Question (?) from @SnivyGreen22: THATS NOT TRUE! Your friends died so you can live! You have to enjoy the second chance! You have made mistakes....but that's something we all have done, and we all learn from them.I have seen people make horrible mistakes and that they don't deserve redemption, but they are able to overcome their self-hatred and redeem themselves. It's never too late to change.
Please, if you can't live for yourself...live on for the sake of those who care about you! I know that life is hard right now... but if you overcome all the challenges.. you'll be a better and happier person than you ever were before! You have been given a second chance and I don't want you to waste it! I know that deep down, even if it's a small glimmer of light, all the ghosts are rooting for you! I will be there to support you...No matter what! It's never too late to change, and I still believe you can even if you think you can't! You got this second chance because you deserved it! So please...don't give up just yet!

(According to the doctors, he hasn't tried hurting himself at all.)

Designated ask spot!