"You come." He smile in triumphant as I walk inside his office room, with him crossing his legs and being an arrogant jerk looking at me teasingly.

I know he must have predicting that I will come. I have no choice after learning what his and Marco's lawyer, I have conclussion that there is no way I will win the court if I go on with that.

So here I am, lower the pride of my dignity and begging him to let J free. I want to slap his face to destroy that smirk.

"To the point. What do you want from me to let free J?" I asked straight to the point and he grins. He then playing with his lock while poking his  cheeks with those tongue.

"You learn faster than I thought." He said folding his palms one to another. "I assume Yugyeom, my lawyer already meet you and talk to you." I nodded and take seat looking at his table. So neat and freaking ADHD jerk setting his table so good that my finger so itchy to mess it all.

"First of all. I will let you visiting him once in a week."

"You wont have him, Jeon." I hissed while looking at his straight face. He seems serious. Well, I do too. "I want him the way I had him before you come and creating hell for me."

"You are not in place to tell me what I should do." He speaks softly. "Because I am ready to sent my sue toward the court, and when it happen, once I win, you wont see him even thought you drag yourself on my shoes."

"Not him." I said softly and looking away. I cant hold my tears only to think about what he said to happen to me. To not able to see J. The apple of my eyes. "Please, take whatever but him."

"Its not work that way." He sigh and taking out a paper. "Rules. And you should agree at least to 90% of that." He point out the point on the paper one by one.

"It makes non sense. You never been there when I had my worst. You never been there when he got bullied, you never been there."

"Yes. Because you leave and telling nothing. Do you think I am happy that you left me alone?" He beats his table and it makes me startled, scared cat make her come back.  "I am telling myself that maybe its for your best, for not being with a jerk me, living with the better one, I don't know. If I know I wont let you go, I will chain you. I-" both of us looking at each other eyes, with breath raging as if we run from something scary. Our future.

"Don't do this to him." He sounds heartbreaking while his eyes softened. "Its enough for you to leave me. Don't do this to him." I look down at his finger, clean and beautiful. With cartier and tiffany rings around them. Our cartier couple ring. And I look away as my heart feel like breaking again.

"Why cant you choose to be happy with me." He said again. "With us." I gulp hard, not wanting this tears to running down on my cheeks. I don't want him to win.

"You don't want a child." I said shortly. He snorted and walk around the table to my direction, and sitting on both of his food in front of my seat. Kneeling. Both hands grabbing mine, eyes locking mine. My hearts clenching but my stomach is crunching like a teenager who's meet her crush eyes for the first time. I bit my lips, its so painful.

"I am sorry."

"Not once you told me, not from the past. But also from the present you told me that you cant."

"I am sorry. I don't know."

"And I wish you'll stay to not know."

"I want you. I want him. I want-" he bites his lips with sad eyes. "Us."

"Its not easy. I don't blame your for the choice that Yuqi had to end her life, but your attitude to rejecting to take your responsibility."

"I know I am sorry." He begin to kiss my hand softly as the tears comes meeting his cheeks.

"I cant accept your rejection, just because you git manipulated, you are just too fast to jump in conclusion, I-" I take my hand back but he insist and grab it tighter even if its possible. "I am afraid. I am in fear. How about you come to your old sense and leave me and him when we depend on you too much." Damn this cracking voice. "I don't want anyone to break him. He is the things I fight for, alone. And you said you'll gonna separating us. You just know him in few days. You never talk to him. You-"

"I love him." He cried and breaking down, hands on both of his laps. Head hanging low. Hiccupping. But I don't care.

"I wont let anyone to take him from me." I said afterwards. "Even if it means for me to marry someone rich, I'll do that."

"Don't you dare. Who the fuck told you the idea." He sees me in the eyes with red eyes, tears still on his cheeks, red nose, but anger already take over him once again.

"If its for him, even if I should eat rock it will still surely taste delicious. I wont care."

"Then what about us?"

--
"Min Yoongi." I scream loudly while push the button of his bell door rapidly like a maniac. I want to punch him. Real bead. "Min Yoongi, meet me. You fucking asshole." I scream again before the main door opened to show me his pale and tired face, managing to look at me with a thin smile.

