"Where have you been?!"

"I told you I was at the library doing my final paper with Yongguk and..."

"Why the hell you keep spending time with him rather than me?"

"Hoseok you told me that you're coming home late because you have dance practice. I've texted you saying that I'm having a discussion with my groupmates. Did you even read my text?!"

"Do you even care about me?"

"What the hell is wrong with you?!"

Hoseok walked past me and I slam the front door as loud as I can due to frustration. We just had another argument. This time he was being too jealous and possessive over me. Come on. We've been dating for so long and he still can't accept the fact that Yongguk was just my classmate and he was assigned by my lecturer. We've been a partner since the first semester and he's got himself a girlfriend and she's in the same class with us. I don't understand why Hoseok gets upset whenever I told him I have to do my assignments at the library with Yongguk and it's not just us. His girlfriend would tag along too and I think almost everyone knows that I'm in a relationship with Hoseok.

Why on earth did he gets so jealous? I never hide anything from him. If jealousy was the topic then I'm the one who was supposed to be jealous whenever I saw some girls being clingy over him every time there's a dance practice session. But I never say anything because I understand that you need to have a partner for certain dance routine. Seeing him grabbing and touching other girls while dancing sure makes me feel uncomfortable but he always told me not to worry since he had no interest with any girls. If I can accept his words, then why can't he?

Now that's the thing that makes me mad! It's so unfair! I have a final presentation in less than 2 weeks and now I'm involved with a big argument with my boyfriend over petty things and I can't even concentrate on doing anything since I was too frustrated. He left my apartment taking his small bag and I know exactly where he went to; the dance studio. Lately, the dance studio has become his second home whenever we had a fight.

I threw my stuff on the couch, grab a towel and decided to take a long warm bath to calm myself down. After I entered the bathroom, I switch on the shower do some adjustment to the temperature. When the temperature was perfect, I stepped in and let the warm, soothing water drenched my whole body. While taking a shower, my mind started thinking about Hoseok. About how we first meet, our first date, how he stole my first kiss and we become a couple, and how we make love for the first time after officially dating. It was so magical. When I think about it, Hoseok was my first to everything.

I realized that my life was empty when he wasn't around. I love him to death and I'm tired of him giving me a cold shoulder. When I think about it, there are many things that we have stopped doing together. Dates, watching movies, sleeping on the same bed together and many other things. Why? We were too busy with our assignments and hardly have time together. He was selected as a trainee and he has to complete everything in his last semester and he had to perform well. The same goes to me. I have to work hard to get the best place for my internship.

I started to tear up and slowly sobbing under the shower. I miss him. I miss Hoseok. I miss everything about him. Forget about pride and ego. We should have talked things over and find a solution instead of avoiding each other.

I wipe my tears away and stepped out of the shower. After I've done taking bath, I changed into something comfortable and I decided to pay him a visit at the dance studio and hopefully things will be back to normal.

I opened the front door and saw something hanging at the door knob. It was a pack food. He was here? Why didn't he come in? Is he really mad at me and he didn't even want to see me again? He never fails to buy me food whenever he gets back even when we're not really in good terms now. Tears started to run down my cheek as I grab the pack food and I decided to take it with me.

It took me 15 minutes just to reach the dance studio. When I climb up the stairs, I can hear a loud music was being played and I know he was still there. I peek at the door and saw he was dancing his heart out, ALONE. I haven't seen him dancing for quite some time so I decided to lean at the back door and admire his dance moves.

I can't stop myself from smiling whenever I saw him dancing. His moves were always sharp, precise, energetic, powerful and full of attitude. No wonder his friends or course mates always call him the 'Dance Machine'. He is very versatile and basically he can dance to any song. Just give him a beat and he will go all out. I remember when he dances to the girl group song at Hongdae Street together with Jimin and Jungkook. I sigh as I look at him. He was really hard on himself. He keeps on dancing non-stop and I was worried for his health. What if he suddenly collapse due to overworking? His assessment is at the end of the month.

Suddenly, everything was silent. I can hear him breathing heavily and sweat dripping from his face. He took off his hat and ruffled his hair messily before putting it back. I bit my lower lip because for some reason, I find him hot and sexy while doing those simple gestures. My eyes were still following his movement. He was walking towards the end of the room to his bag. I saw him bend down and took his phone out. After a few seconds, he looks a bit frustrated and I could clearly hear he keeps on sighing.

Did he waited for me to text him? Or maybe a phone call? Or he just realised my text earlier? Suddenly it hits me because I didn't bother to any of it since I was so upset with him but here he is, no matter how angry he was, he still buys me food, he still came to my apartment even though he sleeps on the couch instead of on the bed together with me. Now I really feel like I'm the most horrible person ever! I only think of myself.

