The evening looked aesthetic with the orange sky and cotton candy like clouds.From the 7th floor the view looked delightful.The cool breeze from the window made her feel fresh and relax.

'Namma nambura ella vishayangalum inga nadakuradhilla..adhu namaku theriyum..Aanalum namma nambuna edho oru vishayam inime illa nu theriyumbodhu...Valikum la?

(Sigh)Andha valiku yaaru dha kaaranam?Yaaru mela thappu solla mudiyum?Nambuna namma melaya?Illa namma yaara nambunoma avanga melaya?Illa idhellam nadakanumnu irukura andha Vidhi melaya?Illana andha Vidhi yave mudivu panra andha Kadavul melaya?(chuckles)Kadavul ah epdi thappu solla mudiyum?Indha ulagame avaroda setting dhana?Kadavul setting!

Indha vaarthai ya ketadhum unga mugathula oru sirippu vandhadhe..Adhe sirippu andha vaarthai enakum kudukum..Yenna the word Kadavul Setting is not just a word its an Emotion for us!

Naan yedha pathi pesurennu ungaluku purinjuruchu nu nenaikire..Adhe dhan..En life ah mattu illa pala peru life la andha vaarthai romba important role play pannudhu la?Ippo varaikum!..

Few years ago...

She was sleeping peacefully until her alarm woke up her with a bang.Hearing the instrumental bgm of Adipoli she woke up stretching her arms and legs.

'Enichuteengala madam?Yen innum konjam late ah enikalam la?', her mom asked sarcastically making her sigh.It wasn't her mistake,she has streamed the professional works of them in the YouTube the until she fell asleep.Ignoring her mom's sweet words,she took her mobile and opened her Instagram to check their post and stories.

'Endhirichadhum kaila andha phone uh,Ennathan di paapa adhula apdi?',her mom sighed.
'Adhellam unaku sonna puriyaadhu ma..', she ran from her bed looking at the time exactly 08:25 am.

Quickly she turned on the tv and changed the channel to Vijay tv.
'Yedhuku di ivlo avasarama maathikitu iruka?',her mom asked.
'Iru ma..',she said and grinned widely watching the Retelecast of Cook with Comali season 2!

'Heyy..Yethana vaati di paapa?',her brother gasped.
'Innum aayiram dhadava potaalum salikaama paapen po da..',she settled herself on the sofa.

'Ennikaavadhu padikiradhuku ipdi morning alarm adichadhum enichurukiya?Kaalangathala tv munnadi ukaandhukituu..'her dad sighed making her smile sheepishly.

'Modha dhadava paakura maariye paakudhu paaru..',her mom gave her a look which Amala Paul gave to Dhanush and her mom who were immensely drowned in the serial in Velai illa Pattadhari!

Their moments, Bala na's timing and rhyming punches,Pugazh na's expressions,Thangadurai and Muthu anna's pazhaya jokes,Sakthi's rhyming punches, Chellama's cutest banters with her brothers and antics,Sunitha ka's cutest Tamil,Mani  ka's Suniyam, Sarath anna's fun,Master's energy and his fights with Kani ka,Ashwin ey's counters and dishes,Shaki ma's pasamana kovam, Pavi and Dharsha's banters with Pugazh na,Deepa ka's innocence,Rithika's cute banters with Bala na, Atrocities of the judges and finally Rakshan anna's support! Everything seems wholesome to her even for the n'th time.

She sighed and looked around her to find her family which was laughing and enjoying the re telecast.
She cleared her throat to gain their attention,'Yaaro enna ethana vaati paapa nu keta maari irundhuchu?'

'Pinna kanna moodeeta ukkara mudiyum?Po di..',her mom said making her gasp.

(Something which always happens in my home😂)

'Ulla polaama?Venaama?Aana pogamayum iruka mudilaye...Polaama?Cha cha venaam... Illa paravalla polam...',she was fighting with her own thoughts that she should log in her twitter or not.