"As I expected." He said shortly while letting me in. "I guess she told you already."

"Are you crazy."

"I am."

"But I am not, now get your ass and call your parents and also everyone you call earlier. Tell them that you were drunk."

"Why you so sweet, Lis?"

"Why you do this to her?" I scream on his face while pushing his chest hard.

He smiles and look me in the eyes holding my shoulder not even flinching when I beat his biceps.

"For you." He weakly whispering on my ears as he hug me. "For you."

"No." I sake my head and he release me. Cupping both of my cheeks and leaning in. "Please don't do this. I don't need this. I-" I look around to see his deserted place. Like him. "I will find a way."

"No. You should end up with him."

"No."

"Listen to me, Lis." He said as he lock my face to stare at him. "Its not only you now, J deserves to be happy."

"But-" I said softly. "What should I tell Jennie unnie?" I am so confuse and lost. I was talking with Jungkook in his office when my phone ringing, its Jennie, hiccupping, drunk I guess. And she begs.

"She'll understand later."

"But still, its her." I said still. But he smiles.

"I can handle it."

"No. Please. No. Don't." I hysterically jumping, repeatedly like a maniac while looking at his eyes. My heart feel like losing its beat bit by bit. And there, an idea popped in my head. "Oppa." He nods at me. "Marry me."

--
"Let me guess, later when you are drunk enough you'll call Yoongi hyung and ask him to fetch you." Snorted Taehyung as he approaches Jennie who's drowning herself in the liquor in front of her. She smirk.

"Nah. I'll kill myself after I got drunk enough."

"Depression? He reject you again?" She nods. "Oh come on, cheer up." He said tapping her shoulder lightly. "Its not your first time anyway."

"Jerk." He chuckled and steal the glass from her hand for him to drink the liquor in one shot. "He will marry Miyeon." And he choked.

--
"Just this one, I'll let it slide." Jungkook warn Yoongi as Lisa safely sitting on his car seat after long talk with Yoongi. Her eyes so red and puffy, and don't mention about Yoongi who bring her in his embrace till the car. She whined even don't want to let him go.

"Yeah. Thanks." Yoongi smugly said eyeing her from the front of the car. "Taking care of her, be happy."

"You know its not only her and Jenni noona who hate the idea. Its also-"

"Everyone." He nods. "I know. But lets talk about the secret we keep for years." Jungkook eyeing Yoongi and nibbling with his bottom lip. "She wants me." He said in finality. "You don't need to sacrifice anymore, Jeon Jungkook."

"Everyone might see that she want you so bad, but among us, you know that she was targeting you because she know that you are the only person I care more than anyone. She wants to annoy me, with this shit, because she cant do anything with other stuff. Not even about my parents thing." He grinned and hug the younger. "Thanks to let me kiss her."

"Stop mentioning such a yuck thing when I try to be good enough tonight." They then chuckled. "You sure about this?" He nods. "How about Jennie noona?"

"She can manage."

"How do you know?"

"I just know my woman."

--
"And we should put it in here." Said Jungkook as he match the last Lego to J who's now on his laps, watching him as if Jungkook is a super hero. "And tada!! How's that?" He asked with smile on his face. The younger Jeon showing his two thumbs and look away to give his mom his sweetest smile. He likes Jungkook the most.

"Its cool. Daddy." He said. "Mom look! We finish the Lego. Its super cool."

"Yeah. Its so cool." She responded with her smile. "You are so smart. But, shall we eat dinner right now, J?" She ask patiently. "Its getting late." She softly said and approaching him, stealing his figure from Jungkook's secure embracement.

"Eumm.." the younger hesitantly leaning on her chest, look up at her face. "Can daddy stay the night, mom?" She is widening her eyes. Of course he cant. But how to tell the toddler.

"Darling, Daddy should go home."

"But why??" He whined make Jungkook chuckled. "Should Mom, me and Daddy living in one house. That's how my friend's do." She bites her lips.

"Its different J." She keeps on talking patiently even thought her heart beating so fast right now.

