My mind went completely blank after what happen in the waiting room. I got caught in the moment and now it's too late to undo the mistake. But the kisses were worth it because somehow it makes me realise that my feelings for him is still strong. But why am I still hesitated? Maybe tonight after meeting him, it will decide our fate.

Now here I am at the VIP seat watching BTS performing live. Seeing him perform so gracefully makes me feel warm from the inside. I remember back in the past where I told him to live his dreams when I'm not around. And now, I'm witnessing him living his dream together with my brother Yoongi. Also, I'm proud of Jungkook and Jimin as well.

Their concert was amazing! I got all pumped up when the rap line was performing Cypher Part 3: Killer. I was fangirling so hard when it comes to Yoongi and Hoseok's part. Of course RM is killing me too. Even Joon Young was jamming to their song like crazy. I'm not gonna say much about Sun Hee because she's completely lost her sanity during the whole concert and her eyes never leaves Jin. She keeps on yelling Kim Seokjin's name for god knows how many times. If I am still Hoseok's girlfriend, I'll probably yell his name too.

They are quite versatile because from a hardcore hip hop song, they can also sing a sweet love song. I think I'm falling in love with their song called 'Just One day'. Their lyrics are so cute but Hoseok caught my attention because while he keeps on making eye contact with me. My oh my! He sure knows how to make me melt.

If you are and I are together, let's go time
24 hours, if I could only be with you
I'd kiss you starting from the morning
Can't forget to grab some brunch
I'd hold your hand and soak up the sun
It's not over yet, in the middle of a beautiful night
I'll confess to you, with the moon as our light
All of these things tell me
"If I have just one day, it's possible"

From spitting a sick rap line in Cypher to cheesy rap in 'Just One Day'. These boys sure know what they were doing. I'm having the time of my life. Maybe I should ask my brother to invite me more often to watch their concert or any performance. I could imagine he will tease me for not listening to them since the beginning. Their last two songs that they are performing were called 'Let Me Know' and 'Tomorrow'. According to the boys, both of the tracks were produced by Yoongi and he insisted the group sing it as a closing.

Yoongi says that 'Let Me Know' was inspired when he witness a break up and he was affected by it so much that the song came out. I saw him making a brief eye contact with me before turning to Hoseok. My face started to heat up. Did he write a song about my relationship with Hoseok?

The fans were chanting their names when they started to sing the song. My ears were only focused on Yoongi and Hoseok's part. I'm sorry. I just couldn't help myself for being biased towards those 2 since they are related to me in so many ways.

Suga's part in Let me Know

Suddenly, in my eyes
rain wells up
You well up,
I see you even when I breathe
Love blooms
like cherry blossoms
but burns and becomes ashes
Hey girl I know,
the conclusion you made by yourself
Your hand, your body, your body heat
that was hotter than the equator
I'm still here, on repeat on top of the disappeared tune
I'm turning by myself on top of this music that has ended

Hoseok's part

The promises we made disappeared
with the time we spent together
The dominos have fallen with our breakup
Like Juliet and Romeo
Did I like you too much?
The heat between me and you won't cool down
Now I look back at the film with you
Too early to do anything by thinking of you
You took away my stars at night,
my sun at day
Only leaving me with the darkness
of a single cold cloud
If there are hellos,
then there's bound to be goodbyes?
Never ever
I don't care about that,
I don't want to stick to that
I'll turn away, hypnotizing myself

Damn..those lyrics were deep and it hits me right in the feels. Once again I'm proud to be called Min Yoongi's sister. Thank you mom and dad for giving birth to such a talented son. Once finished, they sang the last song called 'Tomorrow'. From the beginning until the end, this song manages to make me feel motivated since Yoongi says it was a healing song.

I thought it was the end but the crowd keeps on screaming for encore and they sing another 3 songs from their new album. If I'm not mistaken, it was 'Bbapsae', "Butterfly' and 'Run'. I enjoyed it very much and I would like to applaud their choreographer for creating such a kick-ass sexy choreography especially the jacket part. They look hella fine!

