A friend on kik again asked what's my personality.
Well let's get to it shall we?
I am out going, caring, loving, and seemed 'happy' all the time. I am extroverted in public and energetic. But I'm actually in all reality, I'm depressed and can be introvert at times. I wear a mask. Specifically the happy mask. I hide all the pain and sad emotion beneath the skin. I act all goofy to cheer up my friends and anyone who I find dear. They should be distracted from their pain and not my own. Also to my personality, I hate to say it but I have self hate and hate everything about myself and see nothing good. Not by appearance or anything specific about myself. I find fault with myself every time I look in the mirror and find all my problems. As you should tell, I'm insecure, I like to hide from everything and I'm actual scared of mostly anything and feel I must be protected by someone. I am not strong by any means not emotionally or physically. I don't understand why people like me or how people can stand to be around me. I am talkative and I'm surprised I'm not alone by myself.