somewhere between then and now reading became writing, watching movies became listening to music, scared of death became scared of living, playdates turned into videocalls, sucess became failure, golden trio turned into marauders, blue into neongreen, boys into girls, t-shirts into hoodies, good memories became nightmares, disgust of druus became understanding, confidence turned into anxiety, wanting a new start became wanting to go back in time, happiness got scary, wanting attention became wanting to be invisible, swimming and soccer became Rollerderby, being scared of sleeping, stayed being scared of sleeping, flying in airplanes turned into trying to breathe when they pass, daydreaming became trying to shift, daddy issues stayed but also turned into giving him daughter issues, mum and das turned into Mum and Him, YouTube became tiktok, goodnighthugs became sleeping pills, vitamins changed into antidepressants, wanting to get your period became beeing scared of it, bathing turned into needing to shower but jot beeing able to, cozy blankets became a weighted blanket, ice-skating became rollerskating, hope became radical acceptance, beeing emotional turned out to be Borderline, somewhere between then and now I changed