Being their fan,Twitter has been a happy place for them once but things turned upside down in the further days.You all know why🙂

After a long battle,she logged in her twitter.Checking both of their accounts,her eyes fell on the notification side.She found two of her tweets were retweeted by the fandom's fellow mates and some recommended tweets.After replying to few of  the DMs and moved to her TL, ofcourse they've dragged someother issue in her TL making her sigh.Indeed the Twitter has spoiled her morning mood.(Idhuku dhan naan anga poradhe illa🚶🏻‍♀️😌)

'Mooditu Log in pannamaye irundhurkalam..',she sighed heavily.To make her sour mood better,she moved to her Instagram account for checking their story again.Eventhough she have turned all their story,post,live notifications, refreshing their page gives some satisfaction and ended up checking their old posts.

Thinking of the Good olden days..She switched on the tv to find Yaathi Yaathi on Sun Music,Cute ponnu on Isai aruvi,Askumaaro on Jaya
max,Adipoli on Tunes6,No No No No No on Vijay Music and finally Kutty pattas,Vennilavum Ponnu nadhiyum and Baby nee sugar on few other music channels.

Already suffering from the missing syndrome,the edits of the fan pages made her syndrome critical.
Snehidhane..Snehidhane..
She heard realising already her sibling has changed the channel.
'Remote ah kudu..',she snatched the remote and again it played Sirikaadhey..

'Naan tv ey paakala ponga da..',she switched off the tv making her sibling sigh.
'Enna ivalaa remote ah pudunguna,channel ah maathuna,tv ah off pannitu poitaa..Paithiyama irupaalo..'

Sighing heavily,she just wore her airpods to listen some music but her playlist should be blamed for having all their songs, Unakaga vazha nenaikiren,KuluKulu Venpani pola,Kanna Veesi,Yevarum sollamale,Inji iduppazhagi, Rowdy baby,Sundari Neeyum Sundaran Naanum, Chellama, Munbe va,vaanam mella,Kadhal sonna kaname,Adada,Ondra renda aasaigal,Mannipaya and even Stove mela kadai made her emotional.

'Unaku enna colour la dress venum?',her mom asked her.Without wasting a second she answered Purple making her mom's eyes wide.
'Marubadiyuma?Last time um adhe Colour dhana edutha?',her mom asked.
'Last time edutha colour na,ippo eduka koodadha?',she asked before turning to the sales man.

'Anna Very light purple, light purple,moderate purple,dark purple,very dark purple,royal purple,regal purple, imperial purple,cardinal,little princess, amethyst, purple amethyst,deep ruby,royal ruby,pearly purple, mauve,rich mauve,deep mauve,opera mauve,old mauve, mulberry purple, raspberry purple,boysenberry purple,cyber grape,razzmic berry and innum vera enna purple lam iruko ella purple um eduthu podunga..',she said in one go making both her mom and the salesman look at her in shock.

'Ada..Eduthu podunga..',she shrugged and the salesman nodded after giving her a weird look.
'Apdi andha purple la ennathan di iruku?',her mom asked making her gasp again.

'The Purple Heart emoji 💜 depicts a classic representation of a heart, colored purple. It is commonly used to represent love, support, close bonds, and admiration for things that have some relation to the color purple...Idhu koodava theriyadhu ungaluku shei Im very disappointed..'she sighed.

'Purple heart emoji ah?',her mom asked frowning at her.
'Aathi...andha '💜' pathutu google pannadha apdiye olareetome..',she gulped.
'Maa..maa..Vaa ma nee..innum vera purple la kaatunga..'

'Edutha Purple dha edupiya?Vera colour edu..',her mom insisted.
'Seri..Apo yellow edukuren..Adhu yennu theriyumaa...',before she could complete her mom stopped her.
'Podhum!Yedho onna eduthu thola'

'Ma...enna dinner?',she asked settling herself on the kitchen counter.
'Unaku enna venum?',her mother asked.
'Hmmm..Dosa?',
'Maavu illa di'

'Poori?',
'Night time la oil ah?'

'Parotta?'
'Digest aagadhu night la'

'Chappathi?'
'Yaaru nagathi sudradhu..Podi'

'Aprom enna dha panna pora ma?'

'Ravai iruku,upma seiya poren..',her mother said and she sighed heavily.

