From : Unknown Number
Think you need to explain something to me.
Call or meet?

Seen

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From :Unknown Number
You left me on seen.
I'll take this as meet.
Park near the city library, tomorrow at 9 a.m sharp.

Seen

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From :Unknown Number
I think you might be busy.
How about cafe near uni.
Tomorrow at 10 a.m.

Seen

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From : Unknown Number
How many time you gonna block the number?
Lets compete.
Tomorrow in front of your unit.
11 a.m.

See

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From : Unknown Number
You hide something right.
I don't want to listen story from other people.
Might as well, you talk to me face to face.
I wont bite.
And how long you wont go home just because I was outside your unit?

Seen

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From : Unknown Number
I'll find you. Cho Miyeon.

Seen

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"God." Her breath hitched when she saw me standing right in front the receptionist who ask me about the appointment and shit.

She act bitchy, guess you'll see me repeatedly after this.

"No god." I smirk while put my hand on my hips.

Honestly I was terrified that Jungkook will see me even before I talk to Miyeon. But what do I do. She was so sly like a snake.

My bad.

She is a snake.

"It just me, Lisa."

"What are you doing in here?" She frown and half whispering angrily and took my hand to walk me to the outside.

"I've sent you messages. No response, you block me." I was standing at the entrace of the hall. Its pretty big. And those fucker is the owner of this building.

"Why should I response on you? The last time you talk, I am not your friend."

"No need to be friend to talk with."  I said and take my hand from her. She looks sophisticate now, looks more mature and looks happier. "You engaged with him." I state.

"Yeah. Why?" I frown and take her hand to walk toward basement and entering my car. She sat with me.

"Its him. I don't think you understand what you do."

"What I don't understand? I want him and he want me. So what?"

"But Yuqi."

"Yuqi was your sister, not mine." And her words successfully make me quiet. She was right, but she was her friend too. She was tell me to not loving Jungkook, and she just...

"Fine." I said when she open the car door. She supposed to leave but she still stand in front of the door while my mind wondering around, why should I be here?

Is it because Jungkook doesn't deserve other people, but Miyeon is not a good woman either. Or is it because I was worried to Jungkook? Why should I?

"Go away. Living your life." She said then smiling at me. "Get lost."

She want me to disappear.
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"What are you looking for?" Mom asked as I was checking our attic,  checking the box one by one.

"Finding something." I shout at mom downstair and she ask me back.

"What thing?"

"Diary."

"Who's diary?"

"Yuqi."

"Its on the shelf." I stop opening the next box and sighing.

"Why don't you tell me mom. Its kinda hot and crowded here." I whined and go downstair to see mom grinning. She doesn't even feel sorry.

"Your bad."

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Monday

School is cool. So many people and I am ready to make friends.
Guess I'll be alone again but no, Cho Miyeon, my new friend.
She is cute and kind.

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Saturday

I was hanging out with Miyeon when I see him.
Love from the first sight they said.
Maybe.

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Wednesday

He was this close to make me melt.
His eyes was sparkling when he play football with his friends.
I love his smile.
It kinda remind me of bunny.
And the scar on his cheeks, its so beautiful too.

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Friday

Miyeon caught me starring at him.
She told me he is a bad guy but I thought its not like that.
She might be wrong.

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Monday

I lost my train card.
I freaked out.
I should take bus tomorrow.
I don't like bus.
Mom dead there.
I hate bus.

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Tuesday

He was talk to me. He hand me the card that I've lost. I relieved. And happy.
I think I really fall in love to this kind boy.

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Thursday

Miyeon keep telling me to stop.
But I cant.
She hates me now.
But I love him.

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Sunday

I walk with him toward park near the city fountain. He touch my hand. And his skin was so smooth.
He tell me something.

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Monday

He come to our house. And he just make me imagining to have husband like him, walking around the house. With our kids.
I wish.

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Monday

There were a rumor. So many.
And they judging me.

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Tuesday

He calm me down.
He said I can trust him.
And I do.
I feel better now.

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Wednesday

He ask me out.
Oh my god.

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Friday

He said that I am pretty.
Is it true?
Or its just like Miyeon said, he only like to see me wearing mini skirt.
No more.

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Saturday

I made mistake.
Lily I am afraid.

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Wednesday

I tell him the truth.
He doesn't believe in me.
He said I can trust him right?

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Monday

Yoongi oppa, he said he will marry me.
I know I am a bad girl to willing to do that remembering how good Jennie unnie to me.
And I just agree to marry her lover.

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Thursday

Jungkook is coming.
And I cant erase the feeling for him.
I feel bad for Yoongi oppa.
And anyway, tomorrow, Yoongi oppa will talk to our parents about the wedding.
I should feel bad, but I am happy that my little one will have father.
I am really a bad girl.

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Friday

Jen is coming.
And she is true.
I only bringing out bad things for them,  for everyone.
I was cursed.
I was trying to talk to Miyeon but, she told me the only way to end the misery and problems I made to everyone was, killing myself.

Should I?

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Saturday

This is the last.
I just wanna say, Lily, if something happen, if you decide to let your anger eating you,
I want to told you, you were wrong.
He is a good man.
He is only blinding by her words.
My only bestfriend.

Cho Miyeon.

I love him.
Please, love him for me.
Help him.

Good bye.
I love you Lily.