

Autumn: If you think it'll make me happy, then leave.

I stared into her cold eyes that were secretly full of desire. Then I began to walk away. She watched me through the crack of the door as I made my way to my Black Lincoln. I grabbed some CD's from out of my Lincoln and then trudged back up to her.

Jacob: Listen here, you sexy tease of an evil angel. I'm staying right here. I don't care if it makes you unhappy, I'm going to make things right between us. We can either take it slow, or pick up where we left off. Whatever the case, I just want to be on good terms with the girl I Love.

She slammed the door in my face and I sighed. Then I began to hear the sounds of locks after a good five minutes. I thought she was locking the door until the door swung open.. along with my eyes.

Autumn: Well, you coming "cow eyes" or are you just waiting on Helen?

She got me. I snapped back into the zone and stepped inside confidently, closing he door behind me.

Jacob: I ain't waiting on nobody, baby.

I said, making my eyes softer than before. I focused my attention on Autumn and everything else just fell into place.. At least, in my head, it did..

Autumn: Then get out.

Jacob: Uh uh.

I said as I slightly shook my head and slowly came towards her. My feelings changed and all I wanted was her. For her body to be intertwined with mine to make the sweetest love.

Autumn: What are you doing?

I shushed her as my hands held her face and.. Autumn's fingers were snapping in my face.

Autumn: JACOB!

I blinked and looked around.

Jacob: Yes?

Autumn: What is wrong with you? You just zoned out on me and it was weird because you were just staring at me and not doing anything until your eyes began to cross.

I blinked a few times..

Jacob: I'm sorry.. What exactly happened before then?

Autumn: You came back inside and sat down with some CD's and movies. Then you said something and you kept staring at me.. Which leads to now..

Jacob: Did I kiss you?

Her face was contorted. I figured..

Autumn: Hell no! I don't wanna catch herpes!

Jacob: Did I say anything important?

Autumn: No. At least not to me..

She said as she crossed her arms. So I looked down, recollecting my thoughts and then I took her by the hand.

Jacob: Autumn, I need to tell you something important.

Autumn: Do you have to hold my hand while doing so?

Jacob: Autumn, please! I'm trying to say something important to you.

Autumn: Like what?

Jacob: Autumn.. Autumn, I Love You.. I Love You so much and I just can't stress enough about how much I love you. I know what I did to you was wrong and I hadn't realized that until I almost lost you.. I know I messed up, I do. But if you give me one last chance, I swear to you that I will do things right this time.

It was dead silent and her face seemed like it cared.. But then it turned to stone along with my heart.

Autumn: Sure, you will.

She said as she patted my leg and got up.

Autumn: Fuck these stairs..

She spat. That was the cutest thing in the world. Cussing at wood. Funny. So, I got up and carried her up the stairs as she screamed at me.

Autumn: JACOB! Put me down! You can't do that! I have to learn for myself to climb up these stairs! Jacob! Jacob, stop!

I put her down at the top, took a long look at her beautiful face and went back down the stairs. I grabbed my coat and she didn't bother saying a word. I just told her everything that I felt inside for the second time and she rejected me.. I couldn't think straight. How could anyone deny me? This has never happened before.. I don't know what kind of game that she's playing, but she's doing one hell of a good job. I arrived at my house and thought about everything for what seemed like minutes until I heard a knock at the door. I ignored it the first two times, then I got up. It was Helen in a long black trench coat with a black corset, pantyhose and heels. She must've been raised on a farm.. But this time, I wasn't in the mood.. At least, not exactly. But I didn't find out what was under her Trench coat until she came inside.

Helen: Hey.. What's wrong Jake?

Jacob: Don't call me that.. You know I hate it..

Helen: I'm sorry.. What's wrong wrong with you?

Jacob: I don't know.. I just.. I don't know.. Why are you so dressed up?

Helen: You said you wanted to see me tonight and so I didn't take off my makeup. I'm not just gonna come up here looking like a bum.

I laughed.

Jacob: Thanks. But I've seen you after sex. Nothing is worst than that. Well, what do you wanna do?

She seemed caught off guard, but went with it. She went to my special DVD cabinet and picked out some movies.

Helen: Cheer up, lovebug. Disney is here to help.

She smiled. I laughed.

Jacob: Bambi? Again?

Helen: What?

Jacob: Nothing.. I might as well give you the movie so you can watch it forever. But I won't..

Helen: Asshole..

I laughed as she put in a different movie. Just then, I noticed something was wrong.

Jacob: Helen.. Why didn't you take your shoes and coat off?

Helen: Because you didn't seem like you wanted me to.

Jacob: Why wouldn't I?

She raised an eyebrow.

Helen: Do you really wanna know?

Jacob: Yes.

Then she unbuttoned her coat and slowly unzipped it. Then flung it open. And POW! My eyes got big as I she grinned with her hands on her hips.

Helen: That's why..

I couldn't speak.. She never got dressed like this.. This was a first..

Jacob: Damn.. So this is what it's come to?

That's a signal that we're officially only on the lines of fucking. Nothing more, nothing less.

Helen: Mmhmm. But we can sit and watch Disney if you want to.

Jacob: I don't know.. Do you wanna make a Disney movie?

Helen: Make a movie? Disney? What are you taking about Jacob?

Jacob: Hold on.

I went and grabbed a camera. Actually two. One for pictures, another for video.

Jacob: Strike a pose.

Helen: Like this?

Jacob: Perfect.

I snapped her picture and then I couldn't take it anymore.