Episode 1. Fear of Being on the Brink of a New Beginning #Slipper

You have to pack that one thing, the most important thing. It's self-confidence, of course! You'll probably be stressed having to get used to new friends and a new semester. What if I'm too awkward? What if someone notices that I'm awkward? I'm sure there are many people who struggle with such thoughts. However, it's important that you keep your head high at times like this and that you walk into this new part of your life with confidence.

Every time I have to face new situations, I have a nightmare. To me, new things make me anxious rather than excited. – Yoo Eun Jae

One must find a place for themselves that best suits their image.

If your first at positioning didn't go well, it's not the end. There's a thing called repositioning.

Say what you need to say. And don't hesitate. – Yoo Eun Jae

Keep your head held high, that's the only way you'll discover handsome guys. – Jung Ye Eun

You can't even get mad properly. What an idiot. – Yoo Eun Jae

I guess holding things in until she explodes is her hobby! – Jung Ye Eun

I thought I was the only one holding back. I thought I was the only one who felt uncomfortable at times. I thought I was the only one being wary of others. I thought that it would be of no use even if I did say something. I was scared that I would be hated if I did say something. I assumed they'd laugh at me. In that way, I assumed that other people were completely different from me. I thought they were ruder than me and more reckless than I am. I thought that they wouldn't care. I was being arrogant. They are just like me. Other people are people, just like I am. They feel as uncomfortable as I do, and hesitate just like I do. There are plenty of people who are as nice as I am. – Yoo Eun Jae

There are two kinds of secrets: secrets that you can tell, and secrets that you can't tell.

I have a secret I can never tell. – Yoo Eun Jae

Episode 2. Is this your Underwear?

You can't call that living. That's merely existing. – Jung Ye Eun

She has no feminine qualities. Asexual reproduction suits her better, just like an amoeba. – Jung Ye Eun

The aura of people who lie are darker in color. – Song Ji Won

I wish someone would just drop a bomb or something, so that people who have boyfriends and those who don't can all just die! – Song Ji Won

I ended up lying again. I pretended I didn't want to see him even though I want to see him so badly, pretending that I didn't put any effort into my makeup when I totally did, acting this way and that. I feel like a fool somehow. – Jung Ye Eun

Is it obvious that I am a liar? Figures, living life itself is a lie. – Kang Yi Na

Lies may be similar to makeup. Just like one puts makeup to hide their naked face, people use lies to hide the truth. I tell more lies as my makeup gets thicker. Since when did I start feeling that going out with no makeup on was embarrassing? Since when did I become so afraid of the truth? Yes, the truth is pathetic, sad, and pitiful, just like that, because it's truly painful when your earnestness is rejected by someone else. Acting cool, and acting as if you like the other person less, and acting like you're joking. – Jung Ye Eun

Episode 3. I've Never Once Loved Myself #RottenRoots

I live an easy life, and that's all thanks to my youth and looks. However, people scorn those who live easy lives. I don't get it. Is there something wrong with living an easy life? Does it mean you're living properly just because you're living a hard life? One cannot know what's truly right and wrong in life, unless you live twice. – Kang Yi Na

I searched for love like a madman all my life, but I never loved myself.

It's something I was definitely aware of, but it really hits home to hear it said by someone else. – Kang Yi Na

You come to know people's quirks when you like them. – Park Jae Hwan

I hate you because I'm jealous of you. I hate you because you have nothing to your name, and yet you make me feel so poor. I hate you because you make me envy you. I hate you because I want to become like you, but can't. – Kang Yi Na

Episode 4. My Dream is to Work at a Company

There was once a time when I longed to be special. I believed that I had a special fate in store for me and that my life would be different than that of others. I told myself that I wouldn't end up becoming average, no matter what. To be average means to be comfortable. To be average means to not catch anyone's eye. To be average means to be boring. To tell me then that I was average was a direct insult. I'm going to try my damnedest just to become average. I'm even less than average right now. – Yoon Jin Myung