Again, tears were rolling down my eyes and I tried so hard not to sob because I didn't want Hoseok to know that I'm actually here. I covered my mouth with eyes, trying to stop myself from crying but god it was no use.

"Y/N?" I heard someone call my name. My whole body froze. That voice. I know that voice. I wipe my tears and slowly turn around and lo behold, Hoseok was standing behind me. I can tell he was so surprised to see me. And at the same time, I kinda feel that he doesn't want to see me here.

"I'm sorry. I..I shouldn't..be..here." I stuttered and I took a few steps backward before turning away from him. I was about to walk down the stairs but Hoseok was quick enough to stop me from leaving. He grabbed my arms and drag me inside the studio and lock the door. He turned around and gave me a glare which scares me.

He was walking towards me and I was walking backwards and I didn't realize there was a wall until I my back accidentally hits them. Hoseok trapped me with both of his hands beside my head. I was shivering due to his cold stare at me. Suddenly, he grabbed both of my shoulder and push me against the wall and the impact caused me to yelp in pain.

"Why are you here?" he asked me coldly. His voice was very sharp and emotionless. The expression on his face shows that he was annoyed with me.

"I...I..." I tried to say something but nothing came out from my mouth. It's like my voice was stuck in my throat.

"WHY?" he gave me another push and again the back of my head slightly hits the wall but I didn't feel the pain. What hurts me the most is how he was treating me. Hoseok was a gentle person. He was never violent. He couldn't even hurt a fly. He was scared of almost everything. But the person in front of me right now is like the dark side of Hoseok and I was scared. Too scared to even speak or look him in the eyes.

"I'm sorry." I started to cry.

"Things are just falling apart right now. You're getting mad at me for some petty reason and we start yelling at each other almost everyday. Is there even any feelings left between us anymore? Do you hate me that much?"

I saw Hoseok clenched his jaw but I decided to continue pouring my heart out.

"I'm tired Hoseok. I don't know if I can keep up with this relationship if you treat me this way without telling me what has been bothering you. I know you're keeping something from me. If you don't have any more trust in me...maybe..."

I couldn't finish my ranting because I was being cut off by his lips. He grabbed me by the neck and started to deepen his kiss and my whole body was trembling due to his sudden action. His kisses was rough and I could feel his anger and frustration from the way he kissed me.

"Don't ever say that again." he murmurs against my lips after he pulled away. I was breathless and I could feel my lips were swollen.

"Which one?" I asked him.

"Every single thing that you say."

I stared at him blankly. Tears were still coming out from my eyes.

"Yes I was angry and upset with you but let me make one thing clear. I never hated you. I love you...so much and it pains me to see you with another guy. I admit I was stupid for being jealous. I know you wouldn't cheated on me." He hangs his head low as he keeps on sighing, probably feeling guilty about it.

"I know it was wrong of me to vent all my stress on you. Hell you don't deserve any of of it. The truth is, I was scared of losing you. The thought of becoming a trainee and having less time with you, it was too much for me." He pulled me into a hug and my face were pressed against his chest.

"I love you more than anything in this world. I would never cheat on you." I cried again and this time, a bit louder. He tightened his arms around me and kissed the top of my head.

"Do you know how hard it is for me to wake up without you by my side? Do you know how painful it is when I saw you sleeping on the couch and giving me the cold shoulder? Do you know how shitty it feels like to pretend that you don't care but actually you do especially when I saw you with another girl for your dance routine? Do you know how hurt I am mentally and emotionally but I didn't say anything because I'm trying to be understanding that it was just for your final assessment? Do you..."

Hoseok quickly stopped me by covering my mouth and shook his head, as a sign for me to stop talking.

"I know exactly how it feels like okay? Because I feel the same way too and I'm so so sorry for hurting you like that sweetheart." he wipes away my tears using his thumb. I was still sobbing and at the same time, I feel at ease after letting all out to Hoseok. He leaned down and plant a kiss on my forehead. My eyes were automatically shut as I feel his warm lips traveled down to my eyes. He kissed the tears away before locking his lips on mine.

"I'm sorry. Please forgive me. I promise we'll work things out no matter how hard and complicated it'll be in the future." he pleaded and he kissed me again.

Damn I love him.

"I forgive you. Just promise me that you'll be honest to me if there's anything bothering you. Don't keep it to yourself." I wrapped my hands around his waist and lean my face at his chest. The beat of his heart was as fast as mine. We stayed in each other's arms for quite some time. He was stroking my hair, whisper all the sweet things and we keep on apologizing to each other and promise not to make the same mistake again.

