I walked out of lesson thinking about Phil. I felt crazy, maybe I was crazy, but I couldn't get him out of my head. Every now and then I had to remind myself I didn't like him like that. That firstly I had a girlfriend and secondly I wasn't gay! I shook my head as I walked through the thick crowd of students shoving into each other, a tangle of bodies and then an echo of screams from the yr7's filled my ears. It was a sound I was accustomed to so it barely bothered me anymore, it just made me want to yell. They annoyed me so much but I managed to stay calm. I took a deep breath in and began to worry some more. What if I was gay? no! I shook the thought away. I love PJ, not Phil. I barely even know Phil anyway. 

I walked into the dinner hall, surveying the room for PJ but finding Phil instead. I felt the pen burning a hole in my pocket and went over to him. 
"Hi..." I spoke softly, but even so he jumped a mile as if I had yelled at him. I was a bit shocked someone could react that dramatically over a 'hi', but maybe he had been lost in thought. "Heres your pen" I said, feeling my mind clear of worry slightly as I handed him his property. He looked a little shocked, his mouth was ajar and he closed it quickly as he reached out for the pen. I smiled when he took it, as if a giant weight had been lifted off my shoulders. I felt the need to say "My names Dan by the way" and I said it without even thinking, feeling a little awward still. He just kept staring at me, I began to feel uncomfortable and was happy when he stopped it and told me his name. "Phillip" It sounded foreign on his own lips and later he told me he wanted to be called Phil, which seemed much better. I sat down on the chair opposite and began to talk to him. He seemed really cool!

"Okay the ross and rachel situation, who was right?" I questioned, thinking of the "we were on a break" thing on mulitple F.R.I.E.N.Ds episodes. 
"Neither" He said and I was a little mind blown. I'd always thought Rachel was right because you don't have sex with another women after going on a break, I mean come on. He didn't love Rachel if he could do that to her right? I used to think there was only either Rachel or Ross that was right, so I was genuinly interested to see that Phil thought neither were right.
"huh?" I questioned. He blushed slightly and he looked flustered by my enquiry of more information.
"Well its true that Ross shouldn't have slept with someone else but Rachel should've never gone on a break from someone she truly loved" He told me, plain and simple. I stared at him for a minute, analysing everything "what?" He asked rubbing the back of his neck and laughing nervously.
"Just I never thought about it like that" I told him "I mean... wow that was amazing" I smiled, he returned it. 
"Thats why they call me amazingPhil" He winked, I giggled. 
"who calls you that?" I said jokingly. 
"Your mum" Phil said, sounding serious and then we both burst into laughter. 

"Dan!" Pj crap "comon my mates wanna chat with you babe" she said, linking her arm with mine. I looked to Phil and gave him an 'I'm sorry' look whilst he looked at me sympathetically. She pulled me out of my seat, almost making me fall over.
"Can Phil join us?" I questioned, making Phil smile widley, he looked like a bubbly kid. So adorable not gay, not gay, fyi you like vagina Dan. My mind told me. Hell even if I wasn't gay I'm still asexual so I don't like vagina either way. I wanted to laugh at my stupid thoughts but kept the laughter in my head only. It was bad enough that I talked to myself, I'd look crazy if I laughed to myself for no reason. I looked over to PJ who had her lips pursed, she made a tutting kind of noise as she clicked her tongue against the roof of her moth. 
"Nah, Dan why you wanna hang with this loser anyways?" why don't you use grammar? "comon lets go" 
"I'm sorry" I mouthed to Phil, who just nodded as though she understood. He gave me a thumbs up and I took it as a good sign. 

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Phils POV 

This girl, that was probably Dans girlfriend, looked at me like I was a piece of crap. I didn't know how to feel. I wanted to cry, she didn't even know me and called me a loser. I can't believe I fell for a guy that had a girlfriend. I sighed as soon as Dan had left, I pretended to be fine when really I was broken inside. 

A group of students joined my table and I left because I didn't want to talk to anyone. Tears filled my eyes as I made my way to the library, the chairs were still set out the same as this morning. I could almost picture Dan sitting there, he was so funny. We had a lot in common, much more then me and Chris ever had. He made me happy. 

I sat in the corner of the library by myself doing some work for art. I wanted to draw anime but my teacher told me I couldn't do that because I'd get less grades for it. That made me really annoyed with the education system but I decided not to argue. Instead I was drawing Gerard Way, the black parade era version of him. I wanted to draw Dan, but I could never pull off his brown eyes with my crap drawing/ painting skills. And I needed a picture of him if I ever wanted to attempt the drawing as I couldn't draw from memory. He was too perfect to recreate.