Shy!Asano X Suicidal! Reader

Karma: hey guys so Author-Chan didn't want to be here for this one so here I am. So if you are any of these I recommend you do not read and wait until the next one.

1. Suicidal
2. Self harms
3. Depressed

If you are any of these please do not read. You have been warned!

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Bullying. None stop bullying. That's all you ever have every single day. People bullying you. It's not fair. They say you shouldn't even exist. That's not right for someone to say especially since it is coming from a A class student.

You would think those stuck up fuckers would actually pay attention to their work instead of others but no. They pick on you left and right. The only person who doesn't is the smartass known as Asano Gakushuu. But that doesn't mean he doesn't stop it either.

Everytime you try to talk to him he would always get so flustered and makes up a lame assed excuse not to even talk to you. Pathetic I know. The great Asano Gakushuu can't even talk to a girl.

Anyway getting back to the topic~

You was walking down the halls and saw some girls but the door to your class. You had to go through them to get in your seat. So what you did was put one foot in front of the other. But unfortunately that didn't work because they tripped you up. No one was around at that time so there was no one that could help right now.

You dropped to the floor since they were punching you and kicking you. They kicked you in the stomach and in the back. Your body started to hurt all over because of the impact.

"What's going on!?" You heard a voice.

The girls stopped and you could barely move. "A-Asano!" One of the girls said. You managed to turn your head. Asano moved his purple eyes down to you and they widened. As he set his gaze on you he saw bruises all over your body.

"What was you doing?" Asano asked them all.

They looked at him shocked as he tried to help you up. He turned away from you and looked at them he wouldn't even look at you. You looked down at the floor and let your mind wander.

Not even concentrating on there conversation.

I'm so stupid....Why would Asano like me? It's not like anyone does.

All of a sudden you felt a throbbing pain go through your arm. You looked at it without making anyone else notice and you saw that one of your cuts was open. They made you open your cuts.

You bit your lip not to scream from the pain. All of your cuts on your wrist opened at once and it hurt like hell.

You want to scream but then all of them would know that what they do and what they say gets to you. And you don't want that. You continued to stand there with Asano's help. Asano had his arm around your back and held you up by your shoulder.

After Asano and the girls finishes with there conversation you was going to go to your seat but Asano stopped you. You turned to him and then saw that he was even looking at you. "You need to go to the nurse. Come on." He told you and started to drag you away.

But he still wouldn't look at you.

You noticed that his face started to go red as he was dragging you to the nurses office. He's embarrassed to be seen with me! You looked at the floor and didn't look up or around you. "What the!?" You heard a voice.

"Some girls beat her up." Asano said.

"Oh....Is she ok?" Then you recognised the voice as Ren sakakibara.

"I don't think so." Asano told him.

Asano then told Ren that he was taking you to the nurses office. Ren decided to tag along. Asano still didn't even bother to look at you. You looked at him and saw that you was there. Asano opened the door and told you to sit down. He got out everything that he needed to and then looked at Ren. "I need to go and get her things. Come with me." Asano said to Ren. He nodded and then looked at you with sympathy.

You saw a piece of paper and a pen. And some scissors. You wrote down a letter and then took the scissors in your bruised hands.

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Karma: this is where you decide what you want to do. You have two choices. I'm sure you know what they are but I'm going to tell you anyway.

Choice A- (long)
You die!

Choice B- (slightly short)
Asano stops you.

Your choice Reader-Chan~!

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Choice A

You took the knife in your hands and held up to your neck. You closed your eyes and took a deep sigh. Then stabbed it through your throat. Your life slowly drained from your eyes as the colour in your skill left. All that while your body was falling to the ground.

Your life flashed in your eyes.

And all it showed was you being bullied. Which made you so happy that you decided to end your suffering.

Gakushuu's POV

"Yeah but I can't just tell her that I like her." I told Ren.

"Why?" He asked me.

He's not getting it is he?

"Because what if she rejects me?" I asked him.

We walk to the nurses office and I open the door Ren was about to say something but stopped. I raised an eyebrow at him then turned to look at what he was looking at. My eyes widened as I dropped the bag out of my hand. Ren covered my field of vision from what I saw. "You shouldn't see that." I heard him say.

Tears started to fill my eyes as I lost the feeling in my legs and fell to the ground. My vision went black and all I could hear was a buzzing noise. I could see her body behind Ren. "N-No! N-No this can't be happening!!" I shouted. I managed to get up and then ran to her. I looked at her and saw that she impaled her throat with the scissors.

Her blood that was spilling on the floor got on my trousers, my shirt and my tie when I pulled her lifeless body into an embrace. Ren walked up to me and pulled me away from her. He already called the ambulance and the police. I got up and walked out of the room. Her blood all over me. Everyone in the halls looked at me on horror.

My father came running and when he saw me his eyes widened. "S-She's gone. S-She's really gone." I said while crying. He looked at me with pure shock. When the ambulance got here and the police they all looked at me and saw me crying. When they got her body out of the room I wanted to run after her but the police officer stopped me.

As Y/N's arms hung down while she was being carried I only noticed them just then. She was cutting her self and I never knew. I'm an idiot.

It's my fault.

The police officer started to ask me some questions and the others about the incident but no one wanted to talk. All of a sudden another one popped up and held a letter. "Who's Asano Gakushuu?" They asked. I raised my hand and they looked at me with sympathetic eyes. "this is for you." They told me.

I looked at it and read it in my head.

Asano Gakushuu,

Thank you for bringing me here. Thanks for looking out for me and for stopping them. I know I must have cause you trouble. You must have been so embarrassed that you had to walk with me. With your face all red you must have been.

Anyway, I have tried for so long to get you to talk to me but you wouldn't.

I must have been such a disappointment to A class. I'm so sorry about that. Now I'm gone you won't have to see that ever again and I won't have to put up with that anymore.

Thanks again.

"DAMNIT!"

I couldn't even tell her that....

"I loved her."

Choice B

You took the knife in your hands and held up to your neck. You closed your eyes and took a deep sigh. Then you was about to stab your self through the throat but the door opened. Your eyes shot open and you shot straight to the door.

There you saw Asano and Ren. Both with wide eyes. Asano dropped your bags and then ran to you. He slapped the scissors out of your hand and then turned to you. His purple eyes filled with sadness and anger. "Why!?" He asked you.

You looked at him wide eyes. "I won't let you die. Not on my watch. Not like that." He told you.

Your eyes widened as you heard him say those words to you. You looked around the room for the scissors but you couldn't find them anywhere. You was about to back away from him but he pulled you closer to him. Your head hit his chest and he held you tight. "Please don't make me go through that. I'd be sad if you died. Please don't kill yourself." He told you.

Tears started to stream down your face as you heard him say that. "W-Why? Why so you care?" You asked him between sobs.

"Why?" He asked.

You nodded your head at him. He pulled you away a little and then whipped your tears away. He then done something that you never expected him to do. He made your lips connect with his. You was shocked at first but then kisses him back.

Once you both managed to separate from it he looked at you and smiled.

"Because I love you of cause."

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Karma: and that's that!

Huh! You done pretty good.

Karma: Pretty? Excuse me I done awesomely well.

Haha. Yep you sure did. Thank you Karma.

Karma: any time Author-Chan!

Aw~

Bye for now

Karma: To be continued!

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