"What's make the difference?"

"Look!" He look at her, even Jungkook did the same too make her nervous as hell. "Daddy need to go to his office tomorrow, and its far away from here. He will be late of he stay here." And it successfully make the younger shut his mouth. She sigh. But Jungkook want to help.

"But you can stay at Daddy's place, Ji."

"Really?" His eyes sparkling upon knowing the rules now. "Mom, lets eat dinner. We need to be quick. We'll stay with dad."

"Huh? What?" She responded and want to talk more but Jungkook and J already leaving J's playing room to eat the dinner.

"Granny, we will stay at Daddy's house." It startled everyone, including Jackson who's sat across him. He look away to see Jungkook who's now busy grinning at J.

"Does your mom agreed?" Ask Jackson while munching. The little one, with his puppy eyes looking at his mother, cutely, begging. Make everyone's heart fluttered.

"Urgh.. just someday okay." She gave in in the end. But the little one still pouting.

"Why cant we stay there forever with Daddy?"

"Don't you want to stay with Jackson Papa and Grandpa and granny?" Ask Lisa softly.

"I want to." Pout J. "But it must be cooler. I can play with Daddy as much as I want. And Mommy will have someone to sleep with."

"Oh gosh-" Jackson gasping while covering his face. Not knowing how to face his innocent but playful nieces.

"I can sleep with you."

"Mom, I hate sleeping with other." J responded. Its weird thought, even when he was little, younger than him today, he cant sleep with anyone else. He cant stand to hear others heart beat, their breath sounds. It just too overwhelming. "And I hate to see mommy sleeping alone. You still had nightmare, right mommy?"

She stunned and cant looking at nobody's eyes.

Its true, the nightmare keep haunting her. She is good when she was pregnant with, but its getting worse when J was born. The memories of her abusive death, about Yuqi, about J, about Jungkook. About anything that can hurt her.

"Are you really okay to sleep alone?" Jungkook asked as he tough J toward the guess room in his unit. They already arrived in 20 minutes, and he looks so sleepy. The little one nodded and touch the side of his daddy's jaw.

"Dad will sleep with mommy right?" Jungkook hesitant at first but to look at his eyes which is full with hope he nods anyway. "Its so relieved, I don't have to wake up in the middle of the night anymore."

--
"Oh- my - god." That's what Rosé shouts as soon as she saw Lisa, with Jungkook, and a little handsome angel between them. The face undoubtfully was heritage and blessing from Jungkook. "Lisa, its-" she was covering her mouth, real shock and almost make the guest in front of them looking at them.

"Hello. Auntie, Rosé. I am Jeon Ji Manoban." The little boy said while bowing 90 degrees make the said woman clenching her palm, so cute.

"He can speak. Gosh. Oh my- Jeon? Oh fu- oh my god sorry." Rosé try to control her mind while she nearly cursing in front of 4 yo boy. "You are so cute, Ji. Hello, its nice to meet you."

"Rosé congratula- oww! Its hurt." Whined Lisa as Rosé slap her hand with a pouty face.

"You hide him from us? You take it all with you. Oh my- oh no- my make up." They all laugh at how Rosé drama queening her wedding day.

"Its okay, baby." Said Jimin calming his bride. He looks at her lovingly as he touch her hand." the time is coming, babe. I'll wait at the altar. Okay?"

She nods while smiling fanning her face so the tears wont running her make up.

"I'll kill you later." She said pointing at Lisa and Jungkook when they walk to the seat where the guest already sit down.

"Unnie." Hissed Lisa as she meet with Jennie in the after party of Rosé wedding. She eyeing her unnie from head to toe intently, with a frown on her brows. "What happen with your hair?"

"I cut it short." She touch her short black jet hair while smiling. "I cut off the curse off of me."

"And what are you doing with him?" Lisa pointed at Taehyung rudely.

"He is my date." She said and take Taehyung's hand in hers.

"What the fuck, unnie. Yoongi oppa is in here."

"So what? He has someone to get married in 2 months right? What about him? Should I show him that I am a mess because he broke me?" She snorted and it shocked Lisa. Where is the sad Jennie who call her that night, who tell her that she cant life without Yoongi.

