"Enough." It stink, the place where her hand landed feel so hot and stink. I don't even know what makes me stop, it clearly not the first time I got slapped, but I am frozen searching for her feature.

I did this for you, bitch.

"And you, Taeyong ssi, fucking stop touching me." She snapped looking away from me toward the weak boy laying on the floor. Well, at least I am not the only person that she scolded tonight. I can see how that bastard look, surprised and confused. And when his orb found mine, I show him the best mocking smirk I can do.

Who do you think you are?

"Fuck the fuck boys and their hormone." She said then walking away from the scene and it did hit me. I need to talk to her, I need to ask her, even I am going to beg if its needed. So although of the stink on my cheeks and my fist I run to reach her.

"Wait! I am not finish with you." I gritted my tooth walking beside her, watch her face, but she ignore me. "Do you think you can go like nothing happen after what you did?"

"What I did, oh fucking Jeon." Getting on her nerves successfully I look at her seriously when she stopped walking and looking at me back. "You were the one who got into a childish fight over some candy, and you tell me what did I do wrong?"

She is right, she is the candy that we fight for. The expensive candy that not everyone could have it. Too exclusive.

"You fucking let him to kiss you." I fire her, shouting in front of her face, didn't she know how it affects me? The relationship was not real but still...

I am not sharing my property.

"He fucking kissed you in front of my eyes."

"And from what you see, do I look like liking it?"

"But you let him. You gave him the chance. Who the fuck gave you permission to wear that piece of shit you wear." I am not even care about surrounding, about how judgmental the peoples can be.

"And you think you have the right to tell me what should and shouldn't I wore?" she asked back and I gladly drag her by her hand to  crash her body to mine hardly. She gasped. "Who do you think you are?"

"Keep this in your mind wisely." I told her and when her mouth almost opened I did what I should do, I kiss her. Long, deep and raw.

And the fireworks bombing my system, my brain. Its like my soul holding party inside of me. And I cant handle the feeling, even thought her mouth wasn't moving along with mine like the other time we kissed, that's enough. The taste of her cherry chapstick already push the play button of that memory. I love it, so sweet, and soft. Its like my lips touching the surface of cotton candy, so sweet and soft.

I pray it will last, but it wont, I know it. So I will remember every friction and taste of her mouth, I will remember how wet and smooth her tongue, I will remember how many teeth she has. She makes me crazy and I don't know what we will call this relationship. I know I need her to calm my parents but, I just don't know. I am afraid.

She press my chest when I tilting my head  to another angel to deepened our kiss. I wanted it last but I know I just will kill her that way. No doubt I can hold my breath longer, but could she does the same. That's what makes me to parted our lips, leaving the messing breath from her and desperate growl from me.

Jeon Jungkook, stop act like a virgin merry like her.
You are a fuck boy, don't act shy just because of the kiss, please.
Don't blush.

But I do. 

Fuck.

"You are mine and no one could touch you the way only me allowed to do." I state sternly, persistently. "Or I will kill them."

"I know the way.....way simple than that to....make me yours." She stuttered between her desperate breath. I knitted my brows but smiling to see how wasted her only by my mouth on her mouth. I wonder what will she looks like when I place my mouth on her another one.

"How?" and I buy it only to regret it. I should have make her beg first. How can I end up like this in front of everyone?

"On your knees." I heard some of them gasp upon hearing what that mouth said. "Kneel down!" she and her kink, but if it was the cost I should pay to wrap her on my finger, I'll do it.

Never leaving her eyes, I took my step closer toward her direction.

"shit, he wont do that, right?" I heard some people murmuring inviting a victory smile on her lips. But I did what she ask. I kneel down, wishing that she will get bored playing with me bur I was wrong. The smirk never leaving her face when she pointed her finger on me.

"And on your elbow."

Fuck you, bitch.

--
"Thanks." I said when we just hop on my car after the dinner with my parents. And she look so tired, I feel bad for taking her right after her class toward my car, spending hours to reach my birth land. And she is still facing my parents, painted the most beautiful smile I can see that she never did in front of me and our friends.

"Never mind." She said but never leaving her eyes from the window glass watching the rain hit it without mercy. "What was that?" she asked when the rain got heavier and the traffic is suck. And not mentioning how dark the day is. So I take the coat from the back seat and out from the car asking the old man standing beside her car doors. And after minutes of talking with him and jump into the car again. Reheating my body and look at her to explain the situation.

