Dan: opposites distract

Phil pov
"I'll talk to you after maths" Dan said harshly and avoided eye contact. She stood there for a second before I heard her sigh and walk away. I could tell Dan was mad but also upset and I had no idea how to help. He took in a shaky breath.
"You gonna be okay Dan?" I whispered and rubbed his arm slowly. feeling a little awkward but hoping that it helped.
He breathed out and nodded. There was silence for a second and I tried to think about what to say.
"What's your favourite band?"I heard myself say after some time. Dan looked at me and shook his head, he chuckled.

Dans POV:
I chuckled at Phil. His random questioning somehow helped.
"Muse" I finally answered
"Same!" Phil chirped. I knew he'd like good music "well them and fall out boy are pretty amazing too"
"Oh my god I love you!" I outburst and Phil looked kind of shocked. Way to go Dan I cleared my throat awkwardly, feeling my cheeks burn "I-I mean me too"

Phil and I kept talking about random things: like games, youtubers and bands. We actually had a lot in common more than you and PJ ever had in common my mind grumbled at me. Phil was going to be a good friend... I could tell.

Our chat was cut to a sharp close when the bell rang and I had to face PJ.
"Hey Dan..." Phil started as I started to stand up, he was biting his lip softly.
"Yeah?" I mumbled not really paying attention.
"If... If you want you could come mine after school and chill and stuff?" I snapped my head towards the very awkward Phil "I I mean after you've talked to...her" Phil put his head down and I felt like pulling him into a hug. I felt someone standing behind me as the hairs at the back of my neck went on end.
"That'd be amazing Phil" I smiled "I'll, um, meet you by the gates?"Phil nodded and walked out. I turned around to see PJ standing close behind me and walked out of the room, her at my tail. I went to the seating area outside of maths, which was quiet as usual, and sat down. She joined me.
"I know about you and chris" I said bluntly "and I'm breaking up with you. I bet you're ecstatic" I spoke with very little emotion.
"I don't know what you mean Danny!" She stressed, obviously lying.
"Don't give me that bullshit" I spat and stood up  "I saw you!" I tried to storm away but PJ gripped onto my arm. I shrugged her away with disgust "I hope Chris can give you everything you want" my voice began to break at the end "I thought. I thought you were okay with me the way I am but obviously not!"
"Dan that's not why I did it" more lies rushed from her mouth.
"Of course not" I spat
"Don't pin everything on your stupid disorder! I did it because we have nothing in common" I ignored her. I didn't even bother explaining to her that me not wanting stuff wasn't a god damn disorder. I wasn't raped and didn't want to have the experience again I was born this way. But she wouldn't understand and so I just walked away. And this time she didn't stop me.

It was frosty outside and my breath was coming out visibly fast. I rubbed my hands together to warm them up and rushed towards the black hair by the gates. Trying not to cry or think about what she had said.
"Hey lion" I said trying to sound happy. Phil looked at me suspiciously
"Everything okay?" I nodded
"Shall we go to yours I'm freezing my tits off" I said quickly in order to change the subject. Phil nodded and lead me away, just as I saw PJ come out of the entrance. From now on she's the last person I will tell my sexuality too... no one understands it and hell neither do I.

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