"Hurt section" No. 4

What do we even mean to you?
Is your goal to leave me black and blue?
And if that's something I should never know
Why can't you ever look in my eyes and tell me "no"?
Do you want me to feel low?

Why can't you ever hold me close?
What do we even have to lose?
Who cares if there's someone around?
Are you ashamed of me or why don't you make a sound?
We're going in rounds and rounds

What do we even mean to me?
Seams can heal, at least that's what it seems to be
But little have I ever known
That I have grown, I'm on my own, I'll be alone
But back to your arms, I'll crawl

Talk to me, tell me how you feel
Reveal if we've never been real
But if in the silence I will hear a sound
I'll either drown or fall down right back to the ground
Will you find me in the crowd?

H.M. 2022. 02. 11.