I disappeared into the night, I placed the pieces in my bag. I touched the place, where his hand grabbed me. It was still warm, come on Ren snap out of it. It's not like your gonna see him again.

I found a nice and safe hostel, I paid for the month and extra just to keep what little I have safe. I showered and changed my undergarments, I slept in my tank top and boxers.

I need to find a job, all the money I have will only last me a few months (another lie). In the morning, I'll go shop for clothes. I just hope I don't run to any other problems here, I sigh as I look out the window.

"Mom, Dad, Oppa I miss you guys so much."

That was the last thought I had before I fell into a fitful sleep, I woke to sweat. Fuck I had another one, I hated it when I woke up like that.

I sighed because I knew I wouldn't be getting any more sleep, I put on my hoodie washed my face and brushed my teeth. Alright so let me tell you about myself, sorry I get sidetracked easily.

My name is Serenity Kim I am 24 yrs old about to turn 25. I am Korean born and raised in Map-gu. But at 16 my parents shipped me to the states, "So I can broaden my horizons!" they said. I knew it wasn't that, my parents were hard workers the same as my Oppa.

Anyways my parents ended up being in debt to some people, it was a few days after I came back to find them all dead. Mother fuckers even left a note, they quoted a fucking movie.

"It's the price you pay for the life you've chosen!"

I wanted revenge but what could I do? Nothing at all, so here I am in Seoul looking to find myself. I have no family or friends, here or anywhere else. I grabbed my ukelele, closing and locking my door.

I waved to the lady, I didn't trust her but I had nowhere else to go. It's going to be a very long day, I made my way to a snack cart. Oooh fish cakes, I grabbed a few paid and went on my way.

I finished breakfast, I saw a few stores. I grabbed a few hoodies and basketball shorts and a pair of sneakers. Satisfied, I headed back to the hostel.

I knew something was going to happen, my things were scattered all of my room. I grabbed my stuff, I glared at the lady as I came up to her. She said it wasn't her when I looked down to her neck she was wearing my necklace that Oppa have me for my birthday.

I smirked when I reached up and said "Bitch your lying, I hate liars." I ripped the necklace off her neck then I popped her in the jaw. I took back my money then I walked out.

I had another chain, it had to be silver I hate gold. He made this necklace it was a present from Oppa last year for my birthday. It was a clear orb with blue and purple butterflies with his name and my name on the outer wings.

"I hid in the shadows as I watched. Why the fuck am I babysitting her, it because I broke her guitar not just any guitar. You probably won't believe me but, I have a side job. This is the same guitar I made back in March when a family from Map-gu ordered 2 one of the kind guitars to gift to their daughter."

Apparently from what they told me is that they sent her away for 2 reasons one reason being the mafia a.k.a JYP wanted her and the second reason was she was a dancer with a dream.

"I called him, sir its about the girl from last night, the hostel she was staying at. The old lady stole her things, but boss she's fine now. She's sitting by the company on some stairs crying."

The manager wants to see her. "Bring her in, not harshly either or I'll have the maknae fuck you up."

"Yes, sir."

I wiped my eyes, I was crying. I didn't care who saw me, I sat near some stairs. I put my head down, I felt a tap on my left shoulder. "Please don't bother me, I'm having a hard day as it is." When I looked up it was the bodyguard from last night. My eyes went hard and turned to slits, "Ugh it's your ass again. What not satisfied with breaking my guitar? Want to smash my ukelele now?"

"Or did you come here cos your boys aren't conscious yet?" He and his partner bowed and apologized. "Whatever, I'm out to cause some trouble! Stop watching me, if I didn't know any better I'd say you're a pervert."

Shit, how did she know? I made sure to keep a safe distance.

I stood up gathering my ukelele & backpack. Before I took a single step.

"Miss our boss would like to talk to you."

"Wtf! Why?"

I see them grab my things from my hands, I ask them "I don't have a choice do I?" They shook their heads no. "Miss, it's best you follow us." I glared at the asshole, "What's your name? I'd rather call you by your name. Unless you like me calling you asshole from now on."

"Miss my name is Sehun and this Erik."

They led me to a car they asked if there was any way that they could repay me for the guitar they broke. I told them no, its irreplaceable. I put my headphones on, I started to sing. We got out going into a building that said BigHit as we walked up some stairs, I started singing the song again.

"Miss your a very good singer, if you become an idol today. It would be my debt to be your bodyguard forever. That wonderful instrument that I broke, was special to you and I would like to give you my services."

"Ne, we'll see. Wait!! Did you say, Idol?" He ignored me and continued on. I bowed when they bowed, they looked like important people. They led me to a door, they knocked took my stuff in then they disappeared.

"Come in, close the door."

I see my broken guitar on the man's desk. He swivels his chair around, his eyebrows went up and his eyeballs almost popped out of his head. It was like he was shocked to see me or something. "Sit down please, okay I don't usually do this, but would you like to be an idol?"

I laugh, "Me an idol", Shit Sehun wasn't kidding I mumbled. "I'm sorry sir but I think you have the wrong person. Can I ask you why you gave me that look when I came in?"

"Well, you look like someone's little sister, Do you by any chance know or are related to Kim Dae-Hyun?"

When I heard my Oppa's name, tears started to run down my cheeks slowly.

"I'm sorry sir, but my Oppa is dead. Why? Do you know my brother?"

I tilted my head to the right. My tongue in my cheek, He looked at me shocked, I showed him the article about them found at home. I was at audition back home, when I found them. He handed me tissues, he buzzed his secretary to bring in drinks and snacks.

There was a knock, "Manager I.. Oh sorry I didn't mean. Noona is that you?"

I turned to see that man from last night with the bunny smile. "Ne, wait how do you know I'm older than you?"

"Well, Hyung found your I.D, last night when the bartender carded you. Miahne, I looked at it Noona. Oh here are the snacks & drinks. I'll gotta go back to practice, I gotta tell hyung yours here."

Just from his voice, "Sir that was the Maknae right from BTS?" He's adorable, I smiled. "Ren, do you not remember me?" He took out a phone and showed me a picture of me, my Oppa and him.

That was before I left to study abroad, "Oppa B? Is it really you?" He nodded, I hopped over the table, "Oh Oppa B I missed you so much. Did Oppa ever give you my letters? So that's why I'm here!!!"

"The promise you gave to Oppa to turn me into an Idol, I don't know Oppa. I only sing and write songs, I refuse to dance. Wait?! Can I meet the Monster of Destruction and The Mother of BTS? Please Oppa B?" I pout and do Aeygo!

He sighed sure, I need to make up for the last 8 years. So will you think about it? I need to get a real job Oppa, I can't think about being an Idol right now. Wait did they record me yesterday? The one with the sleepy face and the Maknae?

Ne, you should sing more Ren. Can you only sing in English? He asked. No, I sing in 4 languages: English, Korean, Japanese & Mandarin. I speak 6 languages. Are you Army Ren? No, the Only group right now I like is Blackpink, I even pretend to rap, I laugh a little.

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