Dear Little Shit,

I hope you know I avoided the phrase "I miss you, too" for a reason.

I hope you know your mumbled "I'm sorry" for putting me in therapy doesn't cut it.

I hope you know that you asking if I'm still sick or not doesn't make me believe you.

I hope you know that you ruined my life.

I hope you know you're the reason I have anxiety.

I hope you know I'm afraid of loud noises

And I'm afraid of people wrestling near me

And I'm afraid of people getting too close to me.

I hope you know that's all your fault.

I hope you know.

I hope you know I can't sleep because of you.

I hope you know I'm afraid to be home alone because of you.

I hope you know you're the reason I hardly leave my room.

I hope you know you broke me.

I hope you know that you "learning coping skills" isn't going to give me back the last ten years of my life.

I hope you know that I have to hold back tears sometimes because it hits me how much you've broken me.

I hope you know you're the reason I know hate.

I hope you know and I hope it hurts.

- Le Admin Nickel

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