And I FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, BBAPSAE SHOULD BE ILLEGAL. HOSEOK MAKES IT EVEN MORE DANGEROUS.

Imagine it only took me one night just to turn me into their fan. The power of BTS. Maybe after this, I can slowly join Sun Hee and we can fangirling together.

When the concert ends, the crowds slowly leaving the venue and we're among the last to leave the place. I almost forgot about my promise to meet Hoseok after the concert. I told Sun Hee and Joon Young about what happened in the waiting room minus the make out session part and they were obviously shocked but happy at the same time. But Joon Young is still bitter about Hoseok. I don't blame him. I mean being accused of stealing people's girlfriend is too harsh and it's gonna leave a mark for a long time. But I promise Joon Young that I'll make it up for him.

"Let's get out of here. The lights are about to go off." I pulled Sun Hee and Joon Young together and we walked out from the hall.

Sun Hee and Joon Young waited with me because I told them I was actually nervous to meet Hoseok again. The both of them keeps on giving me words of encouragement, cracking up silly jokes, anything that makes me laugh. The fact that my stupid brain keeps on replaying our hot torrid kiss in the waiting room does not helping me at all.

"Umm..Y/N, I think it's about time we leave you." Joon Young told me and he elbowed Sun Hee causing her to flinch. I raised my brow at the both of them.

"Why so sudden?"

Sun Hee giggled and pointed behind my back. I turned around and saw someone walking towards us with a masked on his face. He practically covered himself like a ninja.

Oh shit! Holy Shit! He really came! Shit! What am I supposed to do now?

I panicked and gave my friends a pleading look but they just happily waved their hands at me and left me without looking back at me. I started to sweat, my knees are getting weak, my heart beat was pumping like crazy and I just wanna run away. I almost fainted when he just casually grab me and entrapping me with a hug. I hesitated to hug him back but my hands were automatically reacted on its own.

"Sorry I'm late. My manager didn't want me to go out but my group members successfully convinced him to give me permission." he explained to me before placing a warm kiss on my forehead. I was taken aback by his bold action but then I noticed there's no one around, only the 2 of us.

"You shouldn't trouble yourself." I mumbled at his chest, feeling bad for agreeing to meet him. As an idol, his schedules are packed and he is restricted to many things including dating. I know well enough about the entertainment company rules but tonight, the both of us choose to break it. After all, it's just for one night.

"I'll do anything just to have one day with you. And you have no idea how happy I was when you agreed to wait for me." he cooed and still not letting me go from his embrace.

"But I'm kinda curious about one thing. How did Yoongi-hyung know you were coming?"

I swallow my saliva down to my throat. I'm so done if he finds out that Yoongi was my brother. There are too many secrets that I've kept from him. Well, it's for his own good right?

"Hobi, let's get out from here. I'm hungry." I changed the topic and I know his weakness is that he can't stand if I say I was hungry. And I was right.

"You're still the same huh? How many times do I have to tell you not to skip your meal?" he whined at me and even though I couldn't see his face clearly, I know he was worried about me.

He laced our fingers together, just like the old times and the two of us walked together hand in hand, leaving the venue without even knowing where to go since the night is getting late.

But I can't help the feeling of us being watched or recognized by his fans and they'll probably gonna caused some scene and there goes our life. I was so scared with what I had in mind that I actually cling on him, making him gave me a weird look.

"So where do you wanna eat?" Hoseok ask me after a while since we were walking absent-mindedly. I shrugged since I'm not really hungry and now I'm feeling bad for lying at him.

"I know! Let's go to Hongdae! I know exactly where to eat!" He beamed cheerfully and without even waiting for my answer, he dragged me to his company van. He had a driver waiting for us.

Why on earth did he choose Hongdae? I haven't set foot at that place for a very long time, there's too many memories but I guess that's why he wanted to go there. Probably he wanted to reminisce about how we used to be before. I felt a slight pain in my chest because I know this is the only time that we have and there will be no next time. Seeing his hands holding my hands so firmly is making it harder. I don't want him to let it go but I can't be selfish.