"There is a huge storm in front of us and we also cant go back because the street already closed." She blinks still loading the information, and it looks cute. "I mean we will need a decent place to sleep over."

--
When he said we will sleep over, I was imagining we will sleep in the hotel, in a separate room, calmly. But then I sigh watching him who is looking back at me, sat on the single bed in the same room of this funky cheap motel.

We were in the middle of nowhere, he said we were lucky to find the motel. Like seriously.

"Sit down here." He hit the bed side beside him and I unwillingly walking toward the direction and sat awkwardly, nervously. "You change your lipstick color." I look up at him when he said that, how the hell he knows?

"Hmm." I responded. "I was curios." Added me.

"It looks nice." He commented and I cant think straight when he facing my side and stretching his right hand to my cheeks, make it blushed with tint red. I am shivering when our skin made contact and my mind is shutting down. "What flavor is that?" he softly whispering and I didn't realize how close he was if its not because of his manly cologne which is getting stronger, or by the feeling of his breath which is fanning my lips I look up and found that warm dark brown orb looking at me, hypnotizing me.

And I mentally cursed when I challenge him, or is it good to said that my bad side challenging him to stepping more inside my territory?

"Why don't you find out by yourself?" and once again we collided in an insane atmosphere. Where I breathlessly begging for more oxygen but don't wanted to end what he did to my lips. His sinful lips play me, touching, biting, and sucking. I am drunk of his chocolate taste lips.

The world seems stopping itself to work, when I circling my hand around his neck and his lips never leaving mine while his hand move on my back bone up  and down make me moan in delight. Its not like I never been touched or do sex before, but the way he hold me, the way he touch me make me forget what it felt like. He makes me feel like a real virgin merry by how skillful he was, leading the kiss like a pro.

He is a fuck boy. Said my inner self but I ignore it. This is just so addicting, I wont lost this chance. When will I lose control again, right?

Yeah, you will be begging to him and end up like Yuqi.  No I wont. I defense myself when my brain try to interrupt me again.

You'll be an ordinary girl who he will boring with after he got inside your pant.

"Ahh~~~" I jolted when I feel his hand on my bare back, he slips his hand inside my dress and I am happy to feel how his hand felt like against my bare skin. And I can feel  he smiles between our sloppy kisses and I bit his lips playfully , teasing him earning deep groan from him. And I cant lie, I am so excited, my wall so excited and it wets now.

"Jeon~~~~~~aaaaaah." I moan again and its so shameful, I cant resist to not moan when sucked the skin behind my ear lightly, how he found out my weak spot so fast? He slide his tongue on my neck down to my exposed side of my bosom and my hand instantly reaching his hair only to pull it, hard.

"Fuck." He grunted when I eagerly gliding my one hand to his hips, holding it tight when I trust my hips on his. And without wasting any time he tossed me on the bed and pin me with his both knees. I was under him, gagging when he uses both of his hand to taking off his jacket along with his white t shirt to nowhere, who cares anyway and I cant stop drooling watching the muscles on his bicep and the six packs on his stomach. Damn it, he ain't playing.

His chest going up and down from the breathless state and it looks sexy. And his red lips from the kiss not help me even more when  I had the urge to kiss him again. He look at me sexily, or lovingly?  I mentally chuckled when I thought about him in love? What a mess up concept.

He knitted his brows by watching me chuckled, and I look at him mocking until he spread my legs and hold it with his knees. Damn. Instantly my little laugh disappear and I look at him full of anticipation, excited about the dick which will soon wreck me. I heard some of his bitch saying that he is a beast, worse than a beast even. And I cant wait to taste how their standard of "beast" feel like.

Touching my burning skin on my tight up and down with his huge hands he then lean on me, look at my eyes and with a dancing sparkle inside his eyes he beam with a playful toothy smile. "Feel it." I was wondering what he mean until it hits me, eyes and mouth wide open I hold myself to not begging but failed when he trust his hips, making his delicious clothed bulge meet my aching clothed pussy, harder and harder.

"Oh yes..." I said repeatedly when he pound even more harder, I am crying in pleasure. I want to get rid of this clothes .

"Do you like it, doll?" he said grunted hiding his face on the crook of my neck and I nodded repeatedly make him chuckled. "How its feel like?"

"More..more please, more Jeon. Please more." Fuck it, I am begging. We are fully clothed and he already make me feel like we are had sex for real. And I lost my ability to breath when he gave me more and more. I cant speak nor making sound when he pound on me more and more.

