"I am-"

"Tell them!"

"Lalisa Manoban. I came wondering if I can relieve my little sister grudge." She hesitates and closing her eyes.

So, is this how it will end?

She felt bad and terrified. She is afraid that she will lost so many souls that she used to talk and where her heart slowly melting under. They were the one who hurt her only one sister, but she fallen for them already.

But when she recalled all of the stuffs that Jungkook did, all the touch, the sweet nothing, its burning her skin. She felt disgusted.

Those hand touch me.

Or the stuffs that his friends did, covering for the mistakes. They were so mature, they know what's good and bad but why, why were they letting her sister died?

"Yuqi." She call that name, the name she had been cried for. "The cunning Yuqi, you call her. The creature who has no value in front of your eyes."

"Doll."

"The cunning lady who carried your child with you-"

"Its not mine."

"Jeon Jungkook!" Now, Yoongi talked after he heard Jungkook still defending himself for the thing that truly happen.

"Its his." He pointed at Yoongi. But instead feel confuse Lisa can only snorted while smiling bitterly.

"You know what Jeon, even if I use this hand to slap you on your face until your brain explode it wont make me satisfied. Its not worth the misery you had gave to my sister." Her face reddening when she said that. She doesn't want to let her anger occupying herself now.

"You are so blind and confuse. You had such judgmental issue. You are not even change, even after someone lost their life because of you. Its not your hand who did that, but still, you are a killer for me. My sister shouldn't die because someone like you. You are not even that worthy. You-" she hold her breath when her chest got even heavier. I lost Yuqi because of you.

"You take her from me. And I will never forgive you."

"No. I don't know anything about her death. I swear to you. I thought that she will be happy with Yoongi hyung because that day they-"

"He sacrifice his own love for you." She gritted her teeth. And there, Jennie looking at Yoongi who's only looking blankly at infinity. "All of their fault to covering up all of your mistake. To not letting you to learn." She then looking at Taehyung and Rapmon while smirking. "And I guess you can learn now."

"Take that fact, Yuqi was carrying your child. A son for you." Her voice nearly cracked when she imagine now, Yuqi might laughing happily like the old herself while playing with a pretty little boy who messed up with her stuff. She would be an aunt in such a young age but she is sure she would feel happy.

And he took it all from me.

"You know nothing." Bad move, as Rosé saying that.

"Oh right, and you do know everything?" She mocked. "Tell me. Tell me how many times you try to take Jungkook for your need from Yuqi when she was alive? Tell me how my sister looking at you two when she saw two of you sucking each other face or grinding your crotch on his. Try it. Tell me what I never know. I cant ask it to my already dead sister. So tell me!"

"Stop it, Lalice. You cant blame her."

"You love her right, Park Jimin?" She then ask him. "You love her but never have courage, you want her but she fuck almighty Jeon Jungkook. And you still want to stand against anything who hurt her."

"Lis, stop. You are not in your right mind." Namjoon warn her but she shrugs it off. She wanted to hurt everyone there. Because of the pain that is start to blooming inside of her heart. She cant be only one who got hurt. She cant be the only one who lost someone she loves. They should repay all of their owe to her.

"Just like how all of you loving each other, I love my sister more than to anyone on this world. She was all of what I can ask and what I indeed has, the only pray that god granted to me." And there her voice cracked. The pain melting something inside her eyes, and not even it drops to the ground, she wipe it away. "She was not a vagrant. She was not an unwanted creature crawling the streets. She was loved. And you all take her from me."

"We are sorry." For what? Do you even know what kind of mistake you all did? What's you took from me? "We were too young and naïve. We-"

"Stop it Namjoon oppa. Stop comforting people while you yourself get hurt. Stop lowering your self to that level. Stop it and move on. You are not loving her anymore. You only confused who to love after you let her go." And it instantly make him muted. "She thought she will has everything she want wrapped around her finger."

"The Kim Jennie who's so over protective toward Jeon Jungkook. Afraid that his lover stolen what she want, Min Yoongi. Right, unnie?" She said sarcastically. "But guess what, he choose me."

"Shut up you whore."

"Kim Jennie."

"See!" She said mockingly when Yoongi snap at Jennie by calling her a whore. "He loves me." She then look at the man, pale and look sad. A lonely old man. "But I only used it to hurt you, Kim Jennie. I had to. He encouraging me to teach all of you a lesson."

"Doll."

"Don't call me that!" She snapped and it make him flinched. Everyone did anyway. She looks so intimidating and scary. "You know how hard I press myself to not throwing up to breath the same air as yours. The Jeon Jungkook, the beast that everyone will kneel down willingly. And he is not even that hard to get, everyone."

"Lisa. Should we stop here? Enough for now." Miyeon said after she look at Lisa for awhile studying how dangerous a grudge can make someone change.

She was happy when there is someone come to hurt the only person she want to touch. But now she fears that she created a monster. Lisa was her Frankenstein. Now she has to stop her and thinking how to get rid of her, her dark and brooding monster. Her only fear is that, she will find her first when she knew everything.

"Don't make me holding up this again, Miyeon. Let me tell them everything I had in this." She touch her chest. "How so many things they took from my life destroying me and eating me alive."

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My hearts aches when I see her, those tears, is it because of me? Is everything she said was the truth? Does Yuqi has my son?

I don't know. Everything so surreal for me. The only real thing for me, is her, my doll, my Lalice. And I don't want anything else but her. I want to hug her and calming her raging breath, reddening face, and those broken voice.

I feel like I am dead already.

She lost her only precious thing because of me and what should I do now to make her keep me still on her pocket. I don't even minding it if she will call me dog or slave. As long as I got to be with her. I will be happy.

I don't want to loose her.

"She should have loved herself with the love she gave for you." She said and look at me. My heart aches even more, and I want to cry with her. "She was too plain that's why you easily stain her."

"I am sorry."

"Will it bring her back to me? Will your apologize make my Yuqi back from hell? She take suicide, there is no heaven for her. You bastard." I am accouraging myself and take my step to approaching her, to touch her, to hug her but she flinched and took a step back. "Don't touch me. You have no idea how I should survive from your touch every time I was with you. How many times I should showering myself, rubbing with soap until I cant feel my finger only to not feel your skin against me anymore. Disgusting."

And my heart cracked.

She break it again.

"I love you, Lis." I said and she chuckled. "I love you and I am sorry. I will repeat my apologize and do everything you told me to do, just, just  come here. Don't leave." I know I sounds so pitiful. I don't care anymore. I do conscious that everyone was watching me and her, I don't care. I want her. I need her.

"Even after I told you that I only come to take the revenge on you?" I nodded. "Wow." She laugh and claps her hand. "The almighty Jeon Jungkook just let me go from this one. And you think I will take your offer."

"You love me. I love you. What's the matter. What's in the past let them stay there forever. I don't know if its mine or not but I will repeat my apologize for you to lost you sister, I-"

"I slept with your friend." That excuse again. And I nodded. I really want her by my side. I fucked with so many woman, I'll let her go this one.

"I knew."

"You know who?" Miyeon asked but I still keep my gaze at my doll when we both said the same time.

The different name.

And it took my breath away.

She hurts me.

"Yoongi hyung."

"Taehyung."