" ashley so glad you can make it " esme said as she came over and hug me " yeah thank you for inviting me I wasn't so sure if I was allowed back " I said " nonsense I told you before your family " carlilse said "im having a girl " I said " I know we heard from jasper and my husband congratulations " esme said as she gave me a tight smile I felt eyes on me I turn around but felt arms around me picking me up and spin me around just once " hey em " I said as Emmett put me down " they are getting ready come on " Rosalie said as we all walk in the living room but I look behide me and see jasper " im alright I just need a minute " jasper said " I can feel everyone's bloodlust ontop of my own ash " jasper said " we can ditch " I said as I walk over to jasper. jasper chuckles " no you should be with your cousin " jasper said I outstreach my hand " if you need to step out its okay " I said looking up at jasper his golden eyes look so soft " ashley! " Alice said " stop flirting with jasper " Alice said I blush " I wasn't flirting " I said as I barely felt jasper grab my hand only for Alice to rip us apart and I was in the middle of the room next to bella " its a necklace Alice pick it out " Rosalie said as she gave bella her present I look over at jasper I was worried about him I hear bella hiss " ow papercut " bella said I instantly put her finger in my mouth I hear growling and hissing around us I grab ahold of bella just as I felt a hand push us and through the air I felt my body hit a wall I felt bellas knee dig in my stomach i tried to keep ahold of bella but she fell I put a hand on my stomach and head I hear a snarl I look over and see carlilse and Emmett holding back jasper but he wasnt focused on the blood he was focused on me his black eyes found mine " shhh shhhh its okay jazz " Alice said I hear a groan and I look down at bella I jump down " bells " I said " im okay " bella said as she sat up but her arm was bleeding " carlilse! " I said but carlilse was on the other side of her already working on her " ill see about jasper " I said as I look around and see edward standing there but no one else " they had to leave " edward said " well can you take me to him ? " I ask " hes dangerous right now " edward said I felt a pain in my stomach " you all are! He wasn't focused on the blood he was focused on me you know that mind reader! " I said " yet you came " edward said his black eyes stare into mine " edward " carlilse said " take her " carlilse said edward pick me up and ran with me I found us in the middle of the woods everyone was talking at once edward sat me down it was so dark I barely made out the cullens figures in the darkness I see jasper and Alice " you had to throw them! Ashley is pregnant! " Rosalie said " rose! " esme said I step up to jasper Alice gave me a smile and she walk away " jazz " I said " you okay ? " jasper ask as he touch my cheek I flinch from the cold of his hands " im okay bellas getting glass out of her arm " I said " and the baby ? " jasper ask as he touch my stomach with my permission " I felt a little pain but I'm sure the baby's fine " I said I felt everyone eyes on me now " we should get you look at " esme said " trust us it's better to do this now then later " jasper said " what about bella ? " I ask " edward will bring her home you can stay the night here after we go to the hospital " esme said " no I'd rather be at home " I said I look up at jasper " are you good to come with me ? " I ask " you want me ? " jasper ask " well yeah I need my empath " I said trying to make a joke Emmett laughs " thanks em " I said " your welcome little one " Emmett said

I held jaspers hand as esme was standing on the other side of me " everything looks fine " the doctor said " really ? " I ask as I look at the doctor " yes " the doctor said I look up at esme and jasper and could tell they thought differently the doctor got up and left to go get paperwork " you think im going to have a miscarriage? " I ask " no we don't think that " esme said " yes " jasper said  " jasper! " esme said " but who knows you might not the pain could have been just from the shock of edward pushing you " jasper growl I rub my thumb over his hand he stops growling " why couldn't you have been with me instead of by them ? " jasper ask I stared at jasper " I could have protected you and the baby " jasper said " jazz we're fine " I said as I look up at him I see esme by the door she was smiling at us I look back up at jasper " thank you for coming with " I said " your welcome darling " jasper said " esme can help you get dressed " jasper said as he quickly leaves i felt the absence of him as soon as he step away but I smile at esme and got dressed