'Idhuku yedhuku ketukitu..',she huffed and turned towards her.
'Yen ma unaku innovative ah lam edhuvum panna theriyaadha?',she asked.
'Endha maadhiri?',her mother asked and she grinned before answering.

'Ahmm...Veg au gratin iruka?Panneer cheese balls?Appo Mushroom pasta?. sweet potato parmison?Banana malpova?'Appo salem manga curry, Aubergine pistachio pesto, guntur panneer ghee roast, oreo mousse,chicken chutka,naatukozhi thokku,akkarai adisal,smoked vazhakai skewers, chicken roulade,lasagna, tacos,onde onde, panneer tikka, Gajar halwa,cumb mutton malai, beet nuts spaghetti,bunny carrot, baked blueberry with creme anglaise,meditarian thinai,neikaara patti curd kuruma,malai brocoli,sizzler prawn, mutton stew,jackfruit muffins,pachai mozhaga gravy,phuket tofu,edamaame dim sum,creme brulee,chicken cordon bleu, citrus infused stuffed mushroom,baked fajeto sweet potato indha maadhiri edhavadhu?',she asked and her mother thrusted the plate full of upma in her hands.

'Nee pesi mudikiradhukulla naan senje mudichute..Idhaan iruku!Thinnu',her mother left making her pout.

Her missing syndrome started to become severe watching the promo's of the current season.
'Cha idhe hindrance dhana andha round la vandhuchu?Adhe sola kaatu bommai task!..pch...',she groaned as some of the sweet memories of them passed infront of her eyes.

'Heyy yen di kappal kavundha maadhiri ukandhuruka?',her Brother asked making her sigh more.

'Yen?Unaku vera vaarthaiye kedaikalaya?Yen sogama irukanu kekalam,yen varuthama iruka?yen ummunu iruka?Ipdilam kekuradha vittutu yen ya ellarum kappal ah nyabaga paduthureenga?Olunga poidu..',she warned and walked away.

'Thangapulla..Konjam onion,garlic mattum cut panni kudu da..',her mom requested.

'Unga gap la vengayam vetta maateenga dhana?Poondu vetta maateenga dhana?'

'Vera vegetables ah illaya ma?',she asked.
'Chappathi dhan panna poren..Gothuma maav pesairiya?',her mom asked.

'Sivaangi gothuma maav venum'
'Ungaluku venumna neenga dha poi edukanum'
'Eduthara maatiya?'(Base voice thevayana alavu😌)

'En chella akka la..Indha assignment mattum panni thariya?Nee enna ketaalum naan panre...',

'Indha task jeicha enaku enna tharuveenga?'
'Nee enna ketaalum tharen..'

'Yengum memories,yedhilum memories...Ivangala ship panna start pannadhum panne..Padaadha paadu padren sir..',she sighed as usual.

She was randomly looking at the wedding card which one of their relative has gave them while inviting.
We cordially invite your gracious presence with family,friends and Well-wishers...

'Oru nalla friend ah,oru well wisher ah irukuradhuku thank you..'

'Indha vaarthai nammala enga ponaalu vidaadhu polaye...'

'Last year iniku dha first episode launch aachu..'

'Iniku dhana andha KuluKulu episode?'

'First Immunity vaangunaangalla last year iniku?'

'Nenjai poo pol koidhavale!Purple uh...'

'Inneram pona varsham Annabelle episode theriyuma?'

'Inneram pona varsham Semi finals episode..'

Cha pona varsham inneram celebration episode..

'Idhe naal dha pona varsham trending pair award vaangunaanga theriyuma..'

'Andha success party picture release aagi oru varsham aayiruchu...'

'Inneram last year avanga interview ah evlo enjoy panni paathutu irundhom la...'

