When I say I think about killing myself, people say I deserve life, it gets better wnd It's not worth it.
But when someone I knew killed themselfs, they told me maybe it is better this way and that she finally found her peace. So I'm sitting here trying to understand why it's better for her to Die, than me.
Cause I just want peace too. Can't live in this war, can't do it anymore.
But as long as you haven't killed yourself, they tell you, not to die
Until your dead, then it's finally better for you.