alazia (n)
the fear that you are no longer able to change

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heavenly bodies,
you crossing my path is rarer than midnight astro showers.
how you forced open my third eye with forehead kisses.
coaxing a deeper meaning to rise from my inside.
you banished my alazia, showing me exactly how divine I could be.
your scent like a musk, seducing knowledge.
drinking hungrily from your fountain of light.
this crossing of orbits awakened me.
and you,
you had the pleasure of watching me come alive.