Hey guys I haven't been on a lot lately and now that I did I feel like a lot of you are leaving. Please don't I know how hard it is I just got yelled at from my mom and I don't know what I did but I just let her yell at me and I got Introuble but I have no idea what's going on, my dad got mad at me too because of my grades yesterday and my mom lied to him saying I had terrible grades and I do nothing at home and while I was cleaning he went to my room and started to yell at me saying that I'm a good for nothing that I don't do crap and because of that I'm not going college and he told me keep doing that shit and if I see you didn't do anything when I get home from work ima hit you until I get tired. I didn't do anything I just stood there and listened I didn't know what I did but I just said OK and I won't do it again. Then at school I play sports and last year when I broke up with my ex boyfriend my so called friend started spreading rumors about me and I didn't have any friends and I got kicked out of the basketball team and track and field. I just ignored everything and just said OK and I didn't tell my mom. The other day I came home and started to cry and I told my mom everything about I just wanted to to die

She looked at me and I thought she actually cared I started to go to a therapist and then she stopped taking me saying I was a attention whore and that she doesn't want to see me crying for stupid shit. I just stayed quiet and nodded saying OK

I'm still here and if you want to talk I'm here and I'll listen cos I know how much it hurts just please don't leave