* a month later *

" how was school? " dad ask as he picks me up " great " I groan as I see Jacob black heading towards us " go please " I said " whats going on ? " dad ask but Jacob was knocking on the door i roll down my window " hey Jake " I said as I smile " you forgot your pen in history " Jacob said " oh um thanks " I said " have you talk to bells lately ? " Jacob ask I glare at Jacob " listen Jake shes with cullen leave it alone im sorry that she pick cullen but oh well... let's go " I said to dad and dad drove off soon we came to the house I grab my bookbag " your cousin is here " dad said as I hear the beast coming I sigh " it's okay " dad said as he walk in the house and I sat down on the porch and wait for bells she came pulling in and jump out of the truck bella sat down next to me " hey why haven't you made a doctors appointment with carlilse ? " bella ask  " been seeing the one on reservation everything's fine " I said " they miss you " bella said I look over at her " is that why you came down here ? " I ask " no I wanted us to go out for my birthday its coming up and I just thought you would like to get out of the house " bella said " yeah just us right ? " I ask " yes " bella said " yay " I said as I hug her bella froze before she hugs me back " you two ready to come in ? Ashley you have a appointment soon " dad ask " can I come ? " bella ask and we walk inside " why ? " I ask " ashley " dad warns " yeah I guess " I said as we ate some cheeseburgers and fries " ill drive her " bella said " its just down the road from the school " dad said bella nods and drives me down the road and stops " why won't you see them ? " bella ask " bells they are dangerous even if they don't mean to be I mean look at what happen to you. " I said " but I'm alive because of them " bella said " and cory isn't " I said " he was the love of my life and because of a vampire and werewolf we got hurt " I said " is it possible for werewolves to be real ? " bella ask I shrug and bella drives me to the hospital we walk in " im sorry ashley but because you were one minute later we are going to have to reschedule " the nurse said " can you guys just do it anyways ? " I ask " im sorry but you will have to make a call and reschedule im sorry its hospital rules " the nurse said I huff and look down at my stomach before I look at bella " when can I reschedule? " I ask " next week we have a opening " the nurse said " no she doesn't want that one she'll go to forks hospital " bella said " bells " I said " no I'll take it what time ? " I ask " ten on Tuesday " the nurse said " okay thank you " I said I felt bella stare but I ingored it we walk out of the hospital and we walk to her truck " carlilse is a doctor for God's sake he's been around blood he's use to it " bella said as we got into her truck " bells I've made up my mind and if you can't respect that then fuck off! " I said as I got out of the truck " ash get in the truck your pregnant " bella said " its not that long and ill be fine just get back to your blood sucking boyfriend " I said as I turn around and walk away bella drove off leaving me alone in the middle of the parking lot " FUCKING BITCH! " I scream and start to walk home I didn't get far when I hear whistling I look at who it was and saw it was Paul a hot headed boy that goes to my school " hey baby mama where are you going ? " Paul ask I ingore him and walk in front of his truck and walk down the road " just asking because pregnant woman shouldn't be on their feet " Paul said I stop and look over at him " im fine not far just another block and I'm home thanks " I said as I look ahead and back at Paul " and I'm not that far along " I said " let me walk with you " Paul said as he gets out of the truck and starts to walk over to me I look up at him " you don't have to I'm fine " I said " I know but your pregnant " Paul said I stared up at him his brown eyes staring back at me I look away and nod Paul grins and walk me home " thanks Paul " I said Paul smiles and stays until I get inside and I watch him go back down the road until I couldn't see him anymore " was that Paul ? " dad ask " yeah " I said " hes bad news and you don't need to be looking at boys. Boys is what got you here in the frist place. " dad said " dad bella left me we had a fight and she left her pregnant cousin in the parking lot ! " I said " she did what now ? " dad ask " we had a disagreement and I got out of the truck. I told her to go back to her boyfriend and she takes off  she put dick before family " I said " you did the samething ashley " dad said " not the point " I said blushing " calm down you are at home what do you want for dinner ? " dad ask " fish and chips " I said " fine by me " dad said and went in the kitchen I sat down in the living room " hey dad ill be back im just going to go over to bellas and apologize " I said " just be careful ash " dad said " always. ill be home for dinner " I said I got in the jeep and drove to forks I thought about going to uncle charlies but knew better and decided on going to the hospital to talk to carilise