Their first meet,The KuluKulu Episode,Jessi missing her Karthick,Arukaani and her Mama,The episode where she left her own cook and task for him,the rowdy baby and the man in stripped suit,The possessive Rose and Jack,Mohiniaatam,Manna & manni,The first time she sang Kanna veesi,The Man in Purple suit's surprise entry,The episode she declared that 'Season 2 la irundhu coimbatore en ooru',The chellama episode, Sora bajji's valentine episode,Nithya and her Seniorr,And the day she said naanga kannula aayiram pesuvom,The cutie pei Anabelle and the man who said Sivaangi dha white dress pota beauty mathavanga lam paati,The elimination episode which kutty anu mam rested her head on his chest, holding his hands and letting her sorrows away,Mottamaadi kalpana and her Kalaba kadhala,The little red riding hood patting his back appreciating him,'Theriteenga Ashwineyy vera level uh!',The most popular person male in television reality and the most popular person female in television reality,The episode which he said yaaru vandhaalum okay and also included the word Ellam kadavul setting,the trending pair,the finale where he said Nee en life la romba mukkiyamana oru person and she said Avaru special uh,their first live together,their midnight photo uploads,Her birthday wish for him at the midnight,his birthday wish for her,their first interview together and the media masons live,The celebration episode she saying,'Yepdi aala maathitom la',The release of Adipoli,Esp audio launch and that's the last stage everyone witnessed them for the one last time.

People around her were literally tired hearing her polambals.Ofcourse it wasn't their fault,she can't expect everyone should miss them,how much she and her fandom was missing them!

All she could do was polambifying to herself or to the souls she got in the fandom!One of the most beautiful thing happened in the fam was each and everyone got atleast one true soul for their entire lifetime.

Each and Every member entered inside the fandom as a fan and now the word 'Ashaangi' itself became a part of their life.May be the reason was different to enter but they all stayed unite for Ashaangi and the people they got!

They were together in all the ups and downs,they have done trends all over the nights,streamed their videos to make it under Trend!The beautiful and the best fam ever was Ashaangi!Each Ashaangian felt proud of their fandom that no one could be them! They turned the word Fandom into Fam!Indeed they were a family.

They laughed together,they cried together,they gave shoulders to each other,they supported eachother along with them! Even anyone among the both's comment on the another one's post was enough to make them go crazy and happy!They cherished them and their memories even after the show ends.

But change is the only constant, isn't it?The Great Ashaangi fandom,who even stood together on the storms started parting for reasons, People started to move on..While some moved genuinely, some started spreading hatred on the one and started supporting the other one.

Few of the people who came for one and began to support them went back to the square.While the people came for them even started playing the blame games!But some stood!for them!

Before she could realise, the things they've been cherishing was slowly turning as memories!

The day she thought that will never come, arrived!That too on a special day!They celebrated the evening of the same day on last year but now.. Everyone was shattered to know what was happening..They unfollowed!

Many of the incidents has happened,which made them to feel like leaving the fandom but the little hope they had on them and on the Kadavul setting which they always believes made them to stay.But what happened today made them or her to break down.

She wiped her tears as her brother approached her.
'Ippo Yedhuku nee azhara?Sadharna tv stars avlodhan..Avanga unfollow pannitaanga nu ukaandhu aludhutu iruka?This is not healthy..',he said.

'Life la ennikaavadhu namma azhumbodhu namma kooda irundhavanga la,namma kanneer thodachi vittavangala marappoma?Maatom la?Apdidhan enaku avanga...

Vazhkai la ini ellaame avlodhanu nenaikumbodhu,unakaga,un kavalaiya ellam marakka vekka yaaro,illa yedho vandha?Adhu illana avanga mela nammala ariyaamale oru paasam varum..Adhu manushangala dhan irukanumnu lam avasiyam illa..

Oru silar ku adhu yaaravadhu person ah irukalam,oru silar ku avanga passion,oru silar ku edhavadhu oru porul aana enaku avanga dhan!

Oru vishayatha nambitu,andha nambikkai un kannu munnaadiyae odairadha paathurukiya?Adhu epdi irukum nu theriyuma?(Wiping her tears)'

'Heyy..June 20 ey thaanditeenga idhellam enna?'

'June 20!Kandippa marakka mudiyaadha naal dhan!Aana aniku ellarum yepdi onnaa ninnom theriyuma?Ellarum azhudhaanga,yaarum thoongala..Aana oruthar ku oruthar aarudhal ah ellarum ninnaanga!Onnaa!Pirinju pogaama!

