Dans pov:

I felt filthy and guilty after what i had done. I wanted to clean myself down, rid myself of every touch he had imprinted on me.

I didnt move though. I lay in bed with Korbin for a little while, when my phone vibrated from the floor I finally got up and checked it. It was 11pm now, my dad wouldn't be home until 1. I had enough time. I opened up the phone to see I had a message.

Phil: I'm sorry Dan

Why had he only just decided to apologise now? Not before... before I got myself into this situation. I hid my face in my hands, ashamed with myself. My head throbbed with alcohol and I just wanted to get away. I can't believe I needed someone so badly I would do him... someone I only talked to yesterday. Holy crap Dan what were you thinking!? I wasn't thinking though, was I?

I looked down at korbin, he was cute but I still didn't enjoy the sex. Why hadn't I enjoyed it!? I didn't want this, I wanted to enjoy it, even if that made me gay.
I liked both genders romantically but every one wants more than just romance. Every one I've ever met. It's all sex this and sex that. Ugh.
I began tugging on my trousers when korbin woke up.
"Leaving already beautiful?" He asked me and I tried to hide the grimace creeping up on me. I felt awful and overly exposed.
"Yeah" I said and pulled my shirt on.
"Don't be so grumpy. Tonight was fun" he giggled like a child, he'd had more to drink then me and it was still obvious in his voice.
"It- it was a mistake. I'm going home now"
"Don't be like that Danny boy" he spoke softly as he got up from the bed, revealing his member once again to me. I didn't dare look down. "Stay for a little longer" he began to put some clothes on and in the end I agreed to stay for another hour.

During this time the host of the party gathered around anyone that wasn't too drunk into her bedroom. This bunch of people included me and korbin.
"Okay guys the rules are simple. I say "never have I ever" and if you've done something you take a shot. Let's go!" The host said excitedly as she dumped a load of liquor into a bucket and handed us each shot glances.
"Never have I ever... snogged a teacher" surprisingly a few people drank which made the host, whose name I still didn't know, squeal in delight. She went on like this for a little while. "Never have I ever had sex the same gender" she smiled. I gulped and didn't reach for a shot glass. Korbin did and just gave me a dirty look, his look was as dirty as I felt.
"Comon Dan. You never have?" The host said and I shook my head nervously.
"So what we heard in the guest room wasn't you and Korbin having some hardcore butt sex?" She cocked her head to one side and smiled evily at me.
"I- I need to leave" I said and rushed to the door
"Alright fag! See ya at school"

Fag
Fag
Fag
She doesnt know the half of what is going on.

The air was cold and I was trying to ignore the laughter that seemed to rattle through the house. I couldn't believe I had done that and people knew, people had heard.

As soon as I got home I showered, I showered him off me. I sat down in the shower and rocked back and forth. Thinking about him, and about Phil. I needed to talk to him. I need him here, to tell me everything was okay. But everything wasn't okay.

An: I've never been so tired in my life! I've been helping my sister move in and I've got the flu or a hardcore cold.