" holy cow " I said as I stared at the cullens house I jump when I hear a car horn I look over my shoulder blushing and I see Emmett and jasper in the silver jeep Emmett laughing " Emmett! " esme said " sorry mom " Emmett said as they got out " hey ashley do you want to go up to my room and I can do your makeup and stuff ? " Alice ask as she walk over to me " im actually hungry " I said " okay no problem what do you want to eat ? " Alice ask " I don't know " I said as i blush " okay no problem what about a sandwich? " Alice ask as we walk inside and I look around in amazement " no way is this just a doctors pay " I thought " yeah " I said as we climb the steps " oh shit sorry I didn't even think about my shoes " I said as I stop i felt a brick wall hit me in the back causing me to fall forward but I felt a cold hand grab me steadying me " sorry you just stop " jasper said "fuck do you work out ? " I ask " no he doesn't but I do " Emmett said I roll my eyes at the boys and look at Alice " lunch meat sandwich coming up " esme said as she was in the kitchen " I love this kitchen I love how you can see outside " I said as I walk over to the windows and look outside " thank you " esme said

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" kids its carlilse ! " esme calls as I was sitting on the chair in front of Alice's mirror as Alice was curling my hair " coming mother ! " alice said " done ! " Alice said and then she grabs a mirror and shows my back of my head as she turns me around and I gasp " wow " I said as I blush " I look almost pretty as you guys " I said as I stood up " come on " Rosalie said she paused " edward and bella are here " Rosalie said " great " I said as I hear bellas voice now too. Rosalie and Alice both put a hand on my shoulder " she needs time " Alice said " I know " I said
" hey guys " I said as we walk in the living room " wow you look nice " bella said as she stared " thank you Alice got me " I joke " yeah you have to watch her " jasper said I look over at him blushing as our eyes met " carlilse " I said as I walk over to esme who had the phone on the table " hello ashley your tests came back " carlilse said I stared at the phone " what is it carlilse ? " esme ask as she wrap a arm around me I felt a pair of hands grab my hand I look up and see its Alice " everything came back positive you are in face pregnant " carlilse said I held a breath and just stared at the phone I felt myself grow pale " its alright ashley " I hear voices but I just stared at the phone " how am I going to raise the baby ? Do I tell corys family ? well yes I have to I mean I want them in the baby life . Oh God my own family bella and Charlie " I thought my eyes look up at bella who was sitting down next to edward she didn't look up at me " alright we will talk about it whenever you get home " esme said I stood up but felt my legs give out and I felt someone grab me before I fell and injured myself " ashley its okay we will do whatever we can you are bellas family meaning you are our family now too " esme said I look up at esme and grab hold of her cold hand and held tightly as I could " im scared " I said as I burst out in tears I felt the tightening of my chest " well thats what happens when you have sex you risk the possibility of a life into the world! you dumb bitch! But ill love the kid " I thought I felt a warm hand push me up and then sit behind me " its okay " bella said awkwardly I close my eyes feeling everyone's eyes on me " maybe we should give them some time " jasper said
" is everyone gone ? " I ask " yeah " bella said I open my eyes and sat up and lean on the other side of the couch " bells im so scared that I might not be able to I mean with my eating disorder and with me being on birth control for so long but im pregnant " I said " carlilse will know what to do " bella said " what if I loose the baby ? " I ask as I put a hand on my stomach " carlilse will know what to do i wouldn't worry about the baby to much just eat and drink and it will be okay " bella said " we have to tell Charlie and my dad " I said " just stand behide edward or jasper. he seems to be fond of you for whatever reason I thought Alice and him was together.. ill be back " bella said as she got up leaving me alone yet again I sink into the couch and put a arm on my stomach " im pregnant i mean I went to the hospital so its official " I mutter to myself
" hey girls " jasper said but he saw i was just here by myself " where's bella ? " jasper ask as he had a plate of sandwiches and drinks. " I dont know we was talking about telling my dad and Charlie and then she just got up and walk away..again " I said " may I sit ? " jasper ask as he points to down to my feet " yeah its your home " I said as I prepare for the coldness of his body to be near me " can I ask you something ? " jasper ask " yeah " I said as I grab a cup and took a drink and taste like orange juice " what are you so stressed about ? " jasper ask " well cory and I wasn't always the perfect couple we calm to be we had our troubles and we even took a break before everything but we was friends with beliefs " I said " oh " jasper said I nod " I have to call or go back and tell his family " I said " of course " jasper said " and my dad he didn't believe we was really at that stage and maybe we wasn't I dont know but now that doesn't even matter " I said " what about your mother ? " jasper ask " shes not in the picture anymore but I still talk to her I mean she's my mother..it's hard " I said we hear the door opening and closing " ashley ? Bells? " I hear uncle charlie ask I look over at jasper I could tell he saw my emotions in my eyes I grew pale and just wanted to hide but whenever jasper grab my hand it went away and I felt less stress, less panic I felt safe i flinch away from his touch he look hurt but didn't say anything we stared at one another " im sorry " I said as I look up and see uncle charlie with esme and bella " we will wait until carlilse gets here he should be here soon " esme said just as she said that " honey im home ! " carlilse said " up here darling " esme said i smile he walks in the room with a folder in his hands " ah I see everyone is here " carlilse said
" he doesnt know carlilse " bella said " know what ? " uncle charlie said I felt tears already sting my eyes I act like I yawn I felt a cold hand grab my foot I look up and saw golden eyes staring back with honey blond curly hair in their face. He taps my foot and I slightly nod telling him im fine " charlie ashley is pregnant " carlilse said I look down at my lap my hand start to shake was so nervous and a wreck. " ashley " uncle charlie said I felt tears stream down my face " im so sorry uncle charlie " i said uncle charlie grabs my hand tightly I flinch but look at uncle charlie " its okay you hear me its okay we are family anything you need we got it " uncle charlie said I fling myself off the couch and to uncle charlie who caught me and held me " its okay but if you are to continue to live with us we need to add on to the house " uncle charlie said as we pull away from eachother " or she could stay here " esme said we all turn to her " we have room and you guys can vist anytime " esme said " can we talk ? " carlisle ask clearly not feeling the same way " me and my brothers can build the add on if it's to uncomfortable " jasper said standing up " we have alot to talk about jasper " bella said " yes we do jasper was it " uncle charlie said " yes sir " jasper said as they stared at one another " are those sandwiches any good ? " bella ask " yeah they are okay " I said as bella picks one up " family meeting that includes the swans come on ! " carlilse calls " oh shit I might live in the mansion and bellas boyfriend um yeah no not going to live here I mean it's nice but no  " I thought

" vote for ashley to live here or we build a room for her at the swans " carlilse said