"Hurt section" No. 8

I have been warned
That a sentence has been passed upon me on the day when I was born
That I can't, I won't be able to deal
With the future, if it changes and I'll have to face the real
I want one night
Some hours to feel, I might
Rest my head in your arms, before I go back to fight

I have pursued
If I have to deal with everything, at least I can be with you
Before everything fades to black
And while my demons're tearing me apart, at least you're caressing my back
May I be the sincerest?
Then freeze this moment, my dearest
Drop this severe act, let me lay next to you the nearest

With you, I'd get lost
No matter how deep may the ocean be or hollow is my soul
Can you, would you mind slowing down?
If we could just pretend that we're alright then I'd probably get found
I would stop time
I'd get on my knees, I'd climb
The highest mountains, if that would mean we're fine

I need an encore
Before I'll be in my head again, feel like I'm rotten to the core
I wonder, would you approve of my plan?
Or would you prefer to go back in time and stop us where we began?
I disregard
My so-called fate, I discard
As long as you're with me, I don't care how they regard

H.M. 2022. 02. 02.