I woke up covered in sweat, I got out my phone. I put on the instrumental version then I started singing spring day. I stood on the floor. I miss you mom, dad & oppa.

I got to Suga's part, I smiled. I miss you, my tears slowly going down my cheeks. I stood up and twirl around in the dark, I did a plie a little too much and my ribs gave in.

I sucked in a quick breath, holding my side, as fell to my knees. I hit my shoulder, at the end of the couch. I bit my scream back, biting back As I bit down on the inside of the cheek.

Tasting blood, V if that's you I'm going to very pissed. I stood up with the little energy I had, my body swaying. Ren, why were dancing? I was ridding myself of the nightmares. Come, I'll fix the bandages in my room.

Thanks hobi, that means a lot. Can we stop by the bathroom, I need to spit out the blood in my mouth. Yeah, let's go little one. You sound like a girly lizard. Mine I woke you. I was getting up to get a snack, I skipped dinner. Hobi its been since 7 am since I ate last.

Wait here, I'll make us noodles, he sat me on the bed. I'm so glad they don't share rooms, I'd have to explain why I'm all bloody. That would be hell, wait I grab my phone and ask hobi to bring me my backpack. Alright, can you open the door?

I opened the door, I grabbed my backpack. I took my shirt off, shut up hobi. I opened my first-aid kit, looking for the blue vials. Alexa, make a note to thank Taeyang Oppa for my healing vials. Healing vials? I helped

Taeyang Oppa, make it. It will only heal my shoulder but my ribs are another story. I bit off the rubber stopper, I spit it in the trash. I drank half its contents, yum pineapple. I laid back, hobi pour the rest on the wound. I hovered over her when someone slammed my door open.

I scrambled back, it's not what it looks like I swear, in walks Jin, RM, Jimin & V. Someone better fucking explain the blood on the couch, and you hover over like a perv. Shut the fuck up and close the damn door.

Jimin closed the door, now talk. I got it hobi, I got cornered by JYP Mafia Underdogs. I wasn't too lucky this time, I removed my hand showing them my ribs.

Don't tell Suga, give me the red vial hobi, I need you to cut the sutures and pour this over it. You will not breathe this to anyone, this one I made.

What is it, Ren? It's a bruise modifier, it makes me look like it has a bruise. Why in the fuck would you need that? When I'm on a mission and never the fuck you mind.

I want you to put me under the table in the living room, V I want you to act like a dumbass and scare me. I swear if Suga finds out this was planned, I'll cut your balls off and wear as earrings.

[they put her under the table, then ran to their rooms well except V]

I heard laughing, the lights turn on and I see a laughing V on the couch. I was hiding under the table, I was shaking. I cried, Ren you okay sweetie. I pouted, he did that on purpose.

Yesterday he scared me when he fell and I actually thought he was hurt. I wanna go home, I don't want to stay here anymore. I want my mom & dad and Oppa back. I can't stay here, I can't. Serenity, someone said my name I looked up I see Suga with his hand out.

I grabbed his hand and he pulled me into a hug, Oppa I'm scared. Come on let's go to my room, you need a bed. Shut up hyung, she doesn't need so many eyes on her. V, we need to talk later.

Yes hyung, Hyung I didn't know I'd freaked her out that much. Don't worry V, just ease her into your world. V, I'm sorry its just the things you've been doing is something my twin brother did. Miahne Noona I forgot. Pretending to fall and scaring me, it's just a little too much.

I'm sorry tomorrow I'm going back home. I saw all the boys look at me then give each other looks. Come on Serenity, I'll give you some sleep meds. He led me to his room. I smiled when I remembered yesterday.

Dont think I didn't see you, cheeky girl. Jhope told you? I nod slowly. He moved things around, he pulled the covers back. I climbed onto his bed, I tell him I don't mean to be a perv but I like the way you smell. (omg hardcore fangirling)

You smell like mint and a manly spice. I glanced at her, it was cute the way she said described my smell. I grabbed a water bottle and one pill, alright Serenity time for bed.

I'll see you in a few, You can go to my studio later and play my piano if you get at least a few hours of no nightmare sleep. Deal?!

I nodded my head, yes Oppa I'll try. Oppa, even tho you annoy me I have a crush on you as well. Why do BTS members look so perfect, makes me jealous?