When you see someone half-assing it when you're putting your all into it, you get pissed. – Jung Ye Eun

The relationship between a man and a woman is like a seesaw. If I go up, the other person goes down. – Kang Yi Na

If one person gets clingy, the other person runs away. – Kang Yi Na

I hated you all this time. I thought that I was a better person than you were, but in reality I wasn't. – Yoon Jin Myung

Do you like me? Do you still like me? Don't. When I think that someone may like me, I become weak. And if I become weak now, it'll really be the end for me. – Yoon Jin Myung

Episode 5. The Reason Why One Wishes to Love Someone, or Wishes Not To #ManAndWoman

Everything's over. My love is over. There's nothing I can do anymore. No matter how much it hurts, it's over when it's over. Oppa, I liked you. I liked you a lot. You can't even imagine how much I liked you. I was happy because of you. – Jung Ye Eun

I wish that I could be at peace. I wish that he wouldn't keep popping in my mind. I wish I wasn't curious about him anymore, about whether or not he's thinking about me too or if he misses me.

Breaking up with someone means that even if something good happens, you can't be happy together. And that you can't worry about them, even if something bad happens. The fact that you broke up with someone means that you can no longer be curious about each other. The fact that you broke up with someone means that the future that you'd imagined with you alongside them is something you must give up on.

I had an average romance, and I'll have an average farewell. So, I'll forget him as time passes. I know that I'll forget him eventually, and that I'll be forgotten eventually. Those words ease my pain, but they also make me sad. I'll forget this person and date a new one. And I hope that the next person I date likes me more than I like them, because I have more experience than enough being the one who likes the other person more. I know that the right thing to do is break up with him. That man isn't a good man. He always does as he pleases, and breaks promises like they mean nothing, and gets angry over small things, and he's even lied to me. There's plenty of reasons why I shouldn't like that man, and the worst reason among those is that he doesn't love me as much as I want him to. The reason why I shouldn't like this man is because I like him. I like him so much. – Jung Ye Eun

Episode 6. You'll Realize Later the Events of that Day was a Foreshadow

The celebration was over. The anticipation and excitement surrounding this event were all but gone and everyone returned to their safe and boring everyday lives. However, their everyday lives that started again after that night were not the same as they'd been before. The slight anomaly in our lives came to affect our daily lives. This irregularity caused a fracture in our routines. No matter how much we'd sweep and clean, our daily lives would never be the same.

Youth. Even thought I don't know what tomorrow brings, I'll drink like there's no tomorrow. – Song Ji Won

You remind me of my bathroom mirror. You're too honest and it pisses me off. – Seo Dong Joo

Do you think this is easy for me? Do you think I'm totally fine with being rejected? Every time you push me away like this, I hate it and I feel so humiliated! – Park Jae Hwan

You don't like the fact that I'm dating her, right? I don't like it either. All I do is make her into a bad girl. A good girl like her should be dating a better man. – Go Doo Young

I feel like you have as many scars as I do. – Go Doo Young

Why do you even like me? What do you like about a bastard like me? – Go Doo Young

No incidents start out dramatically. Everything that happens in our daily lives is due to cause and effect. In retrospect, there were signs hidden everywhere. A small joke, a passing glance, the meaning behind a sigh that you thought meant nothing, if only I'd known what they'd meant back then. But just as foreshadowing only becomes obvious in hindsight, one only realizes the gravity of each passing second only after it's gone. Thinking back on that day now, I may have set the stage for everything despite not having any bad intentions.

Episode 7. I'm Someone who Should Not Be Happy #SleepParalysis

I don't have the right to tell others how to live their lives. – Oh Jong Gyu

You don't know what may happen to you, so what's the point in living a diligent life? Living recklessly is the best! – Kang Yi Na

The more confident a woman is, the prettier she is. – Restaurant Manager

You make me feel as if I'm being haunted, as if I'm stuck in sleep paralysis. – Yoon Jin Myung

You should be an independent woman who doesn't need a man. This is the 21st century! – Song Ji Won

You need to know just one thing. Just like the other person less than they like you. – Kang Yi Na

Episode 8. Hope, that Damned Hope #QuestionableMan

The child will get up on her own. Children don't cry when there is no use in doing so. When there's someone to ask you if you're okay and tell you it's okay, when there's someone to tell you not to cry, children only cry when there is someone on their side.

