I know that my friends play around with me but their words still hurt! I try to ignore what they say and fake a smile but they never see that or ask if I'm really fine. I've been feeling like I don't belong with them or anyone. I know that I say that words don't hurt me but I lied! I don't want anyone to think that I'm weak or that I need protection! I DONT NEED HELP! I just want people to think about how I feel as well instead of how they think I feel! I think that only one of my bff's is a true friend because she thinks about my feelings as well as hers. My other friends don't; I want to tell them how I feel but the might say that I'm overreacting about it. They can't see that I'm having trouble to fight some thoughts that I've had! 😢 No one understands how much I hate these thoughts but they somehow make it worse! I'm going to try to fight these thoughts but I'm afraid that I might not win........ Thanks for reading this. Bye.