Can I Read your diary?
Do you want to know, my crushes or the deepest thoughts of my mind.

I lost my hair tie
Do you need it for sports or to cope so you won't die.

Do You play fruit Ninja?
Are we talking about the game or about slitting or own body so we don't feel this numb.

I can't do this.
Do you mean the homework or are you thinking about ending your life.

I like gum.
Do You like making bubbles or do you
want to drown out the feeling of hunger.

I'm tired.
Did you ran all the way? Or are you too depressed today.

I want to learn how to fly.
Are we talking about wanting to be a fantasy charakter or about jumping from the next building.

Are You even listening?
Are you daydreaming or dissociation from reality.

I need to take my pills.
Do you mean tic tacs or your antipsychotics.

I can't eat grapefruit.
Are you allergic or won't they match with your antidepressants.

Oh my answers from now and then are so different. Why can't I go back, to this little kid without a mind, cause I can't remember thinking back then. Or maybe I just forget cause my mind wanted to protect me.