So.....after a long time, I am done with Rogue. I told him to leave me alone, and that he needs to go back to Sabertooth and I will stay at Fairy Tail. I told him to stay away from me. I also threw him in a trashcan because he gave me a "present".....BUT I WAS ALLERGIC TO IT!!!!!!! He should have know that. Also, Gajeel said I was a brat, and that he hated me...that absolutely crushed me...He......He hates me....the person I loved most, the person I looked up to, the person I thought was a hero......hates me...I can't take it, his words echo through my head every five seconds. I don't know what else to do to make him be there again.....I will do anything, just to hear his voice, even if he were to yell at me, to hurt me, even if he killed me....as long has I heard him again, that would be enough for me...I miss him so much, he said I was strong, so I want to prove I am...but I am just not strong enough this time...

Even if he says he hates me, he is still my hero, he is the only person I truly care about, and he is my big brother. He makes me want to be stronger, and I have gotten stronger. I can use every element in my attacks, and been training in my demon mode. I just want he to be proud of me, but that is hard when he hates me so much. He is the best brother ever, but because he hates me, am I a bad sister? Am I a bad person? Am I truly alone? All I have ever wanted.....was to know I was good enough. 

Because of this all.....I am leaving Fairy Tail. I am going to get stronger, and when I do, maybe you will see me again^^ Even if I don't come back to Fairy Tail.....*smiles and raises hand to show a sign* I will always be looking you way......Gajeel, though you hate me, I care about you so much, so much that I wouldn't mind if you hurt me. I will always be looking your way, Gajeel.

-Gajeel_Redfox-