Warning: panic attack

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your ages to this imagine: 16

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Right now I was backstage a couple of minutes away from perform my first ever live concert and let's just say I was kinda nervous I mean there are a lot of people who are coming to watch ME sing so...

Ever since my song 'drivers license' went viral people went crazy and asked for more songs which I was happy to make and that's when my first album 'sour' was created.

Sour was a big or should I say huge hit, everyone loved it, and the number of views that I got after publishing it was crazy. People started recognizing me everywhere asking for pictures and autographs even celebrities started recognizing me and my songs.

After a few shows and interviews, things started to get real, and thank god the Walton's were there for all of it. Javon and Jaden and I were best friends for as long as I could remember.

So that's why the whole family was here, Dj and Jessica were like my second parents and right now they were running around checking that everything is ready and perfect.

I walked out of my dressing room and showed Jayla my outfit "bitch you look stunning" she squealed hugging me. We then heard a knock on the door and daelo came in with DJ and jess.

"y/n/n" daelo ran into my arms "y/n you look beautiful" DJ smiled hugging me "thank you" I hugged him back. "y/n your up in 15 minutes" jess informed me.

"yn there are like a billion people there" daelo exclaimed "really?" I asked looking at his parents who nodded "come see for yourself".

And was true a lot of people were here, more than I expected "imagine forgetting the lyrics" daelo spoke and it finally hit me.

A hundred scenarios of me messing up started playing in my head "shit I can't do this" I said walking around my room backstage. I saw a woman with headphones walk by and I stopped her.

"Hey you work here right...yea okay tell everyone the show is over I can't do this," I told her her eyes widened "Miss y/l/n we ca-" "no you can and you will," I said closing the door.

Minutes later the door opened and there was Jayla and jess "y/n what's wrong we heard that you want to cancel the show" jess asked "y-yea that's right" I said, "what why!?" Jayla asked surprised.

"I-I can't do this," I said feeling my heart racing "y/n honey calm down I'm sure-" "no-no I can't I mean what if I fall or sound horrible or worse freeze on stage SHIT!!" I walked back and forth feeling my eyes tear up.

"Y/n I'm sure you won't" Jayla tried to calm me down "no I probably will, I like have the worst luck in front of people" I cried "guys people are asking is the show really over?" Jaden asked.

"yes" I answered.

"NO," both girls told him "shit I can breath" I placed my hand on my chest feeling my heart is about pop out in any second "Jaden Jayla go find Javon QUICK" DJ told his kids.

Minutes later Javon came running in "where is she" he asked and both his parents moved aside showing him my state. I was on the floor hiding my face behind my legs.

"Okay everyone gets out," Javon said "bu-" Jayla tried to speak but he cut her out "GET OUT!!" he yelled at them, and when they did. he locked the door and came sat right next to them me.

"hey Y/n it's okay I'm here now" he said pulling me into a hug "I-I can't breath," I told him "yes you can you just have to calm down," he said "I can't and it hurts" I cried "hey hey no no look at me," he said "Y/n look at me," he said again and I shook my head.

"Y/n please" he tugged the strands of hair behind my ear and cupped my cheeks gently forcing me to look at him, he took my hand and placed it on his chest "can you feel my heart," he asked and I nodded "okay great now listen to me okay breath in," he said and I took a breath "and out," he said.

Five minutes later I was back to normal I could breathe naturally again "Javon don't make me do this" I mumbled "sorry y/n/n but I have to, it's my duty as your best friend" he said "but I don't want to do this".

"can you tell me why" "because I'm scared to embarrass myself I mean what if I sound horrible, trip or worse forget the lyrics and just freeze right there in Infront of millions of people," I said and he frowned.

"Y/n Y/m/n Y/l/n you are one of the most talented people I know, not only do you have an amazing voice but you're an amazing writer and person and I can promise you that those people outside are gonna love you," he said and I smiled.

"thanks" I wiped my tears "come on get up" he smiled helping me up, we unlocked the door and everyone was standing there anxiously waiting.

"is the show still on," Jayla asked nervously "the show is still on," I said and everyone cheered "okay we need make-up in miss y/l/n room right now" my manager spoke and everyone went back to doing their jobs.

I got my makeup and hair quickly done and now I was walking toward the stage when someone stopped me.

Javon stopped me.

I frowned my eyebrows in confusion and he took a deep breath handing me a box "what is this" I asked "I was supposed to give you it after your show but I think that now is the right time" he said and I smiled opening the box.

I gasped and looked at Javon "oh my god it's beautiful" I said taking out the beautiful bracelet. (If you don't like it then just imagine something else)

he kinda made it so it's special!!

"Javon you didn't have to," I said hugging him "I wanted to" he blushed "can you help me put it on" I asked and he smiled "sure".

After I got it on I looked at him "one rule, you can never take this off" he said and I giggled "I would never, this is going to be my good luck charm" I told him.

"Y/n it time," my manager said and I nodded, I kissed Javon's cheek "wish me luck," I told him taking the microphone and running on stage and the crowd roared at the sight of me causing fireworks to erupt in me.

-time skip after to the end of the show-

I had just finished my last song and everyone cheered for me, "okay guys before we end this night I want to bring up a special family on stage with me so everyone please welcome the Waltons!!!" I said and everyone yelled in excitement.

The Walton's appeared on stage and the crowd went wild "okay everyone calm down" I said and the crowd quieted down "so these people you're seeing here are like my second family, we've been thrown many highs and lows together and just want to thank them for being here with me because if it wasn't for them I wouldn't be here right now" I said and I could see jess and Jayla tear up.

"and I also want to thank my manager, the whole backstage crew and all you guys for being here and making this happen, I love you guys so much, and thanks for being here tonight".

I ended the show and when we went backstage the whole family hugged me congratulating me on the great show "Y/n that was soooo cool, especially the part where your fans sang a whole verse of your song" Jaden said and I giggle.

"Sorry to ruin the moment but Y/n the car is here to take you back to your hotel," lea said and I nodded.

the black van took us back to our hotel where we were told that we were upgraded to two royal suite rooms which we were very excited to see.

The suites were on the highest floor of the hotel and what was better was that they were right next to each other.

DJ, jess, and daelo took the first one while Jayla, Javon, Jaden, and I took the second one.

We were surprised at many gifts around the place "are these all for me" I asked and they nodded "there are all from your fans" Jaden winked "can I open this one it has my favorite chocolate in it" Jayla said "open this take whatever you want" I smiled.

"Okay guys im going to take a quick shower and change into some comfy clothes," I said walking to the bathroom.

after a nice hot shower, I did my body care routine and changed into some comfy pj's.

"Okay, guys what movie you wanna watch?" Javon asked flopping on the couch "I don't care pick anything," I said cuddling next to him.

"let's watch maze runner" Jayla said and they all agreed. halfway through the movie I started feeling sleepy and Javon noticed "you tired," he asked and I nodded.

He smiled and pulled a blanket on top of both of us "goodnight" he kissed my temple, I smiled and drifted off to sleep.

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