"Hurt section" No. 2

I fear all the nights, yes
It's time to finally confess
I'm terrified when my night routine starts
'Cause I see everything I had done
As I'm laying in the bathtub
And I watch as the world is giving up on me

All the visions and illusions
All my bleeding emotions
Are running in motions I can't stop
Feeling everything I shouldn't
Feeling hopeless, swearing I wouldn't
Let go but have I ever really meant it?

And I may be see-through
But just so you know, around twenty-two
Everything seems redundant to me
If there's one thing I can do, is
To hold onto my promise
And hoping that the ropes won't let me fall

I'll have the guts to stand up
As for all my fears, I'll hang up
All of them on my way through the hallway
'Cause I know that when the night's gone
I will be there as my drawn dawn
Embraces me and helps me through Hell

I may be already broken
But my heart is always open
For you to crash it into pieces once again
Let me at least believe
My Aurora won't leave
That will fix the broken pieces, I'm sure

H.M. 2022. 02. 22.