I set a clock on my phone and wait I see movement from outside the window and I see its the cullens throwing a football back and forth I step away " if it comes back positive what will happen ? " I thought " will bella and Charlie still take me in or would they kick me out ? " I thought as I wrap a arm around my stomach " wait dont think like that we will get there just wait It could be nothing " I thought I hear a knock on the door " ash ? " bella's voice call out I ingored her " its not her problem not saying the kid will be a problem " I thought " ashley ? Its alright just tell us " edwards mother said I open the door " in two minutes we'll know " I said the timer beeps " I can't look " I said bella and esme walk inside the bathroom while I was pacing " it's positive " bella said " both ? " I ask as I look at her " esme " bella said looking at edwards mother " ill take another just to make sure ? " I said as I start in the bathroom but esme grabs me and holds me " bella dear show me her room " esme said as she picks me up I cried into her cold skin " what is it with the cullens being cold ? " I thought I hear the cullens kids enter the house laughing just as esme enters my room esme lays me down " ill call my husband and we can talk to your uncle you are already home schooling " esme said " I need cory ! " I said " I know sweetie " esme said as she sat down beside me and held me I close my eyes and cried " mum ? " I hear jasper ask " not now son " esme said " what if uncle charlie kicks me out ? " I ask " ash he won't he loves you " bella said " and if he wants to kill my kid ? " I ask they all went silent " I want to have the baby because its the only thing left of cory I have " I said " mum ? " jasper ask we all turn and look at jasper " what ?! " esme ask " chef swan is home " jasper said I paled " did you get rid of the tests? " I ask the girls look at me and I jump up and ran pushing jasper " sorry jazz " I said as I ran and I saw uncle charlie look at the cars in the yard I ran upstairs and look around the bathroom but I didnt see them thats when I saw Edward coming out of bellas room he lifts his hand out of his pocket and I see the tests and wrappers " thank you " I said as I walk back down stairs just as charlie was by the stairs " hey ash " charlie said I nod and walk down the hall to my room where bella and esme was at " you should tell him " bella said " give her time " esme said as she squeeze me i lean on her " oh sorry girls didn't know " uncle charlie said " charlie ash has something to tell you " esme said I glare at her the girls leave me and I look out the window and see the cullens are back to outside playing football in the yard " I threw up this morning and bella thinks I'm pregnant " I said uncle charlie turn red then pale " did you go get the tests? " uncle charlie ask " the cullens did " I said " great so the cullens know well what was it ? " uncle charlie said I felt tears stream down my face I nod uncle charlie shakes his head and leans down on the wall clearly shocked uncle charlie sighs and sat down next to me hug me I hug him " someone is going to have to tell your old man " uncle charlie said " im assuming you want the baby ? " uncle charlie ask I nod as we pull away from each other as uncle charlie rubs my back " I do " I said I see bella poke her head in " you guys okay ? " bella ask " yeah bells just ash and I have alot to figure out since this house has two bedrooms and her own room is just a sunroom and her schooling " uncle charlie said uncle charlie walk out of the room I put my face in my hands I hear tapping on the glass I look up and see Emmett and jasper they had their thumbs up I flip them off and smile at them they laugh I see Rosalie smirk as her and alice was talking they look over at me I lay down on the bed letting air out of my lungs " dads okay " bella said " for now until he changes his mind " I said

" ashley come on lets go see my husband " esme said I look up after drinking a half of glass of water i look up at uncle charlie " yeah go " uncle charlie said I nod and grab my purse grabbing my jacket I stop and hug uncle charlie " im going to " bella said I pull away from uncle Charlie we got into a sliver jeep and took off of the hospital
" ashley for my husband " esme said to the lady behind the desk " hes in his office waiting " the lady said " come on girls " esme said I grab onto bellas hand nervous. " hi Dr Cullen thanks for seeing me " I said " hi honey " esme said " thank you for bringing her " dr cullen said " ill just wait in the waiting room " bella said " thanks bells " I said I was kind of upset that she's leaving me alone with these two strangers but whatever we aren't close. " your welcome ms swan now we are going to do blood work and take your urine " dr cullen said " alright which one frist ? " I ask " bloodwork just follow me and then we will get your urine " dr cullen said I nod " its alright ashley " Dr Cullen said I nod and I follow dr cullen to the labs sat down the nurse got the needles and wipes out " do you want to be pregnant? " the nurse ask " I just lost my other half so I don't know honestly " I said " yes or no " the nurse said " Jackie " dr cullen warns " its okay. yes " I said as Jackie clean the spot and sticks the needle in " well i hope you get the results you want " Jackie said " thank you " I said " you feeling okay ? " Jackie ask as she untie the rubber band i got up and felt lighthead but I look up at dr cullen and nod " yeah thank you have a good day " I said as I smile " you too honey " Jackie said dr cullen holds the cup i grab the cup " ill show you the restroom " dr cullen said " how long ? " I ask " a couple of hours you can go home or go home with my wife and you guys can start on school to keep your mind off things " dr cullen said as I saw the restroom " thanks can I go home with esme I don't think I can face my family I mean everyone is judging me in my family and I haven't even told dad " I said " its will work out ashley ill tell esme just leave the cup in there its already marked " dr cullen said " thank you " I said as I close the door and did my business I screw on the cap and wash my hands I look at myself in the mirror " what if I am pregnant ? But the doctors should have caught that when I was attacked? " I thought I hear a knock at the door " ashley " bella said I felt tears stream down my face " fuck off! " I thought I take deep breath in and out and unlock the door and open the door to see bella and edward " im going to take her home and ill see you at the house " edward said " can't you like not leave me I need you bells " I thought " okay " I said " im sorry but I'll be there later if it helps I just need to talk to dad " bella said " alright " I said as I look down at my feet " is everything okay ? " esme ask " yeah just saying ill see ash later I have to talk to dad " bella said I felt a cold arm wrap around me and I look over at esme " come on lets go home " esme said I smile and nod " what if they don't want me at the house anymore ? What if bella is jealous or hates me ? What if she makes rumors now ? " I thought