I woke up to feel my back hurting I roll over and felt a ice cold body I look over and see jasper " good morning " jasper said " shit I have school! " I said as I sat up but felt a hand on my shoulder stoping me " carlilse already spoke to the rez " jasper said " Paul isn't going to be happy " I said as I lean back " who's Paul? " jasper ask I laugh " don't tell me your jealous I have another guy friend " I said " ash " jasper said his tone was serious " he's just a friend when bella left me Paul walk me home since I didn't get in his truck. " I said " well thats nice of him " jasper said " he's the only friend I have at school really. Jacob doesn't really talk to me besides when he wants to see Bella or ask about her " I said " your lonely " jasper stated I nod as I pick at my fingernails " you know if you wanted to come back to forks that would be alright too " jasper said I laugh " I have to go jazz " I said as I sat up jasper does too " take the truck " jasper said as he pulls out keys from his pocket " who's truck ? " I ask " mine " jasper said jasper raise an eyebrow " oh really now im attractive because I have a truck " jasper said I laugh " yup " I said
Jasper walk me through the house " where's everyone ? " I ask " hunting after last night they needed it " jasper said " what about you ? " I ask " ill hunt whenever you leave I didn't want to leave you and the baby " jasper said " you know your the only person that sounds happy your whole family does but makes it sound like I'm doing the right thing by keeping the baby and not screwing my future up " I said " they're just scared they wanted you to be on a different path that's all " jasper said " I know but they can see how much it means to me " I said jasper stops and pulls me into a hug I wrap my arms around him " thank you for believing in me " jasper said I smiled " of course jasper thank you for the truck I'll be careful with it " I said " your welcome darling " jasper said as we pull apart and walk in the garage I see Emmett silver jeep and a black truck jasper walks in front of me holding the door open as he threw my purse in the truck I didn't even notice he had my purse until then " thank you kindly sir " I said " your welcome my lady " jasper said we laugh as I got in jasper open the door I start the truck and back out I beep the horn as jasper waves as i smiled at him " thank you jasper I'll message you when I'm home " I said as I back up and drove down the road I turn on the radio it was  look after you by the fray
" It's always have and never hold
You've begun to feel like home yeah
What's mine is yours to leave or take
What's mine is yours to make your own " I sing softly as I stop at the end of the driveway and pull out heading home finally.
I see Paul on the porch as I pull up I shut the truck off as Paul stood up and starts to walk away " Paul " I said as I grab my purse I close the door " I need a minute ashley " Paul said " okay " I said as I lean on the hood of the truck and wait for Paul to stop shaking " you was with the cold ones " Paul said " yes bellas party " I said " you okay ? " Paul ask I nod " can we do this tomorrow im tired I had a long night " I said " absolutely ash " Paul said as he walk over to me and hug me I held onto him " your so warm " I said as I lean on him " how did you know about the cullens ? " I ask " honestly I'm a werewolf " Paul said " oh wow " I said as I still lean on Paul Paul rub my back I stilled as I felt the bump on my spine " that wasn't there before " Paul said " what did they do ? " Paul ask as he began to shake Paul steps back several steps " I need to go we'll talk later " Paul barely said before he turns into a grey wolf I stared at him " they aren't wolves they are shape-shifters but nice try " I thought I walk inside still shocked as I saw Paul shift into a wolf
I woke up to hear pounding on my door I groan as I felt my back hurt I open the door to see Jacob " is bella here ? " Jacob ask " no why " I ask " charlie can't find her " Jacob said I immediately turn around and grab my cell phone and purse " where could she have gone ? " I ask  " I don't know boyfriends but they aren't answering " Jacob said I look at my phone for the frist time I see no messages I call jasper as I grab his keys and head to the truck " ill meet you at bellas i have to stop at the cullens " I said " its no use the cullens are gone " Billy said I look over at Billy I got the voice-mail of jasper I sigh " jazz is bella with you guys ? Call me back we can't find her " I said as I got in the truck and started down the road

I put the truck in park I look at the house it was empty just as my phone rings I see it was jasper " where's bella ? " I ask not giving him anytime to speak " she went out in the woods with Edward. Edward left her ashley " jasper said " im at the house now and it's empty explain that " I said as I turn my back to the house and lean on the door of the truck " not everyone " jaspers voice said from behide me