I just need to rant about what happened to me last Friday.

So, in school, I pretty much talk to the same three people everyday. Two are in my class, a boy and a girl. The boy is ok I guess, just slightly annoying. But this is about the girl.

So her birthday is the last day of February and she's throwing a birthday party, nothing much, just a couple of kids hanging out after school.

So on Wednesday (I think) of last week, we were doing the usual, just being cringy and dumb af. Suddenly she started talking about how amazing out friendship is, saying she could trust me and that I was cool to hang out with, etc.
On Valentine's day, she wasn't at school because she had threw up at school the day before.

Friday was when shit really started happening though. I had brought her some chocolate since she wasn't the day before to get them. A couple of minutes before the period ended though, she pulled out some invitations from her book bag.

Do y'all wanna know what this bitch did?

She fucking took the time to go through every invitation, knowing damn well that I could see every name on there and that I didn't have one.

Then she got up and strolled around the classroom, passing them out to certain kids. As she sat back down beside me, she looked me straight in the eyes.

Knowing what she did.

Understand if you don't like me, just tell me. Don't lie directly to my face talking about how we're bff's and all that.

Now understand, I met her in sixth grade (technically fourth but that's a long story). I knew there was no way in hell that we were best friends because she knew most of the kids she invited since kindergarten. We hardly know anything about each other.

All I'm trying to say is  don't lie to me. Especially about your feelings about me.

I know all this sounds petty, but that has honestly had me in a bad mood all weekend. I'm not even sure if I'm going to talk to her when we go back Tuesday ( I have no school tomorrow) because I feel like we have nothing to talk about. I even took the time to order her an brand new set of prisma colors online because she loves to draw. Now I feel like I wasted my money on a bitch who doesn't even like me.

Thanks for coming to my Ted talk.