Dans POV:

I came back from my families house after I had enjoyed a Christmas dinner, I had missed not seeing them on Christmas day but I had enjoyed spending time with Phil yesterday. Especially the movie night, he fit in my arms so perfectly, I wanted to be cuddled up to him again in our mini blanket. Everything about yesterday was magical, special... amazing (pardon the pun). But it was true, being with Phil was the most amazing experience ever, I think everyone needs a Phil in their life. 

"Do you have an idea why it's called boxing day?" I asked as I entered the flat "Like I didn't see any sort of boxing today and I-" I looked around the living room to see it was completely empty, which was strange because Phil had never said he was going out. I mean he's a grown man and he should be able to go out on his own will but it would've been nice of him to say, god I sound like such a wife. I sighed and grabbed the closest laptop, which happened to be Phil's. I saw the camera on the side and decided to edit the video we had made, it didn't take long and I was laughing the entire way through it. I wish we could do this forever, live here and make videos until we're old and no one wants to watch us. I looked at the clock when I was done 18:00. Phil still wasn't back, he'd been gone for a couple hours as far as I knew, maybe longer. I wondered where he could be. 
I got YouTube up and noticed Phil was signed in on his account, I had the idea to upload the video we had done together now, save Phil the time. 30 minutes remaining Youtube told me as it rendered and uploaded our video, it was literally 2 minutes long I don't get why it takes so much time to upload. 

I started messing with my phone wondering if I should call Phil or not, I mean what's the harm in calling him? At least I'll know he's safe. I quickly got up his number and held the phone to my ear, it rang through. I tried again, same thing. At this point I was getting increasingly worried, it was unlike Phil to not answer his phone. I put the laptop aside and began to pace the room, I couldn't call the police because a person had to be missing for at lest 24 hours before it's classed as anything serious and I couldn't call his parents because I didn't know their number. 
come on Phil I urged, just then I saw a comment pop up on the video. I was going to ignore it at first but then I saw what it said and just had to take a closer look

Ah you guys are so cute!!!! 

I blushed slightly at the comment and then more and more seemed to appear, all of them having the same agenda. 

Wait do you two live together now!? are you boyfriends??? 
OTP!
Hey guys I'm a real big phan haha

'Phan'. We had a ship name? how cool. Granted I had to research what OTP and shipping was but now I know it's actually nice, I'm being shipped with my closest friend who I have a crush on. People think we're a cute couple. I smiled at the comments but before I could reply I heard keys jangling in the door way, I tilted my head upwards and saw Phil wiping his feet in the hallway
"Phil!" I exclaimed and ran over to him, pulling him into a firm hug "fuck where were you?" 
"Hey to you too" Phil chuckled and I pulled back to look at him, he was unhurt which was a good sign "I didn't think you'd be back yet" he said to me
"yeah I came back a little earlier, I didn't think you were going out"
"it was kind of a last minute thing" He rubbed the back of his neck and looked away from me, something was definitely wrong "This girl messaged me on Facebook and asked to hang out"

This girl. He's found someone else, it was only a matter of time but so soon? And after the special time we had together yesterday, it meant nothing to him Dan. He never loved you you know, he never could. You aren't special. Even if he had wanted you he wouldn't have stayed, you're a freak, you could never give him what he wants 

"oh" I said and tried to smile, I patted his arm "girlfriend?"
"I'm not sure" He said blushing vibrantly "I don't think so"
"do you like her?"
"I don't know" He looked away "Food?" he asked, quickly  changing the subject and going over to the kitchen. 
"No thanks, I've got some work to do"
"Its the holidays?" he questioned, looking at me confused. I made up a lame excuse of coursework and left to my room. I grabbed my laptop and read the comments on the video again but this time they made me feel numb not happy, they made me realise that Phil would never see us like this. 

Wait do you two live together now!? are you boyfriends??? 
I looked at the comment over and over again until it became blurry by tears, I wiped them away and before I could think I hit the reply button:
Yes we are living together but no we are definitely not together and we never will be, we're just friends! That's all. 

"Dan?" Phil knocked on my door and I opened up a blank word document. 
"yeah?" I mumbled and he walked in, I could smell something sweet in the air 
"I made some food, I know you said you're doing work but you can spare five minutes right?" I continued to type words onto the document, just random words to make it seem like I was working "I really want to hear about your day" so you can tell me about your day with the pretty girl from Facebook 
"I'm good thanks, maybe later" I replied, he didn't stay to argue he just left. 

AN: 
Hey there! I'm lucky this chapter got written as I spilt tea on my laptop, but thankfully I didn't break it 
- Rach x