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Sansislife12... Sorry for taking your time... You may ignore this, if you'd like... Honestly I wasn't even sure of posting this...
I'm sorry if this seems uh... Cowardly? But I was a bit afraid to comment on the newest part on the tags and other stuff story you have going on... Mostly because I never really told anybody this...
I wish I could hug you right now.... Like I wish I could be by your side right now and be the best friend you would ever know and yet still know where your coming from. For your sake and maybe mine too...
I used to be the... Idk... That one girl in school who was full of energy and joy and that everyone seemed to love. But on the inside I was just dying inside and wished somebody would just say "are you okay?" But actually notice that I was lying when I just said I was tired...
I'll be honest and say that last year I tried to commit suicide... I had a rope in my closet to hang myself and I... The only reason I didn't get to was because I got a notification on my phone saying that Jacksepticeye posted a video and it just made me start bawling my eyes out...
Sometimes I still look at my closet and ask myself... Should I? It's not like I'm important. What would a girl like me, stupid in both English and math with the only talent of drawing and has bad anxiety making me question every move do in life anyway?
But I'm going to be honest... After seeing the video you posted that actually made me cry... I haven't even had a second thought about my closet.... Because after hearing your words I really thought to myself... Maybe I'm not really alone, and I can actually do this like you can.
I'm sorry for taking your time by telling you my stupid mope story.... I just felt like that you should know that I'm here since just knowing that just your there really gave me that kick to try and enjoy life that I haven't in years. Idk I just sound more stupid don't I? Haha...
I just wish this world wasn't so cruel. I just wish that kids wouldn't judge or suddenly turn their back on you. I wish friends would actually stay. I wish nobody would have to go through that kind of pain but sadly... It won't happen... All we can do is help those who are down and pick them right back up, let the wounded soldiers stick together...
I hope today is a brighter day for you sansislife12.... Because I wish you wouldn't have to go through that neither...
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