Warring this x reader will have mentions of bulling and suicidal thoughts and actions. Continue reading at your own rest.

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Is it bad to say it would all end. I asked myself this everyday. I sit in the bath and wonder. Why am I even here. I mean everybody hates me. Somebody I thought was my best friend. Teases me makes fun of me and pushes me to the ground like I'm nothing. And when were you alone all of that just disappeared. He acts like it's fine that he can just treat me like trash. But it isn't. I can't be this tough cookie anymore. Every cookie crumbles. Even the soft ones the tough one.

I take a deep breath as I leave my bathroom. I left my clothes on my bed. I quickly got dressed before walking to the door. I walk downstairs into the living room. Alone like always. I haven't had anybody living with me for years now. I lived in a foster home for most of my life. Put up for adoption after the death of my parents. And nobody adopted me. So I guess you can say I'm a orphan for life. I sighed as I get ready to leave the house. I gathered up my things.

And I quickly walked out the front door. Today me and Fell was supposed to be going out for a picnic. But that changed last minute. He wanted to go out with his other friends. Not even papyrus sees Fell much anymore. And it's sad to think it true. That Fell had grown out of us. I walk down to the park and sit under a big tree. The sun's rays glades through the leaves. I sit down under the tree with a good book. It was a love story. About two best friends who tore away from each other but came back at the end and became lovers.

It was really cheesy. And the only reason why I was reading it is because papyrus suggested it. Even though papyrus can be mean and rude sometimes he loves a good of romance novel. I was halfway through the book when I heard a chuckle. I recognize this chuckle way too well. It was Fell. I look up to look at him but to notice he was with his friends. Which usually means trouble. I took a deep breath before picking up my stuff. This was my sign to leave. I was about to leave when Fell stops me.

I looked at them confused before I realizing I was probably going to get pushed to the ground. " Well well what have we here if it isn't the little parentless Slut." He spoke out. He knew how I felt about this topic and I hated people bringing it up. His friends chuckled and laughed at me. As he gave off a soft Snicker. I love the guy I really do. Well I loved. I bought myself feeling cold towards him over the past few months. Just never said anything. He didn't continue to tease me and make fun of me.

But he said something that crossed the line. " No wonder no one can ever love you. Can't keep your parents around. Nobody wanted to adopt you. You're a wrecked for people leaving you alone. You will never have kids. Never be a Parent. And will always be a failure." Once he stopped talking I didn't look up at him. I quickly shove him away from me. He fell back confused at the situation. I didn't shouted something I never meant to say. " I wish we'd never met Sans." I looked away from him as I ran off.

I don't think I ever want to see hus face again. That complete another dick. And to think I was falling for him. All this time I convinced myself to stick around him. And that he actually cared. And I slowly started losing faith in that. And he broke it. He broke me. He lost everything with me now. Once I go home I slam the door shut. Little to no time I was up in my shower again. With the water on it and my head underneath it. Allowing the ones to drip onto my head.

I then sit felt myself starting to cry. I let all my tears out. The. The thought from earlier this morning crossed my mind once again. Was life worth living. I looked over at my razor on the sink. I glared at it for a few minutes. I shouldn't be thinking like that. It's not right for me to be thinking like that. I shouldn't let some boy break my heart. Some skeleton. That behind closed doors was really nice. Cared so much about me. And show me that I was the most important thing in this life.

Yet he pushes me away. He laughs at me. He make me feel like I'm nothing. I wanted to just grab it. I reach my hand out to take it before I hear a loud crashing noises. Was that my front door. I quickly shook the thought for my head. I look back down at the razor. Just a few cuts and this stuff cookie will crumble. I reach out to grab it again when somebody screeches my name. "Y/N WHERE ARE YOU!"  It sounded like Sans. I didn't want to respond to him. I pick up the razor and look at it.

I examined its points. From the sharpest to the dollest. I then hear my bedroom voice break down. Then hear a banging at the bathroom. ( Veronica open the open the door please Veronica open the door.... Sorry 😐)
I like away from the door and look down at my wrist. I didn't even realize I started. The blood slowly dripping down my wrist. I sat down the razor. The door slammed open. Standing there with Sans. He looked at me with tears in his eyes. As if he couldn't believe what I done. Before I can even get out of the shower and cover myself. Sans wrapped his arms around me. " Don't you ever do so e dum as shit like this again you hear me. I love you. I don't ever want to lose you. " I looked up at him. to say one last thing before I blacked out. " So this is how the cookie crumbles." I woke up about an hour later. In Sans arms with him not letting me go. You know if every single time I got upset and it like this. I don't think I wouldn't mind it.

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