Jean P.O.V

Its been over a year since marco has died to those dreadied titans. I just wonder in my bed for hours thinking what wouldve happen if I was there to save him. What if he didnt die? What if he was still alive? All this what if's keep damaging my heart.

There is one thing I know. I will survive for both of us. I know that marco might be died but he will never be dead in my heart. Maybe he is watching me from the sky seeing what I do that is right or wrong.

I know he will want me to survive and keep fighting. He will always be watching me and he will always be with me. Im the only one now without someone in the group.

I know Marco would want me to move on and be happy. I will never be happy with anyone else. I will always love him and never stop. Everytime I close my eyes I see his smile and those freckles on his face.

I will always remember him, I will fight until the end. Ill become the leader he always wanted me to be when we talked. He says I was leader material and he was right. I am Im Jean Kirstein leader of a squad. A leader that once loved and never will again.

One of these days...I will die and I wont be sad...Ill be happy to be dead because I will finally be with Marco. Until the day comes I will fight and I always will know.....Marco you are my angel who always watching me.