I couldn't stop thinking about it. I just couldn't stop thinking about what I had said to him in the hall and how we were about to kiss.. Why would I do that? I just poured my heart out to him and the world right then and there! That was stupid! Stupid Autumn! I finished the rest of my classes, skipped lunch and went home. I couldn't take it. I have to have an answer and I have absolutely no idea of what I want to say or do! So, I called the only person that I knew would help me.

Autumn: Hey Nic.

Nicole: What's good?

Autumn: I need so much help right now.

Nicole: What's wrong girl? Do I need to cut somebody?

Autumn: No, no. It's just that.. Jacob has been asking me for a while now and I finally broke and-.

Nicole: Hold the fuck up! Don't tell me you told that nigga yes!

Autumn: I didn't give him an answer because when I broke, I told him everything I felt and-.

Nicole: That was dumb as hell..

Autumn: I know.. He said that I've been blocking him and now that I've given him a chunk, he knows what to do with it..

Nicole: First off, start from the beginning and tell me everything.

I told her and her reaction was not pretty.

Nicole: AUTUMN, WHAT THE FUCK?

Autumn: I'm sorry! I know I shouldn't have said all of that-.

Nicole: Damn right! Now that nigga has enough information to play you again!

Autumn: I know that he knows how I feel now and it's my fault.

Nicole: All I know is that you better start praying that this nigga is serious and not just after your goods, like the first time.

Autumn: I know.. I just..

Nicole: When I get off work, I'll come over. Okay?

Autumn: Thanks Nic.

Nicole: Anything for my sistah.

There was a knock at my door.

Autumn: Nicole, I gotta go. Someone's at my door.

Nicole: Girl, stay on the phone. Just go open the door and come back!

Autumn: Okay, okay. I will!

I laughed, then the knocks continued.

Nicole: Wait a minute, don't you have a cordless phone?

Autumn: Yeah, but you called the one with the cord..

Nicole: My bad.. Ain't my fault that you got two phones.

Autumn: But I gotta open this door before whomever it is breaks it down.

Nicole: Come straight back too.

Autumn: I am!

I laughed and opened the door slightly before going back to the phone.

Nicole: So who was it?

Autumn: I don't know, I didn't look.

Nicole: Autumn, is you crazy?

She screamed.

Nicole: The person at the door could be try'na kill you!

Autumn: Oh come on.. Worst case scenario, it's.. Jacob?

He was standing in the doorway of my room and I was in shock. This cannot end well.

Nicole: What? Oh hell naw! Fuck this shit! I'm coming over right now!

Autumn: No, Nicole wait!

The line went into a long beep and I knew hat she had hung up on me.. All hell is about to break loose.

Jacob: What's wrong?

Autumn: Nicole is coming.. She doesn't like you because of what you did last time that caused the accident..

Jacob: Well, maybe I can change her mind.

Autumn: I doubt it.

Jacob: Have you thought about it?

Autumn: Thought about what?

Jacob: What I asked you..

Autumn: Oh.. Yes, that's why I called Nicole.

Jacob: And?

I bit my bottom lip and looked down.

Autumn: Jacob, listen. I just.. After the whole thing with my virginity, Helen, and the car.. I just can't do it. Plus, I shouldn't have said what I said to you today. You were right. I overreacted and I shouldn't have did all of that..

Jacob: Autumn, Autumn, stop it.

He said over me because I was babbling.

Jacob: Listen to me.. All I want is a simple yes..

Autumn: Or....?

Jacob: There is no or, just say yes.

He placed his hands on the sides of my face and his face was serious.

Autumn: Jacob.. I can't.

Jacob: Tell me why. Just give me a straight answer and don't say that it's because you don't want to.

Autumn: But I don't..

Jacob: Autumn.. Be honest with me.. Do you love me?

Autumn: Do you?

I freaked out and retorted back. His eyes softened as his eyes shifted from my eyes, to my lips.

Jacob: Yes..

He replied softly as he got closer to my face. I was already sitting on my bed and he was standing on his knees, so he slowly climbed into a hovering position over me and began to kiss my lips gently. Then I felt his hands move up the sides of my shirt.

Autumn: Jacob-.

He shushed me and began to kiss my neck and stomach. I sat up and he slowly came on to me again. Since I was sitting up, he kissed my lips as he felt under the back of my shirt.

Jacob: Autumn..

He mumbled against the side of my lips.

Jacob: I Love You.

He began to unbutton his shirt and I couldn't stop him.

Autumn: Jacob.. D-Don't do this.. Don't do this to me.

Jacob: I Love You, baby..

I began to feel his tongue glide down the side of my neck and I got a chill. He softly pushed me down and unzipped my shirt. He then left a wet trail from from stomach, up to my bra. From there, he began suckling on my neck, which made my eyes roll back, my body to push up against his and for me to make a slight Ah sound.

Jacob: Do you love me?

He mumbled against my neck.

Jacob: Tell me you love me.

Autumn: J-Ja-cob.

I bit my bottom lip and took hold of the sheets. He got closer to my ear and began to talk in a deeper but softer voice.

Jacob: Tell me..

I thought I heard a knock at the door but ignored it. Then again and it continued.

Autumn: The door..

Jacob: No, no. Don't tell me about the door. Tell Jacob how Autumn feels about Jacob.

Nicole: Suprise, motha fucka!