Puttin’ my defences up
'Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that, I think I’d have a heart attack

You was sat in class and looked around the place. You saw that there was a lot of girls looking at Gakushuu Asano, and fawning over him. You never really understood what why they wanted to fall in love with anyone.

Everyone that you went out with have not exactly been what you call a good catch. They were like everything bad that you could think of mixed into one. And you heard another violent person was in class 3-E. Karma Akabane.

But like I said. You have no idea why people fall in love. All of a sudden Asano walked up to you and stood by you. You held up a book in front of you like always. It was sort of like a defence for you. You heard Asano sigh and then you moved your eyes towards the book. You don't really look at him. So you don't know what he looks like.

"Y/N. Why do you always have a book in front of you when I'm around?" He asked you.

You kept your eyes on the book and then you sighed. "Because I don't want to look at your ugly mug." You told him.

"Haven't seen what I look I like." He told you.

"So my method is working then. Huh! Well then I'm smart." You told him.

He gave up and then walked away. You put your book down and then looked at him. The only thing you know about that he actually looks like is his hair. It's strawberry blonde. It looks cute but again you don't want to fall in love.

Never put my love out on the line
Never said yes to the right guy
Never had trouble getting what I want
But when it comes to you, I’m never good enough
When I don’t care, I can play 'em like a Ken doll
Won’t wash my hair, then make 'em bounce like a basketball

You hate it when you fell in love before so you don't now. From your past relationships you found out that you never really said yes to the guys you wanted to. Your not like this because you hate people. Or because you lack love your parents gives you everything you want and anything that you ask for as well. Yeah you like Asano. But you keep on thinking that your never good enough for him.

You like the fact that he's the only one that doesn't give up on you. He talks to you no matter what. Even if it's through a book. At some point you really do want to get to know him and know what he looks like.

When it comes to the halls or at lunch you hide where no one knows where you are. So your safe. No one will ever find you. But your at lunch yet. It's still lesson and your teacher haven't turned up. Which is unusual for a Class A teacher. You looked at the class and saw that the girls was trying to get Asano's attention.

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear high heels, yes you
Make me so nervous, that I just can’t hold your hand

Suddenly Asano walked up to you with out you knowing and he tapped your shoulder. You looked to see who it was. Expecting a girl to be there. But no Asano was there instead.

Your eyes widened as you saw his purple eyes looking at you. You fell for him even before now but you like him even more. He's the type to make a girl change in a flash. Normally you would just tell boys to fuck off. But then you talked to Asano. And you changed.

Your not that polite but your better than what you was. Your more calmer and you hate what he done. When you talked to him through the book he seemed nice and he cared about you. So now you talk to boy and turn them down in your own way. Instead of saying. "Hell no." Or "fuck no." Or "I'd rather die." Like what you used to.

You now say "no thank you." Or "I'm not looking for a relationship." Or "thanks for telling me but I can't accept."

So you have changed alot. And you can thank Asano for that.

You make me glow,
But I cover up, won’t let it show,
So I’m puttin’ my defenses up
'Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that, I think I’d have a heart attack
I think I’d have a heart attack
I think I’d have a heart attack

"Yes?" You asked him.

"Wow. Your going to talk to me without the book?" Asano asked you.

"Sure."

Asano looked at you and then smiled. He pulled up a chair and then sat with you. "You know. Your way more pretty than I thought." Asano told you.

You looked at him and then started to laugh. He was confused right now. You was laughing even though he didn't even say a joke. "What?" He asked you.

You continued to laugh and then looked at him. "That's a good joke. Whats the rest of it? Yeah your pretty....Pretty ugly? If so I heard it all before." You told him. While still laughing.

Asano continued to looked at you. Then he grabbed your arm and pulled you closer to him.

You was shocked.

Never break a sweat for the other guys
When you come around, I get paralyzed
And every time I try to be myself
It comes out wrong like a cry for help
It’s just not fair
Pain’s more trouble than love is worth
I gasp for air
It feels so good, but you know it hurts

You couldn't move for some reason and you didn't even know why. Asano just kept ahold on you. You hugged you tighter. "Y/N. When I'm around I want you to be your self." He told you.

Your eyes widened as you heard that. No one have ever asked you to that before. He wanted you to be your self. But how did he know that you weren't being yourself?

"I love you so much."

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Karma: wait I know the next the next one!

Oh~? Go one then.

*Pulls out phone and record*

Karma:
But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear perfume, for you,
Make me so nervous, that I just can’t hold your hand

You make me glow,
But I cover up, won’t let it show,
So I’m puttin’ my defenses up
'Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that, I think I’d have a heart attack
I think I’d have a heart attack
I think I’d have a heart attack

The feelings got lost in my lungs
They’re burning, I’d rather be numb
And there’s no one else to blame
So scared I take off and I run
I’m flying too close to the sun
And I burst into flames

You make me glow,
But I cover up, won’t let it show,
So I’m puttin’ my defenses up
'Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that, I think I’d have a heart attack
I think I’d have a heart attack (heart attack)
I think I’d have a heart attack
Oh I think I’d have a heart attack

I think I’d have a heart attack
🎶🎶🎶🎶

*Stops recording*

Perfect!

Karma: ain't I.

Yep😍

Karma: by the way. Your going to delete that.

*Pouts* no!

Karma: yes.

*Childish pout* no!

Karma: cute~ but yes!

*Sends to Nagisa*

Karma: what did you do!?

Nothing....

Karma: seriously what did you do!!?

Bye for now

Karma: oh no we are not done. What did you do!!!!?

To be Continued!