It's 7 p.m, but the entire room felt so hot. So hot that it felt like could burn their skin, so hot so that her brain had malfunction. Too hot that she lost herself. She forget.

Every touch from his fingers sending the burn sensation on her body, make the ice melting down there, that's why it felt wet already. He sets her on fire. He makes her fly.

Little did he knows,

She hates height.

"Stop." Despite of the lust and butterflies inside of her, she manage to take all of his shit together when she hears he moans her name on her left ear.

"Fuck.." he groans, protesting of what she said. Her hand began to hold onto his hard chest, giving him weak pressure that will never make him flinch.

"Jeon, dont!" She whispered desperately, his hand holding both side of her hips, forcing it to meet with his. She felt like there was a pool between her legs. "Please."

She said again, throwing her head back, rolling her eyes on the process.

"Please what, baby?" She whispered sensually and bite the skin behind her ear, her sensitive spot. She jolted and trembling in his embrace, feel the electricity from the center of his body. He is grinding his bulge sharply knock out her breath away.

"God." He smiles to hear how he makes her desperately needy.

All of what happen now, its not happen for their will, they never intend to do that. They only deciding to eat bread that they bought from the market on the way they were from beach, rejecting the dinner offer that Jin offered.

They were laying on the bed lazily and begin to play truth and dare out of their boredom. Everything was fall perfectly, normally until he ask her to do dare to make out with him.

There they are, only on their underwear, him on top and her desperately holding her moans. He clearly satisfied with what he sees, he loves her curves. He falls for her body. He is in love with her body.

She is whining, moaning mess and it makes him more satisfied and proud. He can make the cold heartless saint like Lisa writhing under him.

The thing he doesn't know was, she hates it all.

All the touches, all the fire he sets on her, all the moan, all the groan, all the gaze and smirk on his face. She hates it.

He took Yuqi, if it's not because of him, she probably will be in the same university, being roommate, giggling over small gossips with her sister. He took it all. And to be touched by the same man who got her sister pregnant and abandoned her sister, she felt disgusting.

To him.

To herself.

But it feels right, she cant let him stop, she doesn't want him to stop.

Damn hormones.

Lily, I love him.

Fuck, I can't just had sex with the one that  Yuqi loves.

He doesn't do love.

"Noooooooooo!!!" She screams loudly make him startled, it gave her chance to push him very hard backward, and he fall from the bed to the floor.

She seems to spaced out, just like him who look at her widening his eyes and say nothing.

"I hate you, Jeon." And there the first tears she had ever shed in front of him released out of her control. And sure it make him shocked, his brain and body couldn't function well when he saw her taking the first clothes she can take and opening the door harshly.

"She cried." Said him to himself before the realization hits him make him jump, took his boxer and put it on. Shirtless he ran toward the door.

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I dont know whats wrong with me. Why did I let that disgusting bastard touch me. I should have been cut his finger who dares to finger fucking me, he is fucking nearly make me cum only by that finger.

What's make me losing my mind, it's really embarrassing that I was so into his game. He is my target, not the opposite thing.

I was crying mess when I cross the street in front of the mansion, don't know where to go. No money, no handphone, only on his white t-shirt and my underwear, and barefoot.

Great.

I am a nice bitch, right, Yuqi.
Let's say you ruin me and laughing at my stupidity right now because I try to betray the promise you ask me to do.

"Lisa, wait." I was thinking I will probably stopping someone, anyone for a ride or place to stay the night before I call Jisoo unnie and ask her to send me my belongings before I heard Yoongi oppa's voice.

Damn, I don't want to cry in front of him. Crying in front of Jungkook already enough for today.

So I walk faster, half running when I reach intersection and about to cross the street once again when he grab me by my wrist and spin me around to face him.

Right, you satisfied old grandpa to see my cry baby face?

"Calm down." How can I? I nearly let Jungkook to fuck me. "Look! What's going on?" He asked cupping my face when I lost my focus.

I don't know.

I dont know whats going on. I don't know that I was that thirsty to get laid even with someone who was being the reason for my sister death.

"Did he hurt you?"

No.

He hurt my sister.

"Tell me what he did to hurt you like this. Because I will kill him."

No.

I will.

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"Fuck. doll." I call her name when I see her open the front door, sobbing. Grabbing the front of my bangs hard I start to run downstair. "Lisa!"

I was about to reach the front door when Yoongi hyung stop me. His gaze hardened and I cant recalled why.

"Hyung. I need to take her back." I said not really care of him but his grip become stronger make me flinch. He is rarely using his energy, and why now bother to do it?

"You stay, I'll do it." He said make me wonder what's on his mind. "I dont know whats you two up about, but..." he then look around where all our friends gathered, wondering whats happen maybe. Because the same here, I also don't know what happen.

All I just know that, Lisa could leave me if I am not chasing her back.

Yoongi hyung was a passive person, he likes to stay still, laying down, keep quiet, and sleep more than anything. He doesn't even bother to sticking his nose on others problem.

Not like now.

Clearly pissed he come to whispered to my ear and I can say it affected me, very well. Its not because I am afraid but because I am shocked.

"If you hurt her like you did to your toys, I will make you regret inhaling the same air with me."

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"What's going on, Kook?" Asked Jin when Yoongi leave to chase her, forcing Jungkook to stay frustrated in the living room waiting them to coming back.

"I--" he said, hesitant. Confuse how to tell them, how to make them understand. But he doesn't know how. Grabbing his hair frustrated he then look down to the floor sighing heavily. "I don't know, hyung. I think I hurt her."

"How?" Now, thats Jimin's turn to ask. Expecting Jungkook to answer with a words, but all what he do was only a srugh.

"What-" but before Rosé finish her question the front door opened showing the still angry Yoongi who walk hand in hand with Lisa who had her head down low. Scared to meet their eyes.

"Jen, please let Lisa sleep with you tonight." He said clear enough for them to understand that Yoongi distancing Jungkook and Lisa for a good reason.

"Fine." Answered Jennie. "Lets go, Lisa." She then extending her hands but Lisa stay still on her spot make her confused. "Lis?"

"No." She said softly. "I had so many things to talk with Jungkook."

Listening to that, Jungkook felt relief and burden in the same time. He is happy that she still want to stay. But, he doesn't want to talk anything with her.

Because it felt like clenching his own heart every time they spoke about serious things. It's so heartbreaking without he knows why. Maybe that's what love feel like?

Love?

Oh man, he must be kidding.