When the Raindrops wash away the tears
my pillow can't hold anymore
I wish I could erase my life line
But no rubber could change my mind

All these thoughts and memories are stuck
like a stone on the bottom of the sea
I'm Glued to the ground
Screaming. I can't do another round.

Floating in the thoughts of my mind
Waves of emotions controlling the way I'm going
I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M GOING

Lost, like a boat drifting aimless on the sea
An Ocean as huge as the world I'll never see
Move Forward or stay
Why moving if all I see is water

I've lost my way

My mother used to say rain heals my body
But what about my mind
I'm stuck in this prison I used to build with pride
A golden cage, designed from me
To lock up everything up mentally

I wish this place was kind
keeping me awake at night
Yet All this water makes me blind
Isn't it my right not to fight

Loud Music in my head
I wish I was dead.
Screaming I'm stuck.
Knowing I suck.

What. The. Fuck.
What. The. FUCK.
WHAT. THE. FUCK.