why did you resort to substance abuse?

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life can be tough for an influencer, musician, artist, singer or songwriter basically anyone who is famous it can be hard. your life is completely out there on the Internet whether you choose for it to be or not. I did not expect to get as big as we did and fame kind of rose to my head, I though I could do whatever the hell I wanted to, which I resorted to drugs and alcohol after being heartbroken. I wear my heart on my sleeve and lately I've been really really cautious about who I bring around my family. I have met this lovely wonderful girl who is named Gabriella and being around her has helped subside my substance abuse. I took to smoking cigarettes to help take off the stress but behind closed doors I was doing much, much worse.