It's more than just wanting,

I just can't.

Why won't she see that?

It's hard to try anymore.

I want to just completely stop.

I won't die but....

I have no hope.

I just want to lay down forever and forget everything.

I just want to become nothing and stop, just completely forget.

It's selfish but...  I never said that I wasn't.

I can't do it anymore.

I can't.