Late night, 8 p.m, just arrived from work. The project was so hectic that I feel regret to open a new project when I don't finish another one. I made hell for myself.

Let alone my self conscious, 7 days she never show up, at barbeque party, at Namjoon's office, nowhere. Several time I ask Namjoon hyung if she will back or not, he only shrug his shoulder and promise to call me as soon as he can communicate with Lisa again.

How funny isn't it?

I try to erase her, and with only one night sleeping together I already all up for her. She got me thinking when she were mine, and I want it again. I felt guilt growing as I see how Miyeon excitedly choosing the bucket flower for the wedding, her smile was bright when she sees the ring which is almost done.

But I cant help. I cant love two woman at once.

I open the door of my unit and find her shoe already in front of the rack, I sigh. I put the smile on my face when I walk toward my room when she always spend when she comes around.

She will always greet me with a cheek kiss, and a hug, a warm one and taking care of my warm water to bath, also for the hot chocolate before sleep. But she seems not in the mood, she frowns and looking at me as soon as I open the door, she looks so angry.

"Hey." I greet her, trying to hear excited but she look away.

"She came. Right?" I freeze at my spot and gulping. I am so sure I already take the sheet which is covered with my cum and Lisa's out, change it with a new one and also asking for the nanny to clean up everything.

"Who?"

"Lisa. With who you will cheat again?" She mocked and take step toward me. I hold my breath. "Did she ask you to touch her?" I stay silent and she snort. "She wont stop right? I wonder what can stop her."

"Don't touch her." I said afterwards with an anger built in my chest. She cant hurt my doll. Only me can play with her. "I gave everything for you, you wont touch her."

She chuckled. "So this is why you propose to me Kookie?" I poke my inner cheeks with my tongue. "You gave me everything huh? No kiss on the lips, no sex, no cuddle, no make out, no love. Great."

"I need time."

"Time for what? Time to forget her and see, even when you still calling her name in your sleep she already back with her devilish smile. You see, she is not as good as Yuqi, in fact she even worse than me. She came only to take the revenge on me, once you dump me, she'll leave. Just see that."

"Ok, even if everything you say is right I am trying here. I am trying to be loyal and open my heart for you." I speak softly holding the storm inside. "Despite of your temper and your true color I still try, all what I ask you let me do everything on my own, on my way. You dont need to confronting her, throwing dirt on both of our name. I only need your trust. But you never give it to me."

"Cant you see how hard I shield myself from her, but you make it harder by trying to hurt her, my self cant take it to see anyone hurting her no matter how bad she is. I cant." I look at her eyes and she keep shaking her head mouthing a no repeatedly. "I am tired, Miyeon nie."

"No."

"I leave everyone that I love for you. But you still ask more from me when I still learning to gave you a space in my small heart."

"No."

"You live longer with me, you see me growing up, you know whats inside and outside of me."

"No."

"But you still hurting me. And I am tired."

"No."

"I cant marry you."

"Please, no."
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I just arrive from my long journey to Canada. I was resting on mom's house before decide to come back to my unit. Weakly I walk and waiting for the elevator to open.

I look up and counting down like a little child, and when its open already all I can see was him.

A tired Jeon Jungkook with his doe eye looking shock when he sees me. I know several time Namjoon oppa calling me keep asking where am I because Jungkook wont stop asking him. He said Jungkook must feel really terrified and traumatic after I left before.

And look at him now, alive. Even thought looking so miserable with dark circle under both of his eyes. And his face looking so tired and- angry?

Should I entertain him?

Maybe a little.

"Doll." Fuck. That name again. I am shivering when he calls me that way. I smile anyway.

"Hey.." He looks at me and blink once again before smile make his face sparkling. Bunny. He take a step to come out from the elevator and then naturally I walk toward him and circling my hand on his hip. I hug him and I am sniffing on his shirt. Its his work attire. He must be working late. But what was he doing outside?

Eating?

But he seems just come back. Now that I want to come home to my unit I cant let him know. I should pretend that I initially want to see him.

"Want to get inside?" I ask and his body tense. There is something wrong. "Easy. What happen?" He stay silent and I take a look at him.

"She is inside." He then talk after long of pause. He had war inside his mind. "Miyeon is inside." I fold my hand on my chest and tilting my head.

"Should I take care of her?" I ask and he immediately taking my hand and tightly holding it.

"No. You wont."

"Why?"

"Because I say so."

"And?"

"Because you love me you'll do what I say." I snort and he smiles. Playfully I take my hand on his and begin to punch his chest.

"You have no shame." I state and he grab my hand while bring me in his embrace again.

"Lets go." I stay silent and just sniffing on his cologne. He smell nice, like rose and mint. Gentle and strong at the same time. "Wanna ice cream?"

I shook my head and look at his eyes. "No." I answer.

"Why?"

"I am not a child."

"I know."

"But you are." He smiles and nod extending his right to ask mine. I look at his hand and take it anyway.

"I know." He muttered before he drag me outside our apartment.

--

They lay on the bed, looking at the ceiling of the vip room on his hotel. Yeah, an ice cream date just long gone forgotten when he drives to the hotel.

"Doll." He said softly but loud enough for the silent room for her to hear.

"Hmm?" But he doesn't answering back, so she look at her side, watching his naked chest and she immediately moving on her side to hug him from the side sniffing on his naked body. He smiles to feel everything, with her, skin to skin, it feels right and perfect.

"Why'd you back?" He look down at her who lay her head on the crook of his neck.

"You aren't happy?"

"How can I?" He answer back immediately and she chuckled, laying on his naked chest on her elbow. "Just want to know the answer."

"I just..." he looks intently at her, and she bites her lips. Gulping. Before let go of his body and lying back on her old spot. Sighing deeply. "Full filling a promise."

"What-"

"Cant we have another round?" She abruptly asking him make him nervously nodding without thinking much forgetting about his question inside his mind.

--

He is still thinking while rubbing his body with the soap, still thinking of what Miyeon said.

He is still not telling Lisa about his wedding and Miyeon, that it wont happen. That he let her go just like Lisa want.

What if he tells her she will leave her just like what Miyeon said. Will he be okay after she left once again?

What is he doing? He just ditch his perfect plan, his future was right inside his eyes and he left it all for her. For Lisa. What if she just hate the thought of him with someone new. What if she just making sure he never getting of her? What if she play again?

I shouldn't coming home with her that night.

"What are you thinking?" He startled and lost the soap and looking back but her hand already circling his hips from behind, and he feels something soft against his back.

"Doll. What are you doing?" He asked and trying to let go of her only for her to massaging his neck and shoulder make him groan, satisfied.

"I should massaging you more often." She chuckled and he grinned humming his agreement. "And we should taking bath together more often." He then look at the front and turning make them face to face. She is naked too. "I hate to wake up alone." She said and then start massaging his shoulder again.

He tilt his head and taking the taste of her lips, slowly kissing her passionately. She moans and slowly leading her hand to touch his abs, and with one swift motion he skillfully ruining her body and force her body toward the glass wall.

"Ouch..." she chuckled while putting her hand on the glass wall looking back at the eager Jungkook who's now eyeing her ass hungrily. "You like it, Jeon?"

"You don't know how much I worshiping every inch of your body." He state and aligning his shaft between her ass, ready to destroy her. "I am home." He whispers on her ear before sliding inside of her.

"Welcome, Jeon."