"I miss you...so much." he played with my ponytail and I was hovering on top of him. We were laying on the floor at the dance studio.

"Not as much as I miss you." I giggled and I immediately rested my head on his chest. I could feel his chest were moving up and down and I feel safe in his arms.

"Y/N," I move my head to face him when I heard him calling me. He suddenly got up from the floor and now I'm sitting on his lap, straddling him.

"Let's have a date this weekend. I wanna make out for all the times that we didn't spend together over the past few weeks."

I placed my hands on his shoulder and lean in for a short but deep kiss on his lips.

"It's a date."

He gave me a lustful smile while his hands loosen up my hair making it fall on my shoulder. I swallowed my saliva down to my throat. He ran his fingers through my long straight hair before moving his thumb to my cheek and caress it gently. His eyes were staring at my lips, AGAIN. A smirk was seen on his face. My heart is throbbing and it beats like a drumroll. I know where this is going to lead to because I felt his bulge. The look in his eyes were dark and filled with lust.

He pulled me by the chin and bring me closer to him. Our lips touched and he didn't waste any time to locked his lips with mine. He bit my lower lip and finally earn an entrance. His tongue works magically with mine and I'm not even trying to fight for dominance because I know I'm gonna lose to him eventually.

While kissing me, his other hands slowly unzipped my sweatshirt and I begin to shiver when his hands touches my body. He threw my sweatshirt away, leaving me with only bra and my pants but his lips never leave mine. He teased me by rubbing his bulge against my womanhood, making me slightly moan.

He detached his lips from mine and begin to trailed kisses along my jawline and my neck. I moan again when he sucked on my sensitive spot. That's it! One can play a game and now it is my turn. While he was busy kissing me, I slowly rolled up his shirt and run my fingers along his hard rock abs. He let out a deep groan and I smiled to myself. I even rubbed my clothed womanhood against his hard member just to tease him more.

Groaning again, he decided to unhook my bra and this is where the games begin. I pulled off his shirt and he make me lay on the floor and now he was on top of me. The both of us were already half naked. He didn't wait long to claimed my lips again and at the same time, he got rid of my pants along with my panties. I keep on moaning his name whenever he touches me.

He kisses every part of my body and I gasped when he was in between my legs. I can feel that I'm getting wet and Hoseok knows it too. Using his tongue and his fingers, he pleasures me so good that I arched my back, screaming his name.

My body twitches due to the intense pleasure that he gave me.

He moves back up to my lips and he sucked my tongue, hard. He pulled down his pants along with his boxer.

"Looks like I'm not the only one who misses you." seductively, he whisper in my ears. His deep voice instantly makes me wet again.

He position himself between my legs. Gently, he entered me, making me cried in pain. He waited for me to adjust to his size. He begins to thrust in a slow pace and whenever I moan, it gets faster and faster.

"Ahhh." I dug my nails at his back when he located my pleasure spot and I don't care if it's gonna leave a mark. He gave me a deep thrust making me feel like I'm in heaven.

"Hoseok-ahh...I'm...I'm about to cum." I moaned and I saw him smile saying me too. And the both of us reached our intense waves of pleasure together and he collapsed on top of me. The both of us were breathing heavily and we're covered with sweat. Thank god I'm on birth control.

"Do you realized that we're having sex at your friend's dance studio?" I giggled and my hands were trailing at his abs.

"I don't care. But I didn't know sex after a long fight was awesome. I guess we should argue more often."

"Yahh!" I pinched his nose, causing him to wail in pain. He gave me a death glare and I gulped. Judging from our position now, I'm gonna have to be ready for another round as a punishment.

"You're gonna regret that, Baby Girl."

I haven't heard him using that pet name for quite a while and it turns me on.

"What are you gonna do about it, Hobi?"

I challenged him and it didn't take long for him to lift me up and now my back were pressed against the cold mirror with my legs around him.

Honestly, I feel bad for the person who had to clean this place up. They probably have to sanitize the whole room because whatever we're doing now and the next few hours until he is satisfied, it's definitely gonna leave a stain on the mirror and at the floor.

Author note:

Ohh god! What the hell am I writing? I never actually write smut before and my friend actually challenge me to get out of my comfort zone. FML! I sucked! I think I'm not gonna write smut anymore because it was hard. *never had experience either* Hahaha! 🙈

ANYWAY, PLEASE STREAM CHICKEN NOODLE SOUP #CNS AND SHOW HOSEOK ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT THAT HE DESERVED!
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