Deandra Serano

Kai was going nuts. He was spamming me with calls, text messages and even sending a lot of flowers to my house. He even came to Paris a few times to find me but I just casually hiding in my parents' house.

He was terroring Naomi and Naomi told me that she was going crazy that Kai kept bothering her asking about me. I felt sorry for her and Jeremy helped his wife to avoid Kai as much as possible.

One thing for sure..

I understand my feelings a little bit more that I like him. Not a lot but enough to think about him every night and missing his touch.

I'm currently in Andorra visiting my grandparents and ran away from reality. I've been working non-stop and next week there will be a charity and fundraising event in Monte Carlo.

"As much as I like you here, Deandra, you keep looking at the garden blankly." I turned to see my grandfather sitting on the chair beside me. He's already so old but still healthy and try to get little exercises in the morning.

"What's wrong? I know you won't come here unless something's going on." He asked and I let out a sigh.

"I like someone but I'm pretty sure he's not the right guy for me." I said as I turned to the garden again.

"Why? What did he do?"

"He's a playboy and he's someone else besides me."

"I guess he indeed got something that made you like him even though he's a playboy." I turned to my grandfather and he smiled.

"But I don't want to be constantly worry and anxious when he's around other woman. I went to New York and there's two woman trying to be with him."

"What did you to them?"

"I pinned on down and the second one.. I just let them be. I don't think he deserves someone like me if he's going to be acting like that." I hissed.

"That's my Deandra." He proudly said and I grabbed my glass of water taking a sip.

"He didn't try to contact you?" He asked.

"He did, he was spamming me with text messages, calls and even sending me a lot of flowers. He even came to Paris two times to see me. I already gave him a last chance but he fucked it up."

"That doesn't sound like a playboy to me." I turned to my grandfather disbelief.

"He's doing it because he's getting a trophy. I'm a Serano, who would not want to date one?" I said arrogantly.

"True."

"I really like when a man becomes a little possessive, a little obsessed and just.. going all out. I want someone like that." I sighed.

"You'll find someone better, Deandra. You're going to the event right? The one in Monte Carlo? You should try find someone there." He suggested.

"Should I ask father to intr-"

"No!" He cut me immediately.

"Don't even think about asking your father, he said he will not let you date until 30." I turned to him and shook my head.

"He knew I date around.."

"But never got serious, that's why he's letting you."

"At least, I'm not as dumb as Dalton to let someone like Ellie go. Grandfather, I think he needs more braincells. How can that man don't like Ellie Lexington? Stupidity as it's finest." I said completely hating on my brother.

Kai Moretti

When I say she makes me crazy, I never thought I would go this crazy. I'm so crazy for her to the extend that I'm going nuts and not being able to work at all. I was trying so hard to reach out to her. She didn't block me but she ignored me.

She's on my mind 24/7 and I didn't even know what went wrong? I'm pretty sure we were on a good mood that night but why she suddenly disappeared?

This is another reminder for me to not leave her alone in the morning until I make sure she's in the right mood.

I tried to track her using my software but it can't be done. I'm pretty sure this is what ILLICIT do to their members. They're protecting them and just never gives the exact point of their locations.

I tried sending a lot of messages, giving her a lot of calls, asking Naomi nonstop, go to her apartment and then her office too. Everyone was not talking about her whereabouts at all.

I swear.. she's making me go insane and I will lose my mind if she can't be contacted within 3 days.

"What went wrong? We were fine!" Jeremy and Naomi looked at me completely tired hearing me saying the same thing over and over again.

"You need to help me Naomi, I'm going insane."

"You're not going insane, you're just in love." She said and I sighed.

"I'm not in love." I said to her and she rolled her eyes.

"You need to tell me what did she say?" I asked and she shook her head.

"I'm not telling you shit, I'm her bestfriend and I'm on her side. You should be siding with him." She turned to Jeremy and Jeremy turned to me.

"I think she knew about Grace."

"But I didn't do anything with Grace." I said.

"That's you but not her. You knew what she did when she's jealous and that was your last chance." They're not making me feel better.

"I know I didn't do anything wrong." I said.

"You should just move on, she's already hanging out with another man in Paris. Let me tell you.. he's hot." Naomi said and I ignored her. I don't want to think about me because only the thought of it already made me jealous.

"Come on, Kai. This is Deandra Serano that we're talking about. Sending messages, calling her and flowers won't work. She's not your average girl." Jeremy said and that gave me an idea. I looked at him straight into his eyes.

"What?"

"Nothing."