BATBATBAT10 LITTLE CONTEST THING?

Alright, so she's having trouble making a chapter for her book "The Class Clown" and she's asking us for help. In this contest she said that it ends at August 1st and it has to be over 100+ words long. And to be in this contest, you have to tag her. I'm deciding to help her with this~and you can to! Anyway, here it goes... PS. you can change any errors or whatever you wanna change, I won't mind.
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~Marks POV~

I follow her out the door. It's too bad that Jack is feeling this way. I hope that he will get better. I don't know what it would be like without him..Y/N seems really devastated about Jack being so ill....his illness is life threatening. I mean anyone who dies is still sad, but since it's someone we truly care about, it's even worse.

I hate seeing Jack ill-i hate seeing Y/N sad like this. I wish I can just somehow help, but I don't know what to do. Jack and Y/N seem to have a good friend relationship and are probably best friends. Y/N doesn't deserve to feel this way, nobody deserves to..

I like Y/N..I really do, but something deep inside is making me refuse to tell her. What is the feeling? Am I just scared? Too embarrassed? I'm not sure... but we walked on the sidewalk together. Side by side. We didn't say much. She's really sad about Jack, I can tell. The whole time her head has been down, her hair covering her face.

"Hey, Y/N?" She just hums.

"I'm sorry."

"For what?" She looks up at me.

Oh her eyes are so bright. They're always full of joy and happiness. I wish my eyes were like that too..

"You're just so sad now, I wish I could help." I sigh, looking the ground like Y/N.

"Mark, its my own fault that I'm feeling sad, not yours." I look up at her

"Maybe, but I can help! I can make you feel better-but I just don't know how.."

She sighs a long sigh, "please, don't think that this is your fault." She stops and looks at a house, "this is my house, I got to go, okay?" Before I could say goodbye she walks into the house.

I stand there for awhile, like what Y/N said it's not my fault, right? Yeah, it's not..........It's Jacks fault.

I mean, I know that Jack can't control over when he gets sick, but he could've at least tried to avoid it. If it weren't for Jack, if it weren't for the sickness, Y/N would've been happy! With me!

Right..?

...she is happy with me...right?

Or am I just a shield that will be abandoned when I break?

I felt rain start to drizzle on my hair. I look at the sky, raindrops peacefully splashing on my glasses. I felt like crying, I'm always emotional..will Y/N think I'm a baby if she sees me like this? No-yes?-but-UGHH!

I start to jog home, silent tears falling on my red cheeks. It's okay though...the rain is hiding them. I can't be like this though. I have to just think of something else at the time being. If I think about Y/N anymore then I'll for sure get a headache.

It's kinda sad. What if she doesn't like me? Like, at all? Ugh, everything is just so confusing. Girls are confusing. I soon got to my home and start to walk to the front door. I take a deep breath and go inside.

"Hey Tom? Sorry I didn't come home sooner-"

"Where were you?!" Says Tom, "I was worried sick!!"

"Sorry....I went to Jacks house for a little because he's really sick. Y/N came too and I walked her home."

Tom sighs, "Just-change into some dry clothes. Your soaking wet." He walks away.

I look down at the ground and walked to my room. I took off my wet clothes and put on some dry, warm ones. I brushed my hair and made it dry so then I don't get my pillow wet. I go back inside my bedroom and instantly fell onto my bed. I took my pillow and hugged it, I feel lonely. I only have two friends. One of them could die and the other I don't even know. She did hug me that one time...she has to think of me as a friend. Hopefully more..

I take off my glasses and threw them on my bedside table. I wonder what Y/N is doing right now......

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Okay! That's it! Hopefully this was a good enough chapter or something. Again, you can change anything you dislike, I wouldn't mind! batbatbat10

DEUCES!
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