" hi I need to see Dr Cullen " I said " you just missed him " the nurse said " alright thanks " I said I felt disappointed " ashley ? " dr cullen ask as he came through the door " dr cullen " I said as I smile up at him " I forgot paperwork do you want to walk with me ? " dr cullen ask " yes please " I said and we start to walk away from the desk " what brings you here ? " dr cullen ask " I was going to see my baby today but I had a fight with bella and well bella made me late I think she did it on purpose so fuck you bells " I said " I can have a nurse do it off the record " dr cullen said " really?! " I ask as I look up at him " yes " dr cullen said " thank you dr cullen " I said dr cullen opens the door and told me to have a seat while I was waiting on him. " maybe they aren't to bad but they still hurt bells...and cory " I thought I stood up and was heading to down the hall when dr cullen walk down the hall " im sorry to waste your time doctor cullen ill be leaving and you won't have to worry about us " I said " ashley its fine honestly " dr cullen said I ingored him and look down the hall to the doors " ashley " Dr Cullen said I huff and look up at him dr cullen steps up and put a hand on my shoulder " I'd like to keep in touch with my patients especially family " dr cullen said " im not bellas family we haven't spoken in years and now shes just obsessed with your family its kind of not kind of it is unhealthy " I said " the kids miss you " dr cullen said " I don't know what to tell them or you or bella " I said as we walk down the hallway and did the tests " I know you guys are dangerous bella got hurt, albert got killed. " I mutter so softly that I didn't even hear myself speak. " I can assure you we've lived peacefully until bella came into the picture now I can't say it's because of bella but she's a danger magnet " de chllen said " you think " I said looking up at dr cullen and we stop at a room and did the tests

" I can take you out to dinner if you'd like " dr cullen said as we walk out together of the hospital " oh no its fine i have the jeep " I said " how's school ? " dr cullen ask " its okay im the baby mama in the class or at least thats what Paul calls me just the usual teenager judgement from the classmates to the teachers " I said " are they treating you alright ? " dr cullen ask I look up at him at his golden eyes " yes they haven't done anything besides staring " I said " good " dr cullen said thats when we see a car pull up and see jasper " I can take you to your uncles house or to the treaty line but I can't go over the line " jasper said I look up at dr cullen " no thanks jazz but im fine I have the jeep " I said as I wave at them " ill call you when I have news " dr cullen said " thank you for doing that I couldn't wait stupid bells " I said as I grew slightly annoyed at my cousin. " thank you nice to see you two " I said as I walk over to the jeep I see Emmett leaning on the hood " em " I said " we miss you " jasper said behide me " you know pushing yourselves onto me will push you guys away further I just need time respect that or fuck off like I told bella.. my boyfriend was killed by your kind ! " I hissed the last part " I have to go " I said as I unlock the door jasper open the door I stood there " thanks jazz " I said " your welcome " jasper said in a Southern accent I roll my eyes at the vampire I got in and jasper close my door as I put my purse behide my seat and start the jeep I look up at Emmett who winks and was gone I look over and see jasper I roll down my window and I outstretched my hand to him he grabs it " I do miss you guys too in the short amount of time I did like you guys but now everything is fucked up just give me time " I said as I squeeze his hand before letting it go and back out of the hospital parking lot and drove down the road to home

I woke up to it being September fifth I groan and roll back over I hear a knock at the door " go away " I thought I hear the door opening and that got my attention I jump up and grab my thin pipe from the bedside " who's down there ? " I call " Paul " Paul said " damn it Paul what the hell are you doing here ? " I ask " your late to school " Paul said " fuck " I yell and walk back into my room slaming it shut I open the door again " don't steal anything ! I'll be ready in five minutes " I said