"Like this?" he asked smugly holding my right legs and lifted it until the knees. And it felt even real now make me arching my back and throw my head to the back harshly. I am going to cum.

"Yeah..yeah..Jeon harder.." and he granted my wish with a shaky breath make me roll my eyes back, one hand holding my own hair, wasted.

"More?" I smile and nodded and he pound harder make the bed cracking. "More?" I nodded again and again until I almost see the star.

"I am going to-" my breath hitched when I can feel his tip grew bigger on my core.

"Cum, doll. Cum for me." He sensually said near my ear and here I am, Cuming with the stars filling my vision and my head blank but I can still feel him riding me like he ride horse and with the 10th trusted I feel the warm liquid wetting my core to my tights. "Oooooooooooooh. Lis." His voice sounds like beast, very loud and everything being quite. Silence feel the room except that breathless voice.

"That was—" I spoke up breathlessly laying beside him who is laying on his back, after heard him chuckled.

"Amazing." He said then look at my side, reaching my lock with his hand and make it neat again.

"A mistake." I change his words and he jolted from his sleeping position to sit down looking at me in disbelieve.

"A mistake? Seriously, doll." He said disappointed so evident. "Lets talk about the wet core and the moan and the begging."

"Like I said it's a mistake. I shouldn't responded until I fell into your trap."

"What trap?"

"You tell me." I said and then looking around to see where my dress was. "I was forgot that you are a fuck boy."

"I am your boyfriend and I have the right."

"But you are a fuck boy. Who knows how many womans you did today before touching me and you spread the germ on me."

"Why are you being like this so sudden? Look at me doll, it was crystal clear that you want me like I do. So whats again?" he asked me make me stay on my spot when he take my dress from the floor and hold it tight before I success to collecting it.

"Because you are disgusting."

--
"Because you are disgusting." She said and I cant understand. I always wearing condom, I wont make myself in danger so I am clear. Why am I disgusting?

"You slept with so many woman like you change your shirt, just how many womans you sleep with? I guess you are not even remember, right?"  I was about to opening my mouth when she spoke again.

"Its so disgusting." She looks away, holding the blanket over her body which is still with a set of underwear tightly. "Its like sipping a drink with so many peoples from the same glass."

"I am clear, I always wear protection."

"And what you call it right now?" I chuckled open understanding what she try to said.

"We are not even had sex, jesus. We only did petting." And I regret my words when her face change, the warm in her eyes frozen.

"I should have thank god to not having sex with you." She then stood up and moving to my direction to take her dress and wear it.

"No its not what I mean. doll." I reasoned nervous, for god sake we just had a fantastic make out session and here we are.

"Thanks to remind me why I built my wall so high." I close my eyes and mentally slapped myself before I stood up and towering in front of her.

"I am sorry."

"No. Don't. Its not your fault." She said zipping the  dress up her body. "Its mine. I trust you. My bad."

"Where do you think you will go? There is storm outside." I asked frustrated when she walk to the main door almost opening the door. "It's cold outside."

"I prefer sleep outside, in the cold." She said try hard to unlock the door. "Or who knows if some good person might probably offer me...." And it gave chill on my spine when she talk like that, she is not going anywhere knowing how other man will look at her with lustful eyes. I won't let her.

"You won't go anywhere." I yanked her hand make her come forward. And she looks mad.

"Don't touch me." She shout and there I drop the bomb.

"The fuck you act disgusting even toward my touch when you did begging me to touch you more. How naïve. How you twist the plot make you always in the victim situation." I chuckled crossing my hand on my chest. "Yes, I know I fucked so many womans. I am a fuck boy, at least I am being honest to myself. And there you are."

"What do you mean?" she asked.

"I am not a new face when it comes to intimate thing. Your kiss and your reaction, its longing, but I can say that's not your first time. You are not virgin like everyone thought right?"

The look in her eyes full of horror and I smirked, I catch you.

"I was slept with random woman before I am with you, so please be understanding."

"Oh bullshit, you did that inside Yoongi's studio." She cut me off, damn, woman and with their memory about history.

"That's your fault."

"My fault?"

"Your fault. I have a need and you refuse to do that with me so what again?"

"So you mean you will stop banging around if I let you to touch me?" oh finally you understand the concept miss Manoban. I cursed.

"I'll only touching you."