"What should I do? Come to him and that bitch then congrulate them? No. Baby Lisa. I will curse them. If it possible I will sell myself to satan to make them fall apart."

--
"You okay?" Ask Jungkook from the last step of the stair as he walk out from guess room where J already asleep after long day in Rosé and Jimin wedding party.

"Hm." Said Lisa and take a sip from her glass again. She found wine in the refrigerator, she needs it. She manage to hold herself to not get drunk in front of J, but she needs to be drunk now. Jungkook walk to the kitchen counter and grab another glass before filling almost half of them wine. Tossing with her glass.

"Want to tell me?"

"No." She said quickly make Jungkook look at her seriously. And its Lisa's humor to see him back in the eye. "I wont end up on your bed after those drunk talk." And it successfully make the man laugh.

"It still fresh in my mind how you beg for me to take you when were together, doll." He playfully said make her squirming. Her body shaking because of his statement. He can make her turn on just like that. "So don't be ridiculous, you WILL be on my bed anytime soon."

"You and your things." She sarcastically make comeback. "You should go to sleep."

"Are you thinking about Jennie and Yoongi hyung?"

"Don't force me Jeon." She hissed but he can be careless.

"We know Yoongi hyung will be going on with his plan." He said and take a sip before looking at her again. "And Jennie unnie will run away with Tae hyung."

"What the hell you talk about?"

"Its true. Tae hyung told me." Said Jungkook like a little kid too eager to prove that he is right. "Tonight, they'll leave Korea."

"So what are you doing in here? Don't you want to stop them?" She spats and motion to stanf up but he hold her hand and force her to sit back.

"For what? Its their choice. She cant take it to see Yoongi hyung."

"Bur Tae hyung isn't loving her. He loves Jisoo unnie."

"Who cares? Jisoo is pregnant now."

"Jisoo is what?"

"You don't know?"

"No I-" she cut her own words and widening her eyes. "Oh my god, will she marry Jin oppa?"

"Definitely."

"How can you be upgrade about them like a talker, a snake, a girl." He grins.

"I socializing. Not like you, such an introvert queen." He push her head lightly. "So..."

"So..." she asked but then she remember something important that weighting her heart since the noon. "Your lawyer said that your file will be handed tomorrow." And in an instant atmosphere become so intense. He nods and bite his before taking a shot with his entire glass of wine.

"I try to talk to you." He responded after he drink all of the things inside his glass. "And you always refusing." She is still watching every move of him and make him nervous. "We wont make conclusion. And I had to-"

"Separating me with my only son?" She said dryly while smirking and look away. "How kind you are." She said again. "Its hard for me to raise him, alone. There was a time I thought about marrying someone just so J wont be bullied for his status or for him to have the feeling of having a father but-" she cried now. "I try to respect you. I don't want him to know someone as his father when in fact they are not."

"Then let me be his father."

"You know that I cant trust anyone as a father. Who's dear, kind heart, lovely, I cant. I always imagine a father will be like mine. I cant let J suffer the same thing."

"Not all man are same, Lis." He said unbelievably.

"You hurt me like my father did."

"I am sorry, doll. I-"

"I forgive you. But that's the matter. I can forgive

but I cant forget."

"So-" he said after long pause. "Law will make conclusion for us. And no matter what it is, we should take it."

"How can you keep a son? Let me do that."

"I wish you never forget the fact that my mother want me to have heir for Jeon inc." He warn and it successfully bombarding her heart. "She will be more than happy with him, and as I raise him I can choose someone who's kind for him to be his mother."

"No. Please. Don't do that." She plea and now on her knee in front of his seat. "I will do anything but don't take him away, don't make him forget about me."

"I know one solution." He said while watching at her intently.

"What's that?"

"Be my wife." He speak lightly and smirk to tease her.

"No." She responded as fast as light.

"Let me take you to my bed. And you can say no after that." He stand up and towering in front of her make her look up at the giant Jeon Jungkook. "Deal?"

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Ps : I am sorry. Its too long. I need one more chapter.

But not tonight.