My mind was so occupied that I didn't realise we've already reached our destination. He told his driver to go off somewhere and we got out of the van heading straight to Hongdae Street.

"Wow! This place is always lively! The last time I went here was with you." he chuckled behind his mask and I can clearly see his eye smile. I haven't seen that smile for a while and somehow there's a warm feeling creeping inside my heart. As we were strolling around the streets, we talked about so many things but mostly about the good times that we had and we even visit the university that we've studied before and take pictures of it.

After walking around Hongdae, we decided to buy take out because I don't think we can eat publicly especially Hoseok. I can't risk him to the public eyes plus my life will be in trouble too. But the question is where can we eat without being disturbed? I know he wanted to eat at one of his favourite Korean BBQ restaurant that we used to go when we're dating but it will be game over if he takes off his mask. We thought hard about it until something came out from our mind. My old apartment. That's it! I told Hoseok about the plan and he agreed.

We reach my old apartment in 10 minutes walking after buying some takeout and I feel like I've stepped into a memory lane. A flashback struck me again. I can clearly remember how he used to buy me food before we're officially a couple, how he will use so many excuses just to have coffee with me and how he steals my first kiss. God I miss all those moments.

"Home sweet home." Hoseok exclaimed when he entered the security code. I smiled because he still remembers it. Everything hasn't changed including the arrangement inside. Yoongi did a good job by taking care of the apartment while I'm not around. I think some of our clothes are still in the closet. We hired someone to clean up the place twice a month.

I put the food on the dining table and tip toed at the cabinet to get the plates and glasses. But Yoongi had rearranged the plates by putting them a bit higher. I have no choice but to climb a bit but then I felt a hand was wrapped around my waist and carry me away from the cabinet, preventing me from climbing.

"When will you learn to get some help, huh?" Hoseok took out the plates since he was taller than me.

"Sorry. I'm kinda used to do everything on my own."

He was somewhat a bit offended by my words but that was the truth. I've been very independent since we broke-up.

"Don't do things on your own, especially when you're with me." He held my chin and planted a soft warm kiss on my lips, making my heart fluttered. He really knows how to make me to fall in love again which scares me. But I promised myself that just for this 24 hours, I'm gonna make use of all the times I have with him.

He pushed me against the kitchen counter as our lips never leave each other. My hands were tugging on his hair while Hoseok had his hands on my hips.

We've been craving for each other for far too long. I gasped when I felt he lifts me up and put me on the kitchen counter.

"We should finish what we started in the waiting room."

In a swift moment, his long slender fingers unbuttoned my pants and he pulled it down together with my underwear.

"H-H-Hoseok, wait...I-I.." I couldn't finish my words when he had his mouth on my heated area. I moan breathlessly as I wasn't prepared for us to get physical.

"Babygirl, you're so wet. When was the last time you had someone touch you?"

No one. I haven't had sex for ages. Hoseok is the only one that I gave myself into.

Hoseok pinned me down as he continued pleasuring me with his tongue and fingers until I reached my climax. My whole body was shaking as Hoseok helped me chasing my high.

But he is far from done. I saw him taking his pants down as he ripped the thin foiled and rolled it on his hard throbbing member.

"Y/N, do you want me?" He asked me.

More than anything in this world.

Hoseok intertwined his fingers with mine, his eyes were soft yet filled with lust. He was trying his best to not slammed himself deep into me until I gave him the permission. He was teasing me so bad that makes me want him even more. I was soaking wet again for him.

"Make love to me Hobi."

Just like that, we end up doing it on the kitchen counter, not caring if the neighbors heard the noises that we made but we didn't care. He gave me one good thrust and I hit my climax for the fourth time. Seconds later, Hoseok had his high as well.

"That was a good dinner." Hoseok chuckled as he gets rid off his condom. I feel my face flushed as I get off from the kitchen counter. I was feeling a bit sore but it was worth it.