I looked at her, we've had to fix you. You shouldn't have any burdens on your shoulders. I comb her hair back with my fingers, she's like the perfect girl I've laid my eyes on.

I walked out of the room, I met my brothers in the living room. I let out a big sigh, don't lie to me why does she smell like blood? Suga if only your mom knew you had a girl in your bed.

Don't change the fucking subject! Hyung, you two look so cute together. She's so perfect and I'm just a boy from Daegu, I'm me. She just told me she has a crush on me, well she has a crush on me as well as pouty over there.

I see Jimin look up, me? Why me? I still haven't figured out why she has a crush on me. Kookie, do you like Noona? I plead the fifth. No reason, what about you RM & Jhope.

Sister, they both say. Jimin, I like her but she reminds me of someone. I see Hyung, RM, Jhope, and V all throw something at him. Shit, uhh my bad.

I text Oppa B, it was a mistake coming here. I'm going back, I don't belong here.

Rennie, hunny you can't go back. They are looking for you, we're going to make some major changes to your look and wardrobe. No more baggy clothes. What about Suga?

It's not like he loves me Oppa B, it would be different if he loved me. I still wish to leave this world. You can't stop me from wearing baggy clothes Oppa.
You better kill me first or better yet, try to catch me.

I ran downstairs, I put on my sneakers grab my shit then ran.
I'm at the door, Its been fun but there is no way in hell am I wearing a dress or a skirt. See ya.

Shit kookie grab her Jin yelled out. No, I don't want to. This is kidnapping, no Rennie this is for your own good and safety.

I guess whatever the fuck ever, ugh I hate my life. Serenity why aren't you sleeping, I have a fear of taking pills. I've always been like this since my twin brother tried committing suicide at 15.

I know I'm not like him, but it hurts to know I wasn't there to save him. I was sent abroad already on our 16th birthday. V reminds me of him so much. I'm sorry you have to babysit me If I only I was stronger but I'm not.

Serenity, where's the girl I met the other day? When she stomped on my foot and hit me in the stomach. Where's the girl who almost kicked my head off yesterday? Where's the girl who knocked out 4 of my bodyguards?

I.. Whoa, fine but I get to preapprove the outfits, I'm no slut. I'll show off my body when I have a need to. Ugh, I gotta dye my hair, I pout. Isn't it dyed now? No, I say it's my natural hair color.

Fine, Oppa B said he'll be here in 10 minutes with clothes. He said you have to help judge them, I'm going to miss my baggy clothes. I pout some more, I remembered what I promised V.

I dig in my bag, here I promised you yesterday about giving you something Gucci. They were my twin brothers, I want you to have them. I've seen your collection and I asked Oppa B, he verified that you do not have these:

Gucci 4265S NIPOJ Gold Ruthenium / Grey Rose Gold Sunglasses.

I looked at the others, I promised V something Gucci. If and only if he promised not to run in traffic after he promised even tho I did bribe him he listened to that part well.

Wait these are 2017 brand, Ne, out of habit I buy my brother something every year on our birthday. Its been 8 years, this looks, speaks and acts like him as I point to V.

I let out a sigh, please excuse me, I need the restroom and I need to shower. I grabbed my backpack, I'm coming out in a sports bra and my leggings.

I'm telling you now because I'm going to be changing clothes a lot. Noona, how come you were dancing when you said you don't dance. Sorry Kookie, I can't hear you the shower is calling me.

No worries Kookie, we'll break her out of her shell. Hopefully, we can have some more fun around here. Don't give me that look hyung, now I'm curious about that song from final fantasy!

Meanwhile, on the bathroom, Ren continues to talk to herself.
Shit, how are you going to get out of this one Ren? I have no idea? I wash my body and hair, I don't shave I use wax strips.

I was what I need to, my lip is better and my ribs are still purple. Ren, what the fuck is wrong with you? Ugh, why did I tell Suga I have a crush on him and Jimin. Oh god please help me. Oppa, please help me not make a fool out of myself.

I got out and put this on:

I towel dry my hair as I walk to the living room, Noona, can you go put on some clothes? No, I say have to have something easy to take on and off. Why?

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