Yen avanga rendu perume onna dhan irundhaanga,adhuku aprom dhana Celebration episode?Adipoli ellame?

Andha oru naal dha kaamichudhu,enga family family ahvum professional aahvum strong nu..

Munnadi lam naanga Fandom nu solla maatom,FanFam nu solvom...Aana ippo adhu fandom nu kooda sollalama nu therila enaku..Andha alavuku odanju poi irukom...

Naan avangala thappu sollala..Atlast adhu avanga personal.Aana naan hurt aayiruken!Avlodhan.. Idhuku naan ennaye blame pannikava?Illa enna panradhunu enaku therila..

Nee nenaikalam enna da iva,idhukellam ivlo feel panraa nu..Aana nee nambuna oru vishayatha ini nambalama venaamanu oru nelamai varumbodhu theriyum..

'May be,Avanga media attention venaangra(dhunaala)...'

'Venaa venaa!Endha hope um enaku kudukaadha!Idhuku apro enna nadakumnu enaku therila,yedha nambanum edha namba koodadhunu enaku therila.. Going with the flow!Yedhu nadandhaalum yethukanum.. Avlodhan!Hurt aagumdhan!Adhu avanga life, avanga mudivu naan happy ah avanga mudiva yethukurenu solra alavukulam enaku maturity lam kedaiyaadhu,adhe samaiyam idhukellam reason avanga dhan,ivanga dhan thappu pannitaanga illa avanga ivangala vittutu poitaanga nu yaarayum blame panni,hatred spread panra alavuku naan immatured um kedaiyadhu..

Avanga life la onnaa seruraangalo illayo, atleast naanga CWC la paatha maadhiri kadasi vara irukanumnu dhan ellarum aasa pattom!Ippo we are clueless!Enna anga nadakudhunu yaarukum therila,idhuku apro enna nadaka pogudhunnum yaarukum theriyaadhu!

Nadakuradhu nadakatum paathukalam!'

'Hmmm..Varusham yepdi oduchune therila..Ippo rendu perum industry nalla place la irukaanga!They are where they deserved to be!They had grown professionally and Individually!'Ashaangi' ndra vishayatha makkal marandhe poitaanga.. Except few like me!Yepdi nga marakka mudiyum?En happiness ah thirumba kuduthadhe avanga dhana..'

She checked the once trending hashtag for the last time but it was in complete silence and she was used to it.She found few of her fellow Ashaangians has tweeted something on the tl but not related to them or the hashtag.

Years has rolled but the love she had on them remained the same.Just as they once said "Suttaalum recreate panna mudiyaadha Magic" it was.
The first ship she has ever sailed!The first magic she has ever witnessed was them!

She sighed as how years rolled..She can't believe the ship she sailed was long lost among the ocean,the magic has disappeared in the air just like that...

'Illa..Andha magic maranju pogala!Aana tholanju pochu!The memories they gave me is for life time!Enaku mattum illa neraya peruku nu nenaikire..

Enaku avanga mela expectations eh illa nu lam naan poi solla maaten!Namma sollalam there is love with no expectations nu aana yenga adhigama love iruko,namma expectations um anga dhan adhigama irukum..Namake theriyaama..(took a deep breath)

Idhuku aprom enna nadakum nu yaarukum theriyaadhu!Aana onnu theriyum..

Yedhu nadandhaalum adhu 'Kadavul Setting dhan

She wiped the lone tear escaped her eyes as she found the time was 03:04pm.She closed her laptop as one of her favourite episode of favourite CWC 2 finished.
Yawning and stretching her arms,she woke up from the bed while she heard a door bell.
'Varennn!!'
She left to open the door while her mobile pinged with notifications!

Well the part-2 will be uploaded but only when the Kadavul Setting we all believe become True!If not then,this is the END!

This was written a long back,but I wasn't sure that I should post it or not!But suddenly felt like posting this and also few days before aathviaslove insisted me to post this..This is just the reflection of my thoughts! Yedhavadhu yaarayavadhu hurt pannirundha Sorry!

We all dont know what future but, remember when it rains,it pours!
-Minnie 🌸