"We still need to eat our food. But I need to take a shower." I steadied myself by holding his shoulder. Seeing me like that, Hoseok scoops me up bridal style.

"You're absolutely right. We do need a shower." He winked at me as he carried me with him.

"What do you mean 'WE'?"

"You know exactly what I mean."

We end up having another round in the shower. After we came out, Hoseok help me with the food since we decided to watch a movie while eating. But we didn't even pay attention to the movie at all. We're too occupied with our own world. Hoseok being the romantic guy keeps on feeding me with food and if there's a stain somewhere near my lips, he will wipe it off with his thumb or he'll purposely kissed the stain away.

He manages to make me feel comfortable again. After we finished eating, I picked up all the dirty dishes to the sink and started to wash them. While doing the dishes, Hoseok came to me, snaking his hands around my waist and rested his chin on my shoulder. I smiled to myself and keep doing the dishes. My knees started to feel weak when he suddenly trailed kisses at my neck and sucked it, leaving a mark.

"What was that?"

"A reminder that you're always mine." He giggled. How can he casually blurt out things like that? I felt slight pain in my chest but I didn't want to spoil the night.

"Okay I'm done with the dishes." I wiped my hands with a clean towel with Hoseok still clinging at me.

"Good. Now let's watch another movie." He carried me bridal style again without letting me have enough time to protest. He puts me on the sofa bed where he already had blankets and pillows to make it more comfortable.

"So what movie are we watching?" I asked him, getting excited since we didn't pay attention much on the first movie.

"The Conjuring." He beamed happily but not for me. A horror movie?

"Are you really sure we're gonna watch that movie?"

"Yeah. Why?"

"It's a horror movie."

"I know. So?" He raised his eyebrow looking at me.

"I thought you're a scaredy cat." I gave him a sly smile, provoking him since I know he couldn't watch scary things.

"I'm not that person anymore." He winked at me confidently. I shrugged my shoulders, not wanting to argue with him anymore.

"Okay. If you say so. But I swear if you got scared I'm gonna ignore you." I warned him. He switches off the light and slide in next to me on the sofa bed. He covers the both of us with the blanket. I put my head on his shoulder with my hand circled around his torso. He had his hands around my shoulder as we cuddled closer with each other.

"As long as I have you, I won't feel scared." He gently kissed my forehead.

I haul my breath, knowing that I've fallen in love with him again. Am I letting my emotions making the decision? It's easy to fool the eye but it is not easy to fool a heart.

I remember Yoongi told me that you will always forgive the people you love no matter how angry you are. But I was never mad at Hoseok. More like I was disappointed with him because he chooses not to listen to my explanations and acted foolishly. How do I expect him not to hurt me again?

But now here I am, in his arms, just like the old times. I guess love doesn't have to be perfect. It has to be real. For now, I'm just gonna enjoy my moment with him. Time is precious so I'm gonna waste it wisely tonight.

"Hey..still awake?" he whisper at me, making me lift my head, facing him with our lips were only inches away.

"Why? You're getting scared?" I teased him but I noticed his eyes keeps on looking at my lips. I gulped as he was leaning closer to me.

"Forget about the movie." Hoseok claimed my lips and my eyes grew wide before replied his kisses.

"Hobi-wait...we need to talk." I mumbled between our kisses. I need to tell him everything because we don't have much time and I don't know if I can still meet him after tonight. But it seems that would be impossible because Hoseok is so distracted and his mind isn't in the mood for talking.

"Later. Right now I prefer you do something else with your mouth." He reached for my hand and placed it on his crotch where I can feel his huge bulge.

"You know the drill baby girl." He trailed kisses along my jawline while he unbuckled his pants.

Looks like the movie are gonna be watching us getting busy instead.

We're gonna have a long night.

Author's note:
Yes I'm still alive and will be flying to Seoul again for work. But the best thing is I have a break between Christmas and New Year and I'll be celebrating in Seoul..ohh yeahhh! 😍

I just don't know what else to say but thank you for reading my story. 😘😘😘

Any SOPE shippers here?
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