"Where have you been?" I startled as I tip toeing entering the living room of my unit in the darkness wishing that he already asleep or simply die. But there he was, folding his hand on his chest, and his stare somehow intimidating me.

"Out." I beam and walk normally as I red handed now.

"With who? To where? Do you know what time is it now?"

"I am with Yoongi oppa, somewhere nice and yes, its 11 p.m." I said not even stuttering and take a seat on his lap. He nuzzling on my body. "See, I am not cheating on you. I don't smell like anyone. I smell like me." I huffed knowing his intention to smelling me. He sigh.

"Why don't you tell me doll? You don't know how terrified I was."

"I am sorry." I said shortly and give his cheek a peck before I stand on my foot and ready to leave. He walk right behind me like a puddle. "I didn't know that it will take long."

I was stripping and want to take a bath, but he just stand there, looking at me blankly, so I stop my thing and look at him with a frown.

"What?"

"Do you want to share something, doll?" I make a fist and tightening my grip on my shirt. What happen? I look around and see nothing suspicious. So I walk outside with only bra and underwear roaming around the kitchen and living room.

There I found something.

"She came."

--
"So what your plan?" Yoongi ask Lisa as they ride the car of his, reaching the front of her apartment. She look at him and smile.

"What plan?"

"Do you think I dumb?"

"Sometime." She said and chuckled.

"Will you stay, Manoban?" He ask and take her hand make her hesitate to give it or not.  "Why you leave when you have something to tied up someone?"

"Huh.." she snort and take her hand away. "I wasn't coming for that, oppa. And I'll still leave. I am just waiting." She said and he frown back.

"Waiting for what?" And as if its a clue her phone rang and showing that name. She smiles and take her phone before showing it to Yoongi.

"Uncle."

"I've ask Mr. Lee, I met his daughter. As you said, she is good. And we made the deal. I will tell Jungkook as soon as possible. I just need to ask him to see me."

"No need Uncle. He will come to you." She state while smiling. But deep down there, her heart already become a dust. "Soon."

--
"Yeah, she did." I said as I studying her face. "And she tell me something."

"And you will still believe in her."

"No." I cut her words. "That's why I ask her to leave. Because I want to ask you face to face, doll."

"What do you want to ask?" She lightly asking. But I am afraid. I am afraid that if its true, I, I will lost her forever.

"I call your home." She gulps. "There is a child, he-"

"How do you know my home's number?" She asked and her face become pale. "Oh it must be Miyeon. Sure, go on. Lets end this all tonight."

"I don't mean to-" I said quickly but she sign me to go on with her hand. "Do you have child, doll?"

She stare at me and I can see her eyes trembling, but she clutch her fist.

"Ask your doll, she wont lie." Said Miyeon before she left.

"Yes. I have a son." God. It cant be. I know. The past few weeks I saw her fiddling with her phone but I never ask. Because I was too comfortable and too happy to by her side. Without knowing that I, become the third person. I was feeling happy.

Now I feel disgusting.

"Then why you leave him to live with me?" Damn this cracking voice of mine. How cant I hold this shit.

"Where is mom, Miyeon auntie? Will she come home? Papa said that mom is busy, but I miss her. Can you ask mom to come home?"

My heart breaks when I hear his voice. He sounds so innocent and it breaks my heart to know that the person I love leaving her only son for living with me. I was the reason behind his complain of him missing his mom. I don't know that Lisa can be this though toward her only son.

"For your golden card wish. And beside, I don't plan to stay forever with you."

"Doll."

"Go home Jungkook. Miyeon wasn't around anymore. Your parents wont force you with her anymore. My promise already fulfilled."

"But-"

"Now I have my life."

"With your son and his papa?" I ask rising my voice. "Then how about the life of mine that you play with?"

"Who play yours?" She asked back. I startled. "You did it, Jeon. You willingly come to me."

"Then how about the sweet thing we had done the past-"

"Don't you understand already?" No. "This is my way to make you apart with Miyeon. And I did it. My mission is completed. This is the end of the game."

"Is it all fake? All the hug, the kiss we share, the love words, the cuddle, the laugh? The making love? Is that all fake?" She has nothing to say for few seconds and just looking at me intently.

"We only fuck." She said and it breaking me. It destroy my self defense to hold any pain and tears. "Forget me. I have someone to love right now. And you have no space to take anymore in here."

"Doll."

"Cant you see how Namjoon oppa moving on from Jennie unnie? That's what you should do to me."

"I cant."

"Then just erase me like you erase your feeling toward Yuqi." She is dead. You are alive. How can I. "Just think that I am dead."

--

I don't know why she did this to you." Namjoon said as he sit beside Jungkook who just drinking a bottle of vodka alone. Namjoon and Jimin already asking him to stop but there is no use.

"What else? She hates me." He smile sadly as he take another shot and watching Taehyung dancing on the floor with a woman. Their eyes met for seconds and he look away when Taehyung stop his dance, start to approaching him.

"No. She loves you." Jimin softly whispering even thought the music played too loud but he can still hear his hyungs words. That's why he is chuckled now.

"You are wrong hyung, she just want attention. She doesn't want my heart."

"Jungkook, you know." Namjoon finally said as Taehyung take a seat beside Jimin and watching their maknae sympathetically. "Maybe this is the time for you to move on. Go home. And living your live."

--
"Hey, what's up?"

"Is everything alright, Lis?"

"Yeah, sure."

"Haha... you become a pro at lying now huh?"

"Fuck off Tae."

"You will always find the way to hurt my brother, right?"

"..."

"What got into your tongue?"

"He'll be okay without me."

"Of course he will."

"..."

"What? You don't think that I will tell you sweet nothing right? Everyone can move on. And he will. There will come a day when you realize and regret all the time you waste to not get him around your finger, Miss. Manoban."

"..."

"You know that he loves you. And he will love you even when you don't end up together. Even if you walk away from him again. He will still love you. He will love you even if you marry someone else and on the coldest days of the year you spend your nights wishing you had married him after all. I wont warn you twice, Lalice. But you'll regret if you leave him."

--
I don't know what had happened, she changes in a blink of eyes. We were okay, until I ask her.

I don't want to know, I don't want to put it as problem between us. I swear. Even if she will make me her mistress, hiding me 7 foot under the basement of her house, I'll do it.

But what should I do when she disowning me like this. When she doesn't even calling me when I run out from her apartment. It just my breaking phase. And I still want to comeback to her.

And I did.

Only to find my luggage in front of her unit, organized neatly, she kick me.

I should have feel mad at her, but why instead angry to her, I was angrier to myself. If only I shut my mouth and buried all of my curiousness this wont happen.

I have no choice. I went to Namjoon hyung's place and sleep there for few days. Only me and myself to think.

I should stop. But my heart wont let me.

I love her.

But what can I do, she is happy now without me.

She only coming back for my stupid request, of only I was wise enough, carefully I will ask her to stay as my golden card wish.

"If one day I forget the words, or there is a reason I choose to marry someone else, come and drag me out. Steal me." (4.2 Gold Card)

I should have ask her to stay.

I mourn my stupidity for days, I cant see her in the office because she took her day off, and that night Namjoon hyung asking me to come home. To see what is left for me. My family.

And instead of run after her, I gave up.

"Hi. I am Jeon Jungkook." I said softly, from the bench beside her, looking at the night sky at the garden behind my family house, when we had family gathering.

"Hi. I am Lee Jieun." Said her, the beautiful angel beside me.

She is so calm, maturity can be seen in every way she did, smart and angel like.

But who cares.

She is not her.

"Hi, Jieun."