You're mine. Only I can get a look at you. – Yoon Jong Yeol

Everyone has their own circumstances to deal with. And until you know the circumstances they're in, you can't tell people how to live their lives. – Song Ji Won

Is life just a series of obstacles for you to endure? – Park Jae Hwan

It still hasn't hit me yet. The fact that you like me feels like a lie and the fact that someone likes me makes me feel like I'm dreaming. I want to show you off, but I feel like I shouldn't. And it's the first time I've ever liked someone like this so it makes me happy, but it makes me uneasy. – Yoo Eun Jae

There's countless reasons why I shouldn't like that man, and the worst thing among those reasons is he doesn't like me. – Jung Ye Eun

Sometimes I want to cry out loud. I want someone to hear me crying. I want them to hear me cry and tell me everything will be okay. I want someone to pat me on the back, and tell me that it's not my fault. Sometimes I want to throw a tantrum at a person or at my fate, and tell them "Stop it already," "Haven't you done enough?", "Please just spare me." And I'll find hope once more. – Yoon Ji Myung

Episode 9. You Won't Lose Your Way If You Stay Still #Shoe

My happy la-di-da days of dating are over! That man is merely a part of my past now! One can't try to have a boat float on water that's already gone downstream! I will not look back on the past. I will only face forward as I walk on! – Jung Ye Eun

Her life has been full of down until now, so it's about time things looked up for her. – Song Ji Won

Telepathy, mind-reading, ESP, if you could have one of these powers which would you choose? I'd choose telepathy. It does overlap a bit with mind-reading, but I'd want telepathic powers. Having our feelings conveyed to each other when we hold hands like this, wouldn't that be cool? We'd never misunderstand each other and you wouldn't have to learn languages to communicate with foreigners. Can't someone invent a machine that lets you do that? I have no powers and nobody has invented a machine like that, so what can we do but communicate even though words fail us sometimes? – Yoon Jong Yeol

I'm totally head over heels for you right now, so I'm confident that I'll be totally accepting of anything that you say. – Yoon Jong Yeol

I thought to myself, why are they all trying so hard? Life is more fragile than a cheap toy, so how is it that they all consider their lives to be that precious? I thought about why everyone is trying so hard to more forward, even though they don't know what awaits them. I feel like people who plotted out a point somewhere and worked hard to get there seemed strange. – Kang Yi Na

Live. Don't feel guilty. Surviving is nothing to be ashamed about. Live, live a good life, and keep living like that. – Oh Jong Gyu

I thought the people only got lose when they tried to go somewhere. And I thought that people's lives only got hard because they set objective, but it seems that staying in the same place for too long makes you lose your way too. And I may have been stuck underwater all this time, as I slowly sank downward. So who was the one who'd held me back all this time?

Episode 10. We Believe Because We Want To #Lie

In the end, it was all my fault. All I need to do is be a bit better, but the problem is I don't know how I can improve myself. – Yoon Jin Myung

I understand how you feel. I'm sure you wanted to believe. It's not because you had legitimate reasons to believe. You believed because you wanted to, and you couldn't bear it if you didn't have that belief to hold on to. But did you know that hope brings misfortune? – Yoon Jin Myung

No, it's not my fault. How is that my fault? Humans are not such simple creatures. She wouldn't have made that one decision because of one reason. Even if one final straw breaks the camel's back, that's just one piece of straw we're talking about. The reason is just the crushing weight, not just that one piece of straw. The same weight and responsibility as one piece of straw... - Yoon Jin Myung

Lord, I know you're trying to strengthen me through heartbreak. I know that you'll only give me obstacles I can handle, too. I'll try my best to become a better person every day. Please protect my family too, and the girls. I'd especially like to pray for Senior Yoon. She needs help right now. Please let me know how I can be of help to her. And if I can't be the one to help her, please help her, God. Amen. – Jung Ye Eun

Episode 11. After a Close Look, It's Clear that Everyone has their Own Circumstances #Earring

Lord, please allow that person to be happy, not right now but a bit later. Allow him to be happy only after I become happy. Amen. – Jung Ye Eun

I woke up from my dream. The tower collapsed.

I've felt so strange since a while now. Why does none of this feel real? Why has all of this felt like it's happening to a stranger and not to me? There may be something wrong with me. Why am I not scared at all? Am I broken somehow? Maybe I honestly wanted this to happen since a very long time ago. – Yoo Eun Jae

There's no use in telling her. She wouldn't understand. No matter how much I want to tell her, my feelings won't get across to her. – Yoo Eun Jae

You said before that everyone has their own circumstances affecting what they do. I just felt like you, of all people, would understand why I did that. I wanted to tell someone that there was nothing else I could do in that situation. I wanted at least one person in this world to understand me. – Yoo Eun Jae

Everyone has their own circumstances affecting what they do. Even if others can't understand you, you couldn't help but do certain things.

Episode 12. And Yet, Life Still Goes On #Aftermath

Later, when you find out the truth about me, don't hate me too much, okay? – Yoo Eun Jae

What if I'm in huge trouble? I've set an unstable objective for myself, at my unstable age. Maybe I should just quit. This is so embarrassing. I'm so embarrassed that I can't even quit. If I give up after putting this little effort into it, they'll all laugh at me. – Kang Yi Na

It's like she has no emotions. She's a robot. – Jung Ye Eun

I only thought about whether my brother was alive or dead. I never thought of anything beyond that. Before you talked about the ghost, I never thought about his soul, how he felt, or what he wanted me to do, or what I'd want if I were in his situation. – Yoon Jin Myung

Am I just anyone to you? I thought that I was a bit more special to you than that. – Park Jae Hwan

I feel like I've lost my way, but I don't even know where I took a wrong turn. – Yoon Jin Myung

Living life diligently sure is a lot of work. Should I just quit? What if I just keep trying my best but this isn't the right path for me? Shouldn't I try to find a different goal to work toward, as soon as possible? – Kang Yi Na

Why am I worrying about what I want to be when I grow up at this age when other people have been done thinking about this a long time ago? – Kang Yi Na

Get it together. Only average people feel lost and such. Stop giving yourself excuses, saying you've lost your way and such. – Yoon Jin Myung

My situation right now feels kind of like a Russian roulette, with a fully loaded gun. – Yoo Eun Jae

If she's playing Russian roulette with a fully loaded gun, she just doesn't have to pull the trigger at all. – Belle Epoque Landlady

Why should I be the only one worried and full of doubt? – Yoo Eun Jae

I was thinking that I should die, and that there was no other way out. But I didn't want to die, no matter how much I thought about it. – Yoo Eun Jae

I'll take your side even if everyone else in the world thinks you're terrible. – Kang Yi Na

You're the prettiest when you're blabbering on. – Im Sung Min

I just had a super crazy thought about you for a moment. – Im Sung Min

I guess people's memories really aren't trustworthy. – Yoo Eun Jae

I don't care about mere looks. – Yoo Eun Jae

I want to do something capricious for once in my life. – Yoon Jin Myung

It feels like I just jumped off a moving train by myself. – Yoon Jin Myung

Does that mean that I'm part of her future plans? – Park Jae Hwan

I felt like I've ruined all the time we spent together. – Go Doo Young

You don't need to forgive a person like me, but I hope you're happy at the very least. – Go Doo Young

I was thinking how scary it is to see people change. – Kang Yi Na

I guess I really have an iron-clad mind. I'm totally fine. – Jung Ye Eun