Everything was white

So white

Like staying indoors all they then walking outside when there is snow everywhere and have the sun shine all over the snow

Burned my eyes

I was so confused

I didn't know what happened

Why was I here

Where was the boy

I hadn't seen him in weeks

I missed him

I last saw him in the hallway

Where was Raina

I wanted to speak with her

I had so many questions

Then a lady wearing a white dress came in

Why white

I looked down

I was too wearing white

No!

No more white

Please

It's making me go crazy

"Oh sweetie it's going to be okay,"

She said in a sickly sweet voice

"No it's not,"

I said strongly

"It's alright,"

She said

"NO!"

I screamed

I couldn't take it anymore

I was insane

I liked it

No

More like loved it

I felt invincible

Like no one could ever make my light dim

"We didn't know you loved him, we never would have killed him if we knew,"

She said with a smile

She softly touched my face

I hated to touch anyone

Or vice versa

"Get off me,"

I snapped at her

The swatted away her hand

"Oh sweetie, Nico is dead,"

She said

No

He couldn't be

Never

Then all I could do was cry

Because then it all came flooding back