I'll admit, I have a pride problem that won't let me accept help from others, Sometimes I don't get any sleep even when I need it. I drink coffee and do my best to stay awake and sometimes it fails. I have been offered less work but I don't accept it because it makes me feel dumb and weak. I don't let my problems show because others come before me always. I can't let people see the person helping them can't even solve his own problems. I have a test tomorrow I'm probably going to fail. I'm not smart enough for the kids at my school. I'm not smart enough for myself. I promise I'm going to do something but then I don't even do it.

Sleep Deprivation is a serious issue I have pushed myself into.

One night when trying to fall asleep a high pitch noise emitted in my head until I cried up wanting it to stop.

A few nights when desperately trying to stay awake I can feel my body not listen to me, I'm trapped and unable to do anything. The feeling is horrifying as my body won't respond.

I have had few nights where my nightmares consist of me being stuck in my dream unable to wake up no matter how often I try.

I'm going serve detention at school for sleeping and did I mention at the school I'm famous for sleeping. A teacher thinks I'm a slacker and offered to give my seat to someone who actually deserves it. I can't seem to stay focused until the last